U Grab My Hands Off the blind
I feel Warmth that firstly strange
Where will u take Me??????
u show me Colors,,,
U show Me sadness
What was The truth u meant??????
U takes me in different Way,,to Love
That was Not also Kiss,,,Hugs,,,Playing
U show Me Care,, Joy,,, And deep
that was Not about how birds can Flown away..
this is how to feel when they r Flying,,,
It was not to watch the Blossoms come...
it Learn about How to Wait until it Blooms....
U makes Me that cry was a way out too...
u make me believes that Laughs Also hides in the sadness
Now I know...
ur Loves Changes ME...
I feel Warmth that firstly strange
Where will u take Me??????
u show me Colors,,,
U show Me sadness
What was The truth u meant??????
U takes me in different Way,,to Love
That was Not also Kiss,,,Hugs,,,Playing
U show Me Care,, Joy,,, And deep
that was Not about how birds can Flown away..
this is how to feel when they r Flying,,,
It was not to watch the Blossoms come...
it Learn about How to Wait until it Blooms....
U makes Me that cry was a way out too...
u make me believes that Laughs Also hides in the sadness
Now I know...
ur Loves Changes ME...
(I'm just gonna put this here...)
The butterfly on my wrist
Gave me a goodbye kiss.
I broke my promises
And now look at this.
Tonight I'll stay up late.
Four AM, still awake.
With my smiles so fake,
This will make her heart break.
I know that I'm loved.
I always return your hugs,
But my thoughts are like thugs,
And the razor my drug.
This isn't the last time,
And I will pay for my crimes,
I'll pay for each self-made line,
But keep saying that I'm fine.
So tonight I'll sit and think.
From bitterness I will drink.
With the fading wounds pink,
And stains filling the sink.
If you promise to stay,
Don't leave me or push me away,
Then I promise to try.
I promise to not die.
I'll slow down just for you.
Because of all the things that you do.
I will try to stop bleeding
If you say "I love you" like you mean it.
The butterfly on my wrist
Gave me a goodbye kiss.
I broke my promises
And now look at this.
Tonight I'll stay up late.
Four AM, still awake.
With my smiles so fake,
This will make her heart break.
I know that I'm loved.
I always return your hugs,
But my thoughts are like thugs,
And the razor my drug.
This isn't the last time,
And I will pay for my crimes,
I'll pay for each self-made line,
But keep saying that I'm fine.
So tonight I'll sit and think.
From bitterness I will drink.
With the fading wounds pink,
And stains filling the sink.
If you promise to stay,
Don't leave me or push me away,
Then I promise to try.
I promise to not die.
I'll slow down just for you.
Because of all the things that you do.
I will try to stop bleeding
If you say "I love you" like you mean it.
Once upon a time,
The beginning of all stories,
But this is not a story,
So once upon a life,
I saw a young and beautiful woman
Who wears a golden face,
And she has a shining smile
One stair at her & my heart gets stolen,
I tried to stay away but I was blinded with only her image.
The image has your reflections, which makes me feel so free.
Pretending to know the future but yet the faith is endless.
As she turned n looked at me she became the deepest feeling.
I went to ask her name, and then I found it was you.
The beginning of all stories,
But this is not a story,
So once upon a life,
I saw a young and beautiful woman
Who wears a golden face,
And she has a shining smile
One stair at her & my heart gets stolen,
I tried to stay away but I was blinded with only her image.
The image has your reflections, which makes me feel so free.
Pretending to know the future but yet the faith is endless.
As she turned n looked at me she became the deepest feeling.
I went to ask her name, and then I found it was you.
Where broad-winged eagles fly.
The fences that encircle him
Are Mountains, stream and sky.
There's beauty in his regal heart
And in his gentle face,
And in the swiftness that combines
Such power, poise, and grace.
There's beauty in his noble stance
For it will always be
A part of all that untamed land
SO OPEN, WILD AND FREE
Credit to Herrmans Royal Lippizans Mayaka City,Florida
This was painted on the wall of their barn
i really applied to the Lippizans they had there
What do you do
when your strings are snapped
your roots detatched
your vesel cracked?
When you're filled with anger
Fear and hate?
And there's so much water
that you sink?
Or when the metaphors
you thought applied is bent
or worse, snapped
The word jumbles
The thoughts collide
Until you just cry
What do you do then?
When your life is in pieces?
And people can see the real you
Will it kill you?
Knowing your carefully crafted wall
has tumbled
chunks of ruble flying everywhere
That ruble kills, so you stay away
killing yourself
All you've known
Hate
Pain
Death
when your strings are snapped
your roots detatched
your vesel cracked?
When you're filled with anger
Fear and hate?
And there's so much water
that you sink?
Or when the metaphors
you thought applied is bent
or worse, snapped
The word jumbles
The thoughts collide
Until you just cry
What do you do then?
When your life is in pieces?
And people can see the real you
Will it kill you?
Knowing your carefully crafted wall
has tumbled
chunks of ruble flying everywhere
That ruble kills, so you stay away
killing yourself
All you've known
Hate
Pain
Death
While my friends are out on the town
I stay home alone
All by myself
And no one calls the phone
Silence except the t.v on
Keeping me company
People think I'm lonely.
Yet, they don't understand
That I feel no void being alone
I enjoy it, so much
That it's become my crutch
I write
I draw
I use my mind for it all
Yet again
I wouldn't mind
To be invited somewhere.
Is it a problem that I like to be alone?
I don't think so
Yet others do
But once they're alone
They'll know not what to do
As for me,
I'll know what to do
I'll sleep, write, draw, or watch movies
Because even though no one's there
I do not have a problem being alone.
I stay home alone
All by myself
And no one calls the phone
Silence except the t.v on
Keeping me company
People think I'm lonely.
Yet, they don't understand
That I feel no void being alone
I enjoy it, so much
That it's become my crutch
I write
I draw
I use my mind for it all
Yet again
I wouldn't mind
To be invited somewhere.
Is it a problem that I like to be alone?
I don't think so
Yet others do
But once they're alone
They'll know not what to do
As for me,
I'll know what to do
I'll sleep, write, draw, or watch movies
Because even though no one's there
I do not have a problem being alone.
Hey there!
How are you?
How have you been?
Life's been hard
Yet, I'm making it through.
I wish you were here
To live with me
Like the good ole days
Like back when we were kids
And a little bit older
I miss you.
Hey there!
It seems like it's been forever
How's life treating you?
How's the kids?
I would love to spend time
With you again
Yet, time goes by
It seems so quick
It can steal your youth
Or your energy
I've been so busy
With work and what not
So please forgive me
For not calling or emailing.
I missed you
Still miss you
I wrote to you four years back
But you never replied
So I was scared
That our friendship died.
Now I know
That it's not us
But it's just time
It won't slow down
It just keeps on.
So I'll conclude this conversation
By saying a goodbye
I know it can be painful
But I will see you again
Someday.
How are you?
How have you been?
Life's been hard
Yet, I'm making it through.
I wish you were here
To live with me
Like the good ole days
Like back when we were kids
And a little bit older
I miss you.
Hey there!
It seems like it's been forever
How's life treating you?
How's the kids?
I would love to spend time
With you again
Yet, time goes by
It seems so quick
It can steal your youth
Or your energy
I've been so busy
With work and what not
So please forgive me
For not calling or emailing.
I missed you
Still miss you
I wrote to you four years back
But you never replied
So I was scared
That our friendship died.
Now I know
That it's not us
But it's just time
It won't slow down
It just keeps on.
So I'll conclude this conversation
By saying a goodbye
I know it can be painful
But I will see you again
Someday.
My tears freely flow
Attempting to wash away the pain, the sorrow, the hate
The chrimson blood that flows hrough my vains boils causing an explosion
They say to trust, to just BeLIEve
But then they lie and double cross, shattering my heart
When all the tears have been cried,
and all the hate released
Then I'll be ok
Not todayNot tomorrow
You'll know when I'm ok
Any substancial love is gone
Set aflame by hate and lies
Love, gone, lost forever
Hate growing, remembered forever
Crying untill my eyes hurt
wishing you were here
Wishing I was ok
Wishing you were ok
Wishing WE were ok
Feeling your touch
Needing your touch
Regretting everything
Slowly dying
I'll never be ok
Attempting to wash away the pain, the sorrow, the hate
The chrimson blood that flows hrough my vains boils causing an explosion
They say to trust, to just BeLIEve
But then they lie and double cross, shattering my heart
When all the tears have been cried,
and all the hate released
Then I'll be ok
Not todayNot tomorrow
You'll know when I'm ok
Any substancial love is gone
Set aflame by hate and lies
Love, gone, lost forever
Hate growing, remembered forever
Crying untill my eyes hurt
wishing you were here
Wishing I was ok
Wishing you were ok
Wishing WE were ok
Feeling your touch
Needing your touch
Regretting everything
Slowly dying
I'll never be ok
My dearly love
I have awakened
In the morning light
The aftermath from last night
I feel so alive again
No more madness in my life now
I feel complete
The beautiful sunlight
Amazes such nocturnal souls such as us
Yet the morning is still so beautiful
I feel new and alive
Like a butterfly emerging from the cocoon
The birds in summer's morning air
They sing and welcome the new day
Flowers opening up to the morning glow
Oh my dearly beloved
How morning is so beautiful and young
This day shall be beautiful
As I feel alive again
The night's sleep was so relaxing
The morning makes me feel so much better
Oh how beautiful my day is
As we lay down to rest
This day is like artwork
It will always be in my memories
Of you and me in the morning.
I have awakened
In the morning light
The aftermath from last night
I feel so alive again
No more madness in my life now
I feel complete
The beautiful sunlight
Amazes such nocturnal souls such as us
Yet the morning is still so beautiful
I feel new and alive
Like a butterfly emerging from the cocoon
The birds in summer's morning air
They sing and welcome the new day
Flowers opening up to the morning glow
Oh my dearly beloved
How morning is so beautiful and young
This day shall be beautiful
As I feel alive again
The night's sleep was so relaxing
The morning makes me feel so much better
Oh how beautiful my day is
As we lay down to rest
This day is like artwork
It will always be in my memories
Of you and me in the morning.
Of my hope , as the dark cloud rain
It was a forbidden dream that ignite
my fears and all of my salty tears
I never thought that handling the glory
could end up my misty story
as it all starts with a forbidden dream
and ends up with a hope and a mean
reality that refuses the fate`s humility
it’s a fraction of the human begin poverty
of hate and pain
as the cloudy sky rains again
my genuine faith will always appeared to deny
all of your forbidden dreams lies
Black widowed tarantula sized evil
Nurtures her children well
As they all take a bite out of human flesh
Watching them choke on their own blood
All little teeny tiny beady black eyes stare
At the food they see
They smell a human female
They'll have to take their bite
Poison scares the snakes that try to devour their mother's eggs
The snake drops dead after seeing the mother
Realizing that they're not bird's eggs
The children see their awful mother
Mean and cruel
Evil and heartless
At least cold and black hearted people have hearts
The children get sick of their mother's evil
So soon they prepare to defeat
The evil that lies beneath a thorax and eight legs
To them this is a victorious fight
They look at their evil mother
They see what evil holds
They look at her and then they devour her
After reading about this
Little Carrie White looked at her own evil mother
Realizing with her abilities, she can do the same thing.
Nurtures her children well
As they all take a bite out of human flesh
Watching them choke on their own blood
All little teeny tiny beady black eyes stare
At the food they see
They smell a human female
They'll have to take their bite
Poison scares the snakes that try to devour their mother's eggs
The snake drops dead after seeing the mother
Realizing that they're not bird's eggs
The children see their awful mother
Mean and cruel
Evil and heartless
At least cold and black hearted people have hearts
The children get sick of their mother's evil
So soon they prepare to defeat
The evil that lies beneath a thorax and eight legs
To them this is a victorious fight
They look at their evil mother
They see what evil holds
They look at her and then they devour her
After reading about this
Little Carrie White looked at her own evil mother
Realizing with her abilities, she can do the same thing.
so that you can be light
I am dull
so that u can be bright
I am evil
so that you can be good
I was bad
Coz i thought the world would.....
world would praise me
Who helped you to climb upto there
but I never thought
the fame you got you don't want to share
My eyes looked at you last time
And as i turned back, a tear fell apart my eyes
On the way i thought
For you I spoke so many lies now its my time to rise
I know i was evil servant of heaven
Late in night I heard some stupid bell
I saw people of hell were fighting to be king, i too jumped in that
and next day..... next day I woke up as the King of Hell..
Flying softly on beams of moonlight
Floating softly on beams of light, tonight
Hearing fragments of distant conversations
Swiftly drifting over nations
Moonlight reflecting on his wings
The bell of a distant chapel rings
Then he descends to the earth
What, to him, is life worth?
Through an open window he flies
Waiting for the surprise
In he flies on moonlight wings
His bow of death, he strings
He aims, he shoots
This he does with all his recruits
The arrow hits its spot
The horse of death is in its trot
His new recruit slowly wakes
This man's new eyes staring like snakes
The angle jumps through the window which he came
Perfectly leaps, doesn't touch the frame
He flies away on moonlit wings
He flies away on moonlit wings
Floating softly on beams of light, tonight
Hearing fragments of distant conversations
Swiftly drifting over nations
Moonlight reflecting on his wings
The bell of a distant chapel rings
Then he descends to the earth
What, to him, is life worth?
Through an open window he flies
Waiting for the surprise
In he flies on moonlight wings
His bow of death, he strings
He aims, he shoots
This he does with all his recruits
The arrow hits its spot
The horse of death is in its trot
His new recruit slowly wakes
This man's new eyes staring like snakes
The angle jumps through the window which he came
Perfectly leaps, doesn't touch the frame
He flies away on moonlit wings
He flies away on moonlit wings
I saw U passed Me,,,,with ur girl..
I never have an eyes on U
never thought that we'll meet one day..
as time brought u to my side
Now,,,
something change
We've been cheat them
we now it was wrong
either we can't stop...
just keep walk on it
Then be quite
KISS me,my Forbidden
say to me that it is not fiction
prove to me that it's not a runaway feeling
Im Here...
u're here
not with HIm,,,or Her...
I Know It Is wrong
U know It is Sin,,
But either Csn't Stop..
How desires Flows..
How KISS flies among Us,,
and We keep walked,,,then Be quite,Boy
I never have an eyes on U
never thought that we'll meet one day..
as time brought u to my side
Now,,,
something change
We've been cheat them
we now it was wrong
either we can't stop...
just keep walk on it
Then be quite
KISS me,my Forbidden
say to me that it is not fiction
prove to me that it's not a runaway feeling
Im Here...
u're here
not with HIm,,,or Her...
I Know It Is wrong
U know It is Sin,,
But either Csn't Stop..
How desires Flows..
How KISS flies among Us,,
and We keep walked,,,then Be quite,Boy
One day wouldn't shows the future,,,
one kiss doesn't prove the real
it doesn't shows in a second...
and rounded here,,,with all the things we've argue
and now I realized that
The Arms are the same
The one which Hugs ur Heart into the warmth,,
the same which Pulled u down with pain...
u'll never understand when,,,or how it happened..
But I now it is real..
u keep me high while I try to love ur Blind sides
But then U throw me falling away to reality,,,
pain,,,,hurts,,,,damn night...tears..are here....
I Can Do Nothing,,,
Kiss that takes me to the sky,,,
has the same to give me enormous words filled with hate
how u call it??
hate?
Faith??????
either do we understands...
this is starting over
one kiss doesn't prove the real
it doesn't shows in a second...
and rounded here,,,with all the things we've argue
and now I realized that
The Arms are the same
The one which Hugs ur Heart into the warmth,,
the same which Pulled u down with pain...
u'll never understand when,,,or how it happened..
But I now it is real..
u keep me high while I try to love ur Blind sides
But then U throw me falling away to reality,,,
pain,,,,hurts,,,,damn night...tears..are here....
I Can Do Nothing,,,
Kiss that takes me to the sky,,,
has the same to give me enormous words filled with hate
how u call it??
hate?
Faith??????
either do we understands...
this is starting over