I looked at the world and wanted to shout good bye
Depressed with my single defeat
For me only my heart was not neat
Negative thoughts creeped in my mind
Nut in a corner my courage was bind
My expectations were very high
But something was roaming in me like a spy
It caught where i was grey
And pehapsfor my defeat it used to pray
I learnt not to be over smart
It'll help to move the success' cart....
(i wrote this poem after losing a competition it was story telling comp. i was depressed coz it was the first time i was intrested and my teachers had not forced me... i was sad coz i was weaker than others and to tell the reality a felt betrayed... from my class teacher... she gave me the story which was recited before... there were no emotions in that... i felt myself weakest coz my best frnd won the first prize... after that i was depressed for nearly 6 months and after that i took part only in one competition...)
are flooding
my heart,
I cannot sleep,
I cannot see...
Where is
the truth
hiding?
Within
my heart,
within
my heart...
There
it sleeps,
there
it fears.
I've seen it,
oh
I have.
Deep down
inside
your blue eyes,
I have seen,
I have felt...
It's tearing me,
oh
you're not letting me...
Oh no,
you're not letting me
love you
the way I want,
so I'm still afraid
to give you my heart.
I'm afraid
of
what I have seen
inside
your blue eyes,
but I hug you...
I hug you
as if I know
that I will never
come back
to you.
I hug you
as if I don't see...
That coldness
inside
your blue eyes,
but I'm still
looking at you.
Sad and hurt,
for you're not letting me,
oh
you're not letting me
love you
the way I want.
Laid here by the time goes.
I can See my self as it's going erased
as you see Im stand still
But you ignore,,
Passed me as i never in,,
talk to Me but not touch your mind..
where were you've been??????
im here..
standing always yours..
But
u see me nothing on your presences..
just the shadows that blows inside
And Its hurt me now
deep inside my heart I want you to know..
im the only that will carry you off
im the girls that always wait ur warmth
im the only knows why u cry on,,
and im always stand here
from now,,then
don't let your mind buried me on...
rest but not in peaces,,,,
like the souls without home///
I can See my self as it's going erased
as you see Im stand still
But you ignore,,
Passed me as i never in,,
talk to Me but not touch your mind..
where were you've been??????
im here..
standing always yours..
But
u see me nothing on your presences..
just the shadows that blows inside
And Its hurt me now
deep inside my heart I want you to know..
im the only that will carry you off
im the girls that always wait ur warmth
im the only knows why u cry on,,
and im always stand here
from now,,then
don't let your mind buried me on...
rest but not in peaces,,,,
like the souls without home///
