have you ever felt so sad that u cried ypur self to slep at night if so tell me your story

no one likes me no one accepts me for who i am my crush like the person who abandon me in need and in the 4th grade at my birthday only two people showed up and it was the best birthday of my whole entire life ALL of my former friends went to the mall without me but my crush tried to stop them from causing so much pain and sorrow to my life it not like they havent done eonugh. =(