Times.
There are times when you feel lonely.
Times when you can't talk to your best friend, because she won't take it seriously.
Times when you can't talk to your mum,
because your scared she'll bring it up again.
Times when the people who would usally distract you only make you feel worce without knowing it.
Times when the one person you can talk to is ast asleep at 00:45.
These are the times when you just cry.
(Please forgive any spelling or grammer mistakes.)
First thought.
The first time I saw you,
was only a glance.
I was a fool, you know,
taking a chance.
Thoughts of you and me
Filled my dreams,
only to be ripped
at the seams.
So I'll lay here,
My haert in tatters.
In hope that one day
You might see
Me.
There are times when you feel lonely.
Times when you can't talk to your best friend, because she won't take it seriously.
Times when you can't talk to your mum,
because your scared she'll bring it up again.
Times when the people who would usally distract you only make you feel worce without knowing it.
Times when the one person you can talk to is ast asleep at 00:45.
These are the times when you just cry.
(Please forgive any spelling or grammer mistakes.)
First thought.
The first time I saw you,
was only a glance.
I was a fool, you know,
taking a chance.
Thoughts of you and me
Filled my dreams,
only to be ripped
at the seams.
So I'll lay here,
My haert in tatters.
In hope that one day
You might see
Me.
i beleive in love like kids beleive in magic.
i beviele that there is someone for everyone out there.
i believe when i find him that i'll know he's the one when i see him.
that time will stop for what feels like forever.
i believe that when you lose love that they stay with you for as long as you need them.
that the world a little better when theres love.
that if people just love a little they'd be happy.
that if people had love they would look at life differint.
that everyone every where needs love nomatter how old or how young.
okay so this is just alil free writing i'm not really sure if its good or not so comment and tell me plz =)
i beviele that there is someone for everyone out there.
i believe when i find him that i'll know he's the one when i see him.
that time will stop for what feels like forever.
i believe that when you lose love that they stay with you for as long as you need them.
that the world a little better when theres love.
that if people just love a little they'd be happy.
that if people had love they would look at life differint.
that everyone every where needs love nomatter how old or how young.
okay so this is just alil free writing i'm not really sure if its good or not so comment and tell me plz =)
IN
YOUR
HOUSE
BY
JEREMY
GOULD
That first day you let me in
I knew I'd always want to stay
I've never felt more welcome
That safety will never go away
I found peace in your house
Everything seemed so clear
Possibilities on every wall
I wanted to stay there forever
I could've always answered your call
I saw my future in your house
But in a flash you were gone
I lost my future wife
But I gained something new
A hard lesson in life
I left my heart in your house
YOUR
HOUSE
BY
JEREMY
GOULD
That first day you let me in
I knew I'd always want to stay
I've never felt more welcome
That safety will never go away
I found peace in your house
Everything seemed so clear
Possibilities on every wall
I wanted to stay there forever
I could've always answered your call
I saw my future in your house
But in a flash you were gone
I lost my future wife
But I gained something new
A hard lesson in life
I left my heart in your house
The pain I can control
The pain that makes me whole
The pain that stops and brings some tears
The pain that erases all my fears
The pain that I inflict with this knife
The pain that might be last in my life
The pain that brought me to my knees
The pain that woahed me full of pleas
The pain that made me see the light
The pain that is bringing me home tonight
The pain that is wrong and bitter
The pain that makes me feel fitter
The pain that my friends say is wrong
The pain that makes me feel so strong
The pain that makes my friend sad, and cry
The pain that makes her want to die
The pain thats not just pain to me
The pain that makes everyone see
The pain that thats tearing me apart
The pain thats ripping apart my heart
The pain that I'm addicted to
The pain I can't give up. Not even for you...
The pain that makes me whole
The pain that stops and brings some tears
The pain that erases all my fears
The pain that I inflict with this knife
The pain that might be last in my life
The pain that brought me to my knees
The pain that woahed me full of pleas
The pain that made me see the light
The pain that is bringing me home tonight
The pain that is wrong and bitter
The pain that makes me feel fitter
The pain that my friends say is wrong
The pain that makes me feel so strong
The pain that makes my friend sad, and cry
The pain that makes her want to die
The pain thats not just pain to me
The pain that makes everyone see
The pain that thats tearing me apart
The pain thats ripping apart my heart
The pain that I'm addicted to
The pain I can't give up. Not even for you...
Pain is my only gain,
Pain is my friend,
Pain so deep and cold,
I feel at home with the dark pain,
I love pain pain is my friend,
Pain will bring back my love,
Pain will give me life once again,
Pain so deep and cold,
Is the only way i can have,
My love and my friend,
Pain is the worlds friend,
Pain shows us if we do wrong,
Pain shows us who we are,
Pain is not only in the dark,
But in the light as well,
Pain is so deep and cunning,
Pain can show me who i am,
Pain shows the world who we are,
Pain is my only friend,
Without love theres pain,
Without anyone theres pain,
With out the sun with out the moon,
Theres pain so as you can see,
Pain is with us and always will be,
Pain will never leave its a marriage,
It's a soul and a part of you,
That will never leave,
Pain is my friend and it is your too....
Pain is my friend,
Pain so deep and cold,
I feel at home with the dark pain,
I love pain pain is my friend,
Pain will bring back my love,
Pain will give me life once again,
Pain so deep and cold,
Is the only way i can have,
My love and my friend,
Pain is the worlds friend,
Pain shows us if we do wrong,
Pain shows us who we are,
Pain is not only in the dark,
But in the light as well,
Pain is so deep and cunning,
Pain can show me who i am,
Pain shows the world who we are,
Pain is my only friend,
Without love theres pain,
Without anyone theres pain,
With out the sun with out the moon,
Theres pain so as you can see,
Pain is with us and always will be,
Pain will never leave its a marriage,
It's a soul and a part of you,
That will never leave,
Pain is my friend and it is your too....
FAR FROM THE DARK
BY JEREMY GOULD
Here I am
spitting in the face of adversity
There you go
closing the door on our destiny
Sat up all night
as my mind swelled up with fear
I was alone again
with nothing to stop the tears
I walked outside
as the moon rose
The night became foggy
Silence as I froze
Life's my partner
My partner in crime
But with every thought of you
I wish to die
Lived through hardships galore
Searching for the slightest spark
Trying to get closer to the light
Just to be far from the dark
BY JEREMY GOULD
Here I am
spitting in the face of adversity
There you go
closing the door on our destiny
Sat up all night
as my mind swelled up with fear
I was alone again
with nothing to stop the tears
I walked outside
as the moon rose
The night became foggy
Silence as I froze
Life's my partner
My partner in crime
But with every thought of you
I wish to die
Lived through hardships galore
Searching for the slightest spark
Trying to get closer to the light
Just to be far from the dark
Love
By Jeremy Gould
Love
Sweet love
You found me
Replaced misery with joy
Erased pain flying away forever
Never returning to my body
No more deadly sins
Gone for good
Thank you
Love
Love
Jealous love
I feel empty
Her eyes looking away
She's finding some other heart
She thinks it's more valuable
I wasn't good enough
She left me
But why
Love?
Love
Greedy love
You left me
Alone in the rain
To comfort someone else's fear
You took everything with you
Brought back the pain
Now I cry
Fuck you
Love
By Jeremy Gould
Love
Sweet love
You found me
Replaced misery with joy
Erased pain flying away forever
Never returning to my body
No more deadly sins
Gone for good
Thank you
Love
Love
Jealous love
I feel empty
Her eyes looking away
She's finding some other heart
She thinks it's more valuable
I wasn't good enough
She left me
But why
Love?
Love
Greedy love
You left me
Alone in the rain
To comfort someone else's fear
You took everything with you
Brought back the pain
Now I cry
Fuck you
Love
There I was, sitting in my room
contemplating life's cruel jokes
when the phone startled me from my trance
Yet another fantasy broken
But I was glad to hear from you
in your time of sheer distress
I've been so upset with your troubles
Your voice was such a quiet caress
You began to apologize
for mistakes not your own
I helped nurture your mind
You gave me everything from your soul
I invited you over to chat
A request you graciously accepted
So we had a few beers
That night could have never ended
But when it seemed we had enough
and the sun began to rise
We both knew we could not go back
Our feelings we could not disguise
That night was our night
and nothing will take that away
Locked together in eternal harmony
We talked through the night, and then you stayed
You, my good friend, my best friend
always played
I asked for your hand
and then you stayed
contemplating life's cruel jokes
when the phone startled me from my trance
Yet another fantasy broken
But I was glad to hear from you
in your time of sheer distress
I've been so upset with your troubles
Your voice was such a quiet caress
You began to apologize
for mistakes not your own
I helped nurture your mind
You gave me everything from your soul
I invited you over to chat
A request you graciously accepted
So we had a few beers
That night could have never ended
But when it seemed we had enough
and the sun began to rise
We both knew we could not go back
Our feelings we could not disguise
That night was our night
and nothing will take that away
Locked together in eternal harmony
We talked through the night, and then you stayed
You, my good friend, my best friend
always played
I asked for your hand
and then you stayed
When you think of paradise what do you see?
A land of beauty surrounded by sea?
A lovely forest drowning in green?
Flowers as far as the eyes can see?
Everyone's got a different idea; a different view
What does paradise look like to you?
Do you see it wherever you go?
Don't you have a happy place?
To bring forth a smile upon your face?
I had this illusion once
I had my place to be
when things got too crowded here
I had a taste of it all to myself
and I spit it right back out
Paradise
It sounds nice
But what happens when you arrive
and things aren't like they're supposed to be?
A land of beauty surrounded by sea?
A lovely forest drowning in green?
Flowers as far as the eyes can see?
Everyone's got a different idea; a different view
What does paradise look like to you?
Do you see it wherever you go?
Don't you have a happy place?
To bring forth a smile upon your face?
I had this illusion once
I had my place to be
when things got too crowded here
I had a taste of it all to myself
and I spit it right back out
Paradise
It sounds nice
But what happens when you arrive
and things aren't like they're supposed to be?
My day begins when the sun ends
I rise from my grave seeking prey
Love on my mind
Death on my breath
The taste of you won't go away
Through the window I sneak
Perhaps just a peek
But this hunger rages inside
It's you I can't deny
Blending gracefully with the night
My bloodshot eyes target your soul
Crosshairs aimed
On my list: the devil's kiss
To grasp your heart is my true goal
I approach from above
To become drunk on your love
'Cause this hunger rages inside
It's you I can't deny
I soar like a vulture through the air
Circling your corpse lying below me
I accept your offer
A flood of blood
As my fangs sink deeply into your dreams
Come inside my dear
You've nothing to fear
Our hunger becomes one
Together we'll live forever
I rise from my grave seeking prey
Love on my mind
Death on my breath
The taste of you won't go away
Through the window I sneak
Perhaps just a peek
But this hunger rages inside
It's you I can't deny
Blending gracefully with the night
My bloodshot eyes target your soul
Crosshairs aimed
On my list: the devil's kiss
To grasp your heart is my true goal
I approach from above
To become drunk on your love
'Cause this hunger rages inside
It's you I can't deny
I soar like a vulture through the air
Circling your corpse lying below me
I accept your offer
A flood of blood
As my fangs sink deeply into your dreams
Come inside my dear
You've nothing to fear
Our hunger becomes one
Together we'll live forever
by: Charles Baudelaire
AM as lovely as a dream in stone,
And this my heart where each finds death in turn,
Inspires the poet with a love as lone
As clay eternal and as taciturn.
Swan-white of heart, a sphinx no mortal knows,
My throne is in the heaven's azure deep;
I hate all movements that disturb my pose,
I smile not ever, neither do I weep.
Before my monumental attitudes,
That breathe a soul into the plastic arts,
My poets pray in austere studious moods,
For I, to fold enchantment round their hearts,
Have pools of light where beauty flames and dies,
The placid mirrors of my luminous eyes.
