Hiya dudes and dudettes! Sorry for not writing anything in a pretty long time, i'm using so much time going sleighing with my friends, but i hurt myself to today by an accident, so now i have an excuse for sitting here with my macbook and writing xD Well, only a little story for now, i hope to soon start a serie again, or maybe one with just 3 chappies or such. . . Well, hope you guys will like it!
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"Dear Diary.
One word. Only one word, that was the only thing i could describe him with. Okay, maybe it wasn't, but it was a very good word to describe him with. He was unpredictable. In one moment he could make me feel like the luckiest woman in the entire world, no, in the universe! And in the next one, he could make me feel like i was down in hell. But, his kisses, i don't know how i could describe them. They could be forceful and gentle at the same time without becoming awkward or weird, they could be rough and tough but i wouldn't feel like he was crossing the line, i would just want even more.
But, this feeling, this amazing feeling that had grown inside me for such a long time couldn't be fully satisfactoried. I don't really now how, but i've never really felt whole, like something was missing, but, he does subdues it a lot. Before we got together this feeling was tearing me apart from the inside, limp by limp, but not physically, it was mentally.
Me and Duncan have been together for about 5 months now and my inner scars have been mended a lot since that day. All of our friends had been very surprised to find out about us. I mean, they were so different. For example, Gwen and Bridgette had nothing in common, but they became friends fast. In the start of our relationship, i thought her and Duncan had something going on, but both of them assured me that they didn't have that kind of feeling for each other. Well, i had to believe in that.
Last evening a couple of days ago, me and a couple of other girls had a slumber party. Not many, just me, Bridgette, Gwen and Lindsay. Yeah, i actually became great friends with Little Miss Blonde, and even thought she's dumb as a door, she's a very good friend and even thought Gwen mostly doesn't like those kinds of parties, i think she had a good time. And actually, i forgot about the state that i'm in, just that single night, my life felt normal! Well, i guess social life helps on the scars too. . .
Well, i think that was all for now, i gotta go see Duncan in a minute, so bye for now!
Love, The girl who feels like she's beyond hell and above heaven, aka, Courtney.
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"Dear Diary.
One word. Only one word, that was the only thing i could describe him with. Okay, maybe it wasn't, but it was a very good word to describe him with. He was unpredictable. In one moment he could make me feel like the luckiest woman in the entire world, no, in the universe! And in the next one, he could make me feel like i was down in hell. But, his kisses, i don't know how i could describe them. They could be forceful and gentle at the same time without becoming awkward or weird, they could be rough and tough but i wouldn't feel like he was crossing the line, i would just want even more.
But, this feeling, this amazing feeling that had grown inside me for such a long time couldn't be fully satisfactoried. I don't really now how, but i've never really felt whole, like something was missing, but, he does subdues it a lot. Before we got together this feeling was tearing me apart from the inside, limp by limp, but not physically, it was mentally.
Me and Duncan have been together for about 5 months now and my inner scars have been mended a lot since that day. All of our friends had been very surprised to find out about us. I mean, they were so different. For example, Gwen and Bridgette had nothing in common, but they became friends fast. In the start of our relationship, i thought her and Duncan had something going on, but both of them assured me that they didn't have that kind of feeling for each other. Well, i had to believe in that.
Last evening a couple of days ago, me and a couple of other girls had a slumber party. Not many, just me, Bridgette, Gwen and Lindsay. Yeah, i actually became great friends with Little Miss Blonde, and even thought she's dumb as a door, she's a very good friend and even thought Gwen mostly doesn't like those kinds of parties, i think she had a good time. And actually, i forgot about the state that i'm in, just that single night, my life felt normal! Well, i guess social life helps on the scars too. . .
Well, i think that was all for now, i gotta go see Duncan in a minute, so bye for now!
Love, The girl who feels like she's beyond hell and above heaven, aka, Courtney.
Okay I'm curious as to what you readers want.I only have 1 comment for my new chapter and its been 2 days.I don't know if i'M just impatient or if my story really sucks.I know most of you rpobably like it and don't comment but,I have a low self esteem and when i don't see comments i don't feel too confident to continue because i think no one will read them.My WHY DO YOU LIKE HER story is the most popular now.And that was one of the first ones I did.Now I think I peeked too early.
Anyway,it helps me to see more comments about my stories to continue.SO please comment!PLEASE!NO one make fun of me please!
Anyway,it helps me to see more comments about my stories to continue.SO please comment!PLEASE!NO one make fun of me please!
Courtney-um hey so how u doing Duncan-fine fine very nice Duncan-hey can i talk to u in private Courtney-sure sure they walk to a a hallway Trent -im gonna go listen to them be right back dudes .... Duncan-so Courtney um I broke up with Gwen Courtney-why u guys were perfect for each other Duncan-we were cause u were really mean and mad Courtney-i was but then i gusse i got over u Duncan-u did Courtney-i dont know how but i guess i did Duncan-look im sorry if i hert u so would u like to be um Courtney-to still be friends thatll be nice Duncan-sure we can but i ment more than friends Courtney-oh u mean boyfriend and girlfriend Duncan-yeah Courtney-but What will be diffrent this time Duncan-look will be honest and not crazy I just want to be with u Courtney-really? Duncan-really then they kiss
Narrators POV:
Duncan found Courtney and left Steve unconces and went back to the wedding (this only took like 5 min.)Do you Duncan Paine Take Courtney Flower to be your ofley wedded wife...I do and do you Courtney Flower Take Duncan Paine to be your ofley wedded husbind.....I do....not
just kidding I do. Then with the power invested in me I now pronunce you man and wife you may now kiss the bride.
Duncans POV:
With plesher.This is the best day of my life.
Courtneys POV: This is the best day ever.
Narrators POV:
When they got home they poped open a bottle of shapane and watched movies on cable.
Duncan found Courtney and left Steve unconces and went back to the wedding (this only took like 5 min.)Do you Duncan Paine Take Courtney Flower to be your ofley wedded wife...I do and do you Courtney Flower Take Duncan Paine to be your ofley wedded husbind.....I do....not
just kidding I do. Then with the power invested in me I now pronunce you man and wife you may now kiss the bride.
Duncans POV:
With plesher.This is the best day of my life.
Courtneys POV: This is the best day ever.
Narrators POV:
When they got home they poped open a bottle of shapane and watched movies on cable.
Okay; This.. May possibly sound wierd. But! It's kinda related. So.. I was reading Twilight. Then; All of the sudden... The love triangle popped into my mind. Do you know how Edward is protective, somewhat strict about Bella, and who she hangs out with? Well... Edward is like a male version of Courtney. then; Theres... Gwen. -_-. Gwen is layed back; Protective when she wants to be; and knows how to have fun. See? Jacob's a male version if Gwen—Not goth though. Then, Bella is a female version of Duncan. You see how in NewMoon; she got into tons of trouble? And; Thats how Duncan is.
Now.. What do ya think?
Now.. What do ya think?
Duncan`s POV:There was nothing to say.Courtney pulled her fangs back in and started to fastly walk away.I followed her."See.I am a monster."Courtney said."No you are not.So don`t say that."I said grabbing her by the shoulders.She was cold,but I didn`t care cause I loved her.I`ve never loved a girl like Courtney.There was just something about her that made it alright.It felt good though."Thanks.But you don`t understand.I`m a killer."she said."I don`t care."I said.I bent my neck over."You don`t want this."Courtney said."I want you."I said."You are sure?"she asked."Yes."I said.Courtney`s fangs quickly came back out again and sank into my neck.