"I'm gunna miss you. When will I see you again?" Michael asked. "Soon, Michael. I promise. Very soon."As released each other's grip, we looked at each other for one last time for the night. Without even thinking, I noticed we were leaning into each other slowly and Michael wasn't looking into my eyes anymore. He was staring at my lips.
I closed my eyes knowing what was going to happen. Once when my eyes shut, I felt Michael's sweet, soft, smooth lips against mine. Michael kissed me so slowly, smoothly and passionately that I didn't want him to stop. Just the way he caressed my lips with his was breathtaking. I knew I was enjoying myself Michael seemed to enjoy it too because I felt one of his hands starting slowly going up and down my back as his other hand pulled my body closer to his. All I did was keep one of my arms around his neck and caress the side of his face. We kissed for about two minutes but it felt like forever. We stopped for a second and then Michael pulled my face closer to his to give me one more quick kiss.
After he gave me the last kiss, all we could do was stare at each in shock. "Uh. . . I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kissed you. I am so very sorry." Michael was being apologetic, I couldn't get a word in. "Michael! Stop. I'm alright. You don't have to apologize." I was trying to get him to stop because why should he apologize for something I enjoyed? "You're not mad? I thought you would be mad at me." "Michael, if I didn't want you to kiss me, do you really think I would have let you kiss me for that long?" "No. I guess not." I giggled "Well. . .Michael, I'm glad you kissed me. If we could I would have kissed you longer than that." "Well, why can't we? Couldn't you just tell you driver that you're staying?" I didn't think about that.
"Hello?" Ethan, my driver, answered. "Hey, Ethan. I am so very sorry. There is a change of plains. I'm staying the night with Mr. Jackson. Again, I'm really sorry." "But what are you going to do for clothes?" Ethan asked. Not even accepting my apologies. "I'll be fine, Ethan. I let you know when to come and get me. Thank you. Bye." I hung up with Ethan and looked at Michael with a smile on both of our faces and wrapping my arms around his neck again.. "So, you're staying the night, huh?" Michael had a look on his face showing that he was pleased to know I was staying while keeping his arms around my waist. "Yep. I am staying right here with you."
Michael then kissed me again and held me as close as he could. This time he felt comfortable with it because he knew I was okay and I wanted him to kiss me. But I guess Michael got really comfortable with it because I noticed that he picked me up and had my legs around him and he carried me to his bed and laid me down. We stopped and got completely on the bed with Michael on top of me. I started to caress this side of his face again and just stare in his eyes. He lightly kissed my lips, then the side of my cheeck and then started to kiss my neck.
I realized that he started to lift up my shirt while slightly and gently grinding against me. "Wait, Michael. Stop." He looked at me and asked,"What's wrong? Did I do something?" "Should we really do this? I mean, we just found out that we like each other. Are we truly ready?" "I am. I've been waiting for this moment. Taylor, even though I didn't know it was you, I have loved you for a long time and I have wanted this moment to come." I wasn't sure what I wanted. I love Michael but am I ready? Am I ready to give myself to Michael? "I'm sorry. I guess I'm just shocked that this is happening." "So do you want to?" Michael had a look of hope but understanding. "Yes. I want to. Come here." I giggled and kissed Michael again.
After a little bit, Michael and I were under his covers with nothing on except I kept on my bra. Michael looked at me and asked me,"Are you absolutely sure want to do this?" I had to think to make sure I did. "Yes. I want to." "Okay. You ready?" "Mmm hmm." Michael then started off real slow and easy. I think he was still nervous even though he wanted to do this. He kept his head in my shoulder. I don't think he wanted me to see his face. "Are you okay?" "Just fine. Just keep going. You're doing fine." I was totally okay and knew that I wanted this. Michael started to go a little bit harder and slightly faster but still slow. "Oh, God. Michael. Mmm. Oh my, God." Michael started to kiss my neck again and then back to my lips. We kissed the whole time we were under the sheets but there were still sounds coming out of me and Michael
After about 10 minutes. . .
"I think I love you." Michael said. He laid his head on my chest with his arm wrapped around me and my arms wrapped around him while I stroked his hair. "If you do, I love you, too. I love you very much." I kissed the top of his head before he looked at me. "You do? You love me back?" "Of course I do. What girl wouldn't love you?" Michael placed his head back on my chest. "I've just never been loved by anyone like you before. I have never felt so happy with anyone since we were seperated. I wasn't lying when I said that I really missed you." "Even though we just found out about us loving each other," I kissed the top of his head again and made him look at me. "I love you." He smiled at me and gave me one last passionate kiss. Michael then laid his head, once again, back on my chest fell asleep. After watching him for a few minutes I fell asleep as well.
I closed my eyes knowing what was going to happen. Once when my eyes shut, I felt Michael's sweet, soft, smooth lips against mine. Michael kissed me so slowly, smoothly and passionately that I didn't want him to stop. Just the way he caressed my lips with his was breathtaking. I knew I was enjoying myself Michael seemed to enjoy it too because I felt one of his hands starting slowly going up and down my back as his other hand pulled my body closer to his. All I did was keep one of my arms around his neck and caress the side of his face. We kissed for about two minutes but it felt like forever. We stopped for a second and then Michael pulled my face closer to his to give me one more quick kiss.
After he gave me the last kiss, all we could do was stare at each in shock. "Uh. . . I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kissed you. I am so very sorry." Michael was being apologetic, I couldn't get a word in. "Michael! Stop. I'm alright. You don't have to apologize." I was trying to get him to stop because why should he apologize for something I enjoyed? "You're not mad? I thought you would be mad at me." "Michael, if I didn't want you to kiss me, do you really think I would have let you kiss me for that long?" "No. I guess not." I giggled "Well. . .Michael, I'm glad you kissed me. If we could I would have kissed you longer than that." "Well, why can't we? Couldn't you just tell you driver that you're staying?" I didn't think about that.
"Hello?" Ethan, my driver, answered. "Hey, Ethan. I am so very sorry. There is a change of plains. I'm staying the night with Mr. Jackson. Again, I'm really sorry." "But what are you going to do for clothes?" Ethan asked. Not even accepting my apologies. "I'll be fine, Ethan. I let you know when to come and get me. Thank you. Bye." I hung up with Ethan and looked at Michael with a smile on both of our faces and wrapping my arms around his neck again.. "So, you're staying the night, huh?" Michael had a look on his face showing that he was pleased to know I was staying while keeping his arms around my waist. "Yep. I am staying right here with you."
Michael then kissed me again and held me as close as he could. This time he felt comfortable with it because he knew I was okay and I wanted him to kiss me. But I guess Michael got really comfortable with it because I noticed that he picked me up and had my legs around him and he carried me to his bed and laid me down. We stopped and got completely on the bed with Michael on top of me. I started to caress this side of his face again and just stare in his eyes. He lightly kissed my lips, then the side of my cheeck and then started to kiss my neck.
I realized that he started to lift up my shirt while slightly and gently grinding against me. "Wait, Michael. Stop." He looked at me and asked,"What's wrong? Did I do something?" "Should we really do this? I mean, we just found out that we like each other. Are we truly ready?" "I am. I've been waiting for this moment. Taylor, even though I didn't know it was you, I have loved you for a long time and I have wanted this moment to come." I wasn't sure what I wanted. I love Michael but am I ready? Am I ready to give myself to Michael? "I'm sorry. I guess I'm just shocked that this is happening." "So do you want to?" Michael had a look of hope but understanding. "Yes. I want to. Come here." I giggled and kissed Michael again.
After a little bit, Michael and I were under his covers with nothing on except I kept on my bra. Michael looked at me and asked me,"Are you absolutely sure want to do this?" I had to think to make sure I did. "Yes. I want to." "Okay. You ready?" "Mmm hmm." Michael then started off real slow and easy. I think he was still nervous even though he wanted to do this. He kept his head in my shoulder. I don't think he wanted me to see his face. "Are you okay?" "Just fine. Just keep going. You're doing fine." I was totally okay and knew that I wanted this. Michael started to go a little bit harder and slightly faster but still slow. "Oh, God. Michael. Mmm. Oh my, God." Michael started to kiss my neck again and then back to my lips. We kissed the whole time we were under the sheets but there were still sounds coming out of me and Michael
After about 10 minutes. . .
"I think I love you." Michael said. He laid his head on my chest with his arm wrapped around me and my arms wrapped around him while I stroked his hair. "If you do, I love you, too. I love you very much." I kissed the top of his head before he looked at me. "You do? You love me back?" "Of course I do. What girl wouldn't love you?" Michael placed his head back on my chest. "I've just never been loved by anyone like you before. I have never felt so happy with anyone since we were seperated. I wasn't lying when I said that I really missed you." "Even though we just found out about us loving each other," I kissed the top of his head again and made him look at me. "I love you." He smiled at me and gave me one last passionate kiss. Michael then laid his head, once again, back on my chest fell asleep. After watching him for a few minutes I fell asleep as well.
The owners of the Neverland Ranch -- the former home of Michael Jackson -- want to turn the property into a teenage music haven.
TMZ has learned Colony Capital wants to develop a business plan to turn Neverland into a small music institute -- similar to The Juilliard School in NYC. The plan is to teach teens all aspects of music, including writing and performing.
Colony wants to turn the property into a campus, in which scores of teenagers -- rich and poor -- can learn the trade that made Michael Jackson a legend.
There are two big stumbling blocks. The first is making sure Santa Barbara County will sign off on such a project.
The second -- and bigger issue -- is whether Colony Capital can use Michael Jackson's name to promote such an institute. TMZ has good news for Colony .... sources directly connected with the Michael Jackson Estate tell us, "It's an interesting idea and we'd be open to it."
TMZ has learned Colony Capital wants to develop a business plan to turn Neverland into a small music institute -- similar to The Juilliard School in NYC. The plan is to teach teens all aspects of music, including writing and performing.
Colony wants to turn the property into a campus, in which scores of teenagers -- rich and poor -- can learn the trade that made Michael Jackson a legend.
There are two big stumbling blocks. The first is making sure Santa Barbara County will sign off on such a project.
The second -- and bigger issue -- is whether Colony Capital can use Michael Jackson's name to promote such an institute. TMZ has good news for Colony .... sources directly connected with the Michael Jackson Estate tell us, "It's an interesting idea and we'd be open to it."
You came and changed my life
You Let Me survive
I never felt like this before
It's very perfect more Than I Thought
I came to This world hopeless,helpless
you Made Me Speechless
I was alone with no friend
you came my friend
Until The end
and never looked for How Much you had to spend
when My fears came
you came and took The shame
you lifted me up In the sky
and Made me fly so high
like a butterfly
cause you're angel In My sky
you opened my heart
Through blocked walls
You Made Me See the light
through Darkness night
You were My dreams
through My fighting In nightmare
I can't explain Much
how I Feel About You
Just Let my feelings come to you
Cause I love you
yes It's true!!!!!!!!!!
You Let Me survive
I never felt like this before
It's very perfect more Than I Thought
I came to This world hopeless,helpless
you Made Me Speechless
I was alone with no friend
you came my friend
Until The end
and never looked for How Much you had to spend
when My fears came
you came and took The shame
you lifted me up In the sky
and Made me fly so high
like a butterfly
cause you're angel In My sky
you opened my heart
Through blocked walls
You Made Me See the light
through Darkness night
You were My dreams
through My fighting In nightmare
I can't explain Much
how I Feel About You
Just Let my feelings come to you
Cause I love you
yes It's true!!!!!!!!!!
11/11/2010 11:00 PM PST by TMZ Staff
The first new Michael Jackson single will be a duet with Akon -- a song entitled "Hold My Hand" that was originally leaked in 2008.
Epic Records/Sony Music just announced the lead single off the upcoming album "Michael" -- and "Hold My Hand" will be released this coming Monday, November 15 on michaeljackson.com.
Akon and MJ recorded the track back in 2007 ... a raw, incomplete version was eventually leaked to the public.
The new album will feature a total of 10 tracks -- including the controversial "Breaking News" -- when it's released December 14.
The first new Michael Jackson single will be a duet with Akon -- a song entitled "Hold My Hand" that was originally leaked in 2008.
Epic Records/Sony Music just announced the lead single off the upcoming album "Michael" -- and "Hold My Hand" will be released this coming Monday, November 15 on michaeljackson.com.
Akon and MJ recorded the track back in 2007 ... a raw, incomplete version was eventually leaked to the public.
The new album will feature a total of 10 tracks -- including the controversial "Breaking News" -- when it's released December 14.
Michael Jackson could live again on the big screen -- TMZ has learned a former Jackson associate is trying to shop around a full-length movie featuring unseen rehearsal footage from MJ's 1981 concert series.
The man behind the deal is Ron Newt -- who claims he was so close with Michael, that the singer gave him special behind-the-scenes footage from Jackson's 1981 Triumph Tour.
Now, after seeing the success of "This Is It " -- Newt tells TMZ he's put together a 64-minute feature film from his footage ... which includes several candid moments involving MJ and his brothers. Michael can also be seen dancing, singing and directing the stage production.
Newt tells us he's already getting offers from several interested parties -- with proposals reaching into seven figures.
The man behind the deal is Ron Newt -- who claims he was so close with Michael, that the singer gave him special behind-the-scenes footage from Jackson's 1981 Triumph Tour.
Now, after seeing the success of "This Is It " -- Newt tells TMZ he's put together a 64-minute feature film from his footage ... which includes several candid moments involving MJ and his brothers. Michael can also be seen dancing, singing and directing the stage production.
Newt tells us he's already getting offers from several interested parties -- with proposals reaching into seven figures.
The world was in great depression,
the custody for your kids was in session.
There was too much buzz around,
all I wanted to hear your voice your sound.
I wish you hadn't gone,
all you had to do was sing one more song.
I'm writing this to you.
your death has made me blue.
Why did you pass on June 25, 2009?
"This is it" last concert then you had to resign.
On my continuation my friend
told me you had passed you were dead.
God decided he needed you,
I respected the things you used to do.
Your songs were good, great,
to me and the music world you were a saint.
Jesus decided he wanted you my friend,
you and I know that your music is not at an end.
The world kept talking about him,
the planet and the sun now seemed a little less bright, dim.
Goodbye you were a story, a light,
see you later and when I see you, you will be a sight.
the custody for your kids was in session.
There was too much buzz around,
all I wanted to hear your voice your sound.
I wish you hadn't gone,
all you had to do was sing one more song.
I'm writing this to you.
your death has made me blue.
Why did you pass on June 25, 2009?
"This is it" last concert then you had to resign.
On my continuation my friend
told me you had passed you were dead.
God decided he needed you,
I respected the things you used to do.
Your songs were good, great,
to me and the music world you were a saint.
Jesus decided he wanted you my friend,
you and I know that your music is not at an end.
The world kept talking about him,
the planet and the sun now seemed a little less bright, dim.
Goodbye you were a story, a light,
see you later and when I see you, you will be a sight.
TMZ has learned Michael Jackson's tomb has been defaced by a stealth band of vandals -- who have marked the walls of MJ's mausoleum with hidden messages ... and it's all in permanent ink.
Security at Forest Lawn in Glendale, CA is on the lookout for "fans" who have been writing messages in hard-to-spot places outside the main window of the building in which MJ is entombed.
The writing is mostly hidden underneath ledges -- or in spots covered by bushes -- and contains messages like, "Miss you" and "Keep the dream alive."
Reps at Forest Lawn are pretty ticked off -- telling TMZ, "Activity such as this, is a prime example why we are evaluating the level of access to the various entrances of the Great Mausoleum."
Forest Lawn also tells us that anyone caught vandalizing the cemetery will be banned for life.
Security at Forest Lawn in Glendale, CA is on the lookout for "fans" who have been writing messages in hard-to-spot places outside the main window of the building in which MJ is entombed.
The writing is mostly hidden underneath ledges -- or in spots covered by bushes -- and contains messages like, "Miss you" and "Keep the dream alive."
Reps at Forest Lawn are pretty ticked off -- telling TMZ, "Activity such as this, is a prime example why we are evaluating the level of access to the various entrances of the Great Mausoleum."
Forest Lawn also tells us that anyone caught vandalizing the cemetery will be banned for life.
The company suing the Michael Jackson estate for $300 million over the Jackson family concert that never took place just got two strikes against it, and the pitcher was a federal judge.
The judge on Tuesday threw out two of the three claims AllGood Entertainment filed against the estate, AEG and Frank Dileo.
The suit claims Dileo, MJ's alleged former manager, made a deal with AllGood that Michael would perform at a Jackson Family concert before doing any other gigs. By launching the London series of concerts, AllGood claims Jackson breached his deal and cost AllGood a bundle.
But a federal judge ruled AllGood's claim for fraud and tortious interference (i.e., intermeddling) was bogus. All that is left of the lawsuit is a breach of contract claim.
The estate claims Dileo never had authority to make a deal with AllGood.
The judge on Tuesday threw out two of the three claims AllGood Entertainment filed against the estate, AEG and Frank Dileo.
The suit claims Dileo, MJ's alleged former manager, made a deal with AllGood that Michael would perform at a Jackson Family concert before doing any other gigs. By launching the London series of concerts, AllGood claims Jackson breached his deal and cost AllGood a bundle.
But a federal judge ruled AllGood's claim for fraud and tortious interference (i.e., intermeddling) was bogus. All that is left of the lawsuit is a breach of contract claim.
The estate claims Dileo never had authority to make a deal with AllGood.
