"I'm gunna miss you. When will I see you again?" Michael asked. "Soon, Michael. I promise. Very soon."As released each other's grip, we looked at each other for one last time for the night. Without even thinking, I noticed we were leaning into each other slowly and Michael wasn't looking into my eyes anymore. He was staring at my lips.
I closed my eyes knowing what was going to happen. Once when my eyes shut, I felt Michael's sweet, soft, smooth lips against mine. Michael kissed me so slowly, smoothly and passionately that I didn't want him to stop. Just the way he caressed my lips with his was breathtaking. I knew I was enjoying myself Michael seemed to enjoy it too because I felt one of his hands starting slowly going up and down my back as his other hand pulled my body closer to his. All I did was keep one of my arms around his neck and caress the side of his face. We kissed for about two minutes but it felt like forever. We stopped for a second and then Michael pulled my face closer to his to give me one more quick kiss.
After he gave me the last kiss, all we could do was stare at each in shock. "Uh. . . I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kissed you. I am so very sorry." Michael was being apologetic, I couldn't get a word in. "Michael! Stop. I'm alright. You don't have to apologize." I was trying to get him to stop because why should he apologize for something I enjoyed? "You're not mad? I thought you would be mad at me." "Michael, if I didn't want you to kiss me, do you really think I would have let you kiss me for that long?" "No. I guess not." I giggled "Well. . .Michael, I'm glad you kissed me. If we could I would have kissed you longer than that." "Well, why can't we? Couldn't you just tell you driver that you're staying?" I didn't think about that.
"Hello?" Ethan, my driver, answered. "Hey, Ethan. I am so very sorry. There is a change of plains. I'm staying the night with Mr. Jackson. Again, I'm really sorry." "But what are you going to do for clothes?" Ethan asked. Not even accepting my apologies. "I'll be fine, Ethan. I let you know when to come and get me. Thank you. Bye." I hung up with Ethan and looked at Michael with a smile on both of our faces and wrapping my arms around his neck again.. "So, you're staying the night, huh?" Michael had a look on his face showing that he was pleased to know I was staying while keeping his arms around my waist. "Yep. I am staying right here with you."
Michael then kissed me again and held me as close as he could. This time he felt comfortable with it because he knew I was okay and I wanted him to kiss me. But I guess Michael got really comfortable with it because I noticed that he picked me up and had my legs around him and he carried me to his bed and laid me down. We stopped and got completely on the bed with Michael on top of me. I started to caress this side of his face again and just stare in his eyes. He lightly kissed my lips, then the side of my cheeck and then started to kiss my neck.
I realized that he started to lift up my shirt while slightly and gently grinding against me. "Wait, Michael. Stop." He looked at me and asked,"What's wrong? Did I do something?" "Should we really do this? I mean, we just found out that we like each other. Are we truly ready?" "I am. I've been waiting for this moment. Taylor, even though I didn't know it was you, I have loved you for a long time and I have wanted this moment to come." I wasn't sure what I wanted. I love Michael but am I ready? Am I ready to give myself to Michael? "I'm sorry. I guess I'm just shocked that this is happening." "So do you want to?" Michael had a look of hope but understanding. "Yes. I want to. Come here." I giggled and kissed Michael again.
After a little bit, Michael and I were under his covers with nothing on except I kept on my bra. Michael looked at me and asked me,"Are you absolutely sure want to do this?" I had to think to make sure I did. "Yes. I want to." "Okay. You ready?" "Mmm hmm." Michael then started off real slow and easy. I think he was still nervous even though he wanted to do this. He kept his head in my shoulder. I don't think he wanted me to see his face. "Are you okay?" "Just fine. Just keep going. You're doing fine." I was totally okay and knew that I wanted this. Michael started to go a little bit harder and slightly faster but still slow. "Oh, God. Michael. Mmm. Oh my, God." Michael started to kiss my neck again and then back to my lips. We kissed the whole time we were under the sheets but there were still sounds coming out of me and Michael
After about 10 minutes. . .
"I think I love you." Michael said. He laid his head on my chest with his arm wrapped around me and my arms wrapped around him while I stroked his hair. "If you do, I love you, too. I love you very much." I kissed the top of his head before he looked at me. "You do? You love me back?" "Of course I do. What girl wouldn't love you?" Michael placed his head back on my chest. "I've just never been loved by anyone like you before. I have never felt so happy with anyone since we were seperated. I wasn't lying when I said that I really missed you." "Even though we just found out about us loving each other," I kissed the top of his head again and made him look at me. "I love you." He smiled at me and gave me one last passionate kiss. Michael then laid his head, once again, back on my chest fell asleep. After watching him for a few minutes I fell asleep as well.
I closed my eyes knowing what was going to happen. Once when my eyes shut, I felt Michael's sweet, soft, smooth lips against mine. Michael kissed me so slowly, smoothly and passionately that I didn't want him to stop. Just the way he caressed my lips with his was breathtaking. I knew I was enjoying myself Michael seemed to enjoy it too because I felt one of his hands starting slowly going up and down my back as his other hand pulled my body closer to his. All I did was keep one of my arms around his neck and caress the side of his face. We kissed for about two minutes but it felt like forever. We stopped for a second and then Michael pulled my face closer to his to give me one more quick kiss.
After he gave me the last kiss, all we could do was stare at each in shock. "Uh. . . I'm sorry. I shouldn't have kissed you. I am so very sorry." Michael was being apologetic, I couldn't get a word in. "Michael! Stop. I'm alright. You don't have to apologize." I was trying to get him to stop because why should he apologize for something I enjoyed? "You're not mad? I thought you would be mad at me." "Michael, if I didn't want you to kiss me, do you really think I would have let you kiss me for that long?" "No. I guess not." I giggled "Well. . .Michael, I'm glad you kissed me. If we could I would have kissed you longer than that." "Well, why can't we? Couldn't you just tell you driver that you're staying?" I didn't think about that.
"Hello?" Ethan, my driver, answered. "Hey, Ethan. I am so very sorry. There is a change of plains. I'm staying the night with Mr. Jackson. Again, I'm really sorry." "But what are you going to do for clothes?" Ethan asked. Not even accepting my apologies. "I'll be fine, Ethan. I let you know when to come and get me. Thank you. Bye." I hung up with Ethan and looked at Michael with a smile on both of our faces and wrapping my arms around his neck again.. "So, you're staying the night, huh?" Michael had a look on his face showing that he was pleased to know I was staying while keeping his arms around my waist. "Yep. I am staying right here with you."
Michael then kissed me again and held me as close as he could. This time he felt comfortable with it because he knew I was okay and I wanted him to kiss me. But I guess Michael got really comfortable with it because I noticed that he picked me up and had my legs around him and he carried me to his bed and laid me down. We stopped and got completely on the bed with Michael on top of me. I started to caress this side of his face again and just stare in his eyes. He lightly kissed my lips, then the side of my cheeck and then started to kiss my neck.
I realized that he started to lift up my shirt while slightly and gently grinding against me. "Wait, Michael. Stop." He looked at me and asked,"What's wrong? Did I do something?" "Should we really do this? I mean, we just found out that we like each other. Are we truly ready?" "I am. I've been waiting for this moment. Taylor, even though I didn't know it was you, I have loved you for a long time and I have wanted this moment to come." I wasn't sure what I wanted. I love Michael but am I ready? Am I ready to give myself to Michael? "I'm sorry. I guess I'm just shocked that this is happening." "So do you want to?" Michael had a look of hope but understanding. "Yes. I want to. Come here." I giggled and kissed Michael again.
After a little bit, Michael and I were under his covers with nothing on except I kept on my bra. Michael looked at me and asked me,"Are you absolutely sure want to do this?" I had to think to make sure I did. "Yes. I want to." "Okay. You ready?" "Mmm hmm." Michael then started off real slow and easy. I think he was still nervous even though he wanted to do this. He kept his head in my shoulder. I don't think he wanted me to see his face. "Are you okay?" "Just fine. Just keep going. You're doing fine." I was totally okay and knew that I wanted this. Michael started to go a little bit harder and slightly faster but still slow. "Oh, God. Michael. Mmm. Oh my, God." Michael started to kiss my neck again and then back to my lips. We kissed the whole time we were under the sheets but there were still sounds coming out of me and Michael
After about 10 minutes. . .
"I think I love you." Michael said. He laid his head on my chest with his arm wrapped around me and my arms wrapped around him while I stroked his hair. "If you do, I love you, too. I love you very much." I kissed the top of his head before he looked at me. "You do? You love me back?" "Of course I do. What girl wouldn't love you?" Michael placed his head back on my chest. "I've just never been loved by anyone like you before. I have never felt so happy with anyone since we were seperated. I wasn't lying when I said that I really missed you." "Even though we just found out about us loving each other," I kissed the top of his head again and made him look at me. "I love you." He smiled at me and gave me one last passionate kiss. Michael then laid his head, once again, back on my chest fell asleep. After watching him for a few minutes I fell asleep as well.
Today is the two-year anniversary of Michael Jackson's death -- and the saga has played out like a soap opera about betrayal, jealousy, love, greed and redemption.
When TMZ broke the news, it triggered a flood of stories about Jackson's struggles with drugs, the doctors who enabled him, the mystery surrounding his death, a little known drug called propofol, a family war against Michael's estate, a full court press to erase Michael's debt, and a posthumous marketing campaign to rival Elvis.
Take a look at TMZ's timeline from the moment we found something was terribly wrong with Michael.
When TMZ broke the news, it triggered a flood of stories about Jackson's struggles with drugs, the doctors who enabled him, the mystery surrounding his death, a little known drug called propofol, a family war against Michael's estate, a full court press to erase Michael's debt, and a posthumous marketing campaign to rival Elvis.
Take a look at TMZ's timeline from the moment we found something was terribly wrong with Michael.
In a lost world
I hear your voice
Calling for heaven
Cast away
Caught in memories
You must believe
Love will come through
I’ll be your angel
In your darkest night
I’ll be your destiny
Waiting by your side
I’ll be the sunshine
When you’re feeling blue
I’m always here
For you
Comes a day
Heart on fire
When all your faith
Seems to be missing
Go your way
And you’ll find there
A land of hope
A land of dreams
I’ll be your angel
In your darkest night
I’ll be your destiny
Waiting by your side
I’ll be the sunshine
When you’re feeling blue
I’m always here
For you
And when you lose it all
And nothing seems right
Just keep holding on to me
I’ll be your angel
In your darkest night
I’ll be your destiny
Waiting by your side
I’ll be the sunshine
When you’re feeling blue
I’m always here
For you
Katherine Jackson is still ADAMANT her son never molested any children ... including MJ's 1993 accuser -- and insists MJ only paid the kid off because his lawyers gave him bad advice.
Katherine appeared on "Today" this morning ... where Matt Lauer asked if there was anything she wanted to clear up about her son's life.
Katherine responded, "As far as Michael being a child molester ... that's the biggest lie ever been told."
MJ's mom said she read an article after MJ died -- in which the 1993 accuser allegedly admitted he made up the story against Michael.
When Lauer asked why MJ forked over a settlement with the boy ... Katherine said, "His lawyers told him he should just pay the money .. they thought that just paying the money and shut the people up would be the right thing to do."
Katherine said she asked MJ why he made the move -- and MJ told
her, "I didn't want to do it either mother, I wanted to fight it because I knew it wasn't the truth."
Katherine appeared on "Today" this morning ... where Matt Lauer asked if there was anything she wanted to clear up about her son's life.
Katherine responded, "As far as Michael being a child molester ... that's the biggest lie ever been told."
MJ's mom said she read an article after MJ died -- in which the 1993 accuser allegedly admitted he made up the story against Michael.
When Lauer asked why MJ forked over a settlement with the boy ... Katherine said, "His lawyers told him he should just pay the money .. they thought that just paying the money and shut the people up would be the right thing to do."
Katherine said she asked MJ why he made the move -- and MJ told
her, "I didn't want to do it either mother, I wanted to fight it because I knew it wasn't the truth."
Michael my heart,
last night I dream of you,
you were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our love will never end.
We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.
Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when you talked,
but I love you more and more, you see.
We stopped walking and you looked at me sweetly,
then you leaned over and kissed me.
My heart popped out and I saw butterflies,
you said you love me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your kiss was so tender and sweet.
Love and miss you !! ♥
last night I dream of you,
you were embracing me from my back.
I heard your heartbeat and it beats so fast,
like our promise that our love will never end.
We had so much fun together,
that I wished to go on forever.
Talks and laugh ,kissing and cuddling,
like no other people existing.
Holding each others hands while we walked,
all your attention was just for us.
I can't think of anything when you talked,
but I love you more and more, you see.
We stopped walking and you looked at me sweetly,
then you leaned over and kissed me.
My heart popped out and I saw butterflies,
you said you love me truly. oh sorry and then, I awake up and my dream was to end.
It was still a memory to reminisce, your kiss was so tender and sweet.
Love and miss you !! ♥
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...
If you smile
With your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...
Light up your face with gladness
Hide every trace of sadness
Although a tear may be ever so near
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just...
Smile, though your heart is aching
Smile, even though it's breaking
When there are clouds in the sky
You'll get by...
If you smile
Through your fear and sorrow
Smile and maybe tomorrow
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile...
That's the time you must keep on trying
Smile, what's the use of crying
You'll find that life is still worthwhile
If you just smile
I care for Michael Jackson cause he made me believe that you can do anything if you set your mind to it he has made me happy rather its his smile or music the song "Cry" i would always listen to when i felt down or sad but i would look up and keep my head to the sky. I know Michael tried to change the world and he couldnt do it by himself. He needes help im wanting to help the world so bad and hope that people will never forget the King Of Pop. I have learned so many things if you compare my life with his. Well thats another story but i love michael hes my idol some one i look up to hes always made me smile and if haters cant see that. Let them hate we dont care right? if you will comet why you love and care for Michael Jackson our King of Pop