Everything I do is revolved around the mere fact of the possibility of our division.
And each day I wake up, I wonder what life was before.
Before you were in my life.
Before I let go.
Before I started falling.
Falling into you arms, I imagined so often.
The ridiculous hope of looking back, and seeing you looking back at me.
Living our future in your eyes,
I wonder...
Where did it go wrong?
Where days made it seem I was forever in a warp of disastrous breakage.
Well shaped mirrors, ruined within seconds.
Pulchritude blooming from the greatness of our faulty perfection...destroyed.
I see you so easily wandering the earth, eyes not even daring to look up.
Than there's me...always above ground.
Desperately grasping the sky..
the clouds
the sun
the stars...
Even if it meant losing myself.
I saw love, hindering me to continue reality..
and I'd let it.
Because I realized how much more I could allow myself to sacrifice after letting go of the only hand I could hold.
Nothing is just a book and a cover,
but does it really matter whats inside?
No...you don't...she doesn't.
Even after all the mirrors I've broken,
I still try to find beauty within one.
But Love is so little nowadays.
So let me spend every once of it with you.
In fact, days are so little...
So let me spend every day with you.
Every morning, I want to wake up to eyes screaming love, arm wrapping all his devotion, a body fitted for mine.
For once, I don't want to be the only above the skies...floating aimlessly in space.
I want your hand intertwined with mine...
As we both parish from the warmth of the burning sun.
As we both kiss the last breath in the suffocating outer space.
As we both get to touch the star you named for me.
And before we never let go, I want to imagine our misery before I wasn't in your life...
And my misery now that you're out of mine.
And each day I wake up, I wonder what life was before.
Before you were in my life.
Before I let go.
Before I started falling.
Falling into you arms, I imagined so often.
The ridiculous hope of looking back, and seeing you looking back at me.
Living our future in your eyes,
I wonder...
Where did it go wrong?
Where days made it seem I was forever in a warp of disastrous breakage.
Well shaped mirrors, ruined within seconds.
Pulchritude blooming from the greatness of our faulty perfection...destroyed.
I see you so easily wandering the earth, eyes not even daring to look up.
Than there's me...always above ground.
Desperately grasping the sky..
the clouds
the sun
the stars...
Even if it meant losing myself.
I saw love, hindering me to continue reality..
and I'd let it.
Because I realized how much more I could allow myself to sacrifice after letting go of the only hand I could hold.
Nothing is just a book and a cover,
but does it really matter whats inside?
No...you don't...she doesn't.
Even after all the mirrors I've broken,
I still try to find beauty within one.
But Love is so little nowadays.
So let me spend every once of it with you.
In fact, days are so little...
So let me spend every day with you.
Every morning, I want to wake up to eyes screaming love, arm wrapping all his devotion, a body fitted for mine.
For once, I don't want to be the only above the skies...floating aimlessly in space.
I want your hand intertwined with mine...
As we both parish from the warmth of the burning sun.
As we both kiss the last breath in the suffocating outer space.
As we both get to touch the star you named for me.
And before we never let go, I want to imagine our misery before I wasn't in your life...
And my misery now that you're out of mine.
I don't believe in love. It is just couples (literally) eating their faces off, or couples calling each other pet names. Gross. I know I'm in the same home room with Bridgette and Geoff and their lovey dovey is sickening.
I just date girls for one week and break their fragile hearts the next. I mean high school is about dating not "I love you so much" crap.
Anyway to keep my reputation I have got to be the biggest player in school and everything. Not some love sick puppy who will follow the girl anywhere like Trent. I mean seriously that guy needs to man up.
Until last summer. The summer that changed everything. Never did I know that one girl can take my breath away. Literally, she beat the breath out of me. She was so annoying, yet so intriguing.
I just date girls for one week and break their fragile hearts the next. I mean high school is about dating not "I love you so much" crap.
Anyway to keep my reputation I have got to be the biggest player in school and everything. Not some love sick puppy who will follow the girl anywhere like Trent. I mean seriously that guy needs to man up.
Until last summer. The summer that changed everything. Never did I know that one girl can take my breath away. Literally, she beat the breath out of me. She was so annoying, yet so intriguing.
Courtney P.O.V.
Just when I thought it was the best day of my life,it turned to be the worst.I saw my mother with her serious face on.I started to think if she saw Duncan.
Tiffani:Who was that?
Courtney:Just a friend...
Tiffani:I heared you yell "I never had my first kiss ok"
Courtney:Oh you herd that huh?
Tiffani:When I went to see what was the problem I saw you and that devil kissing.
I opened my mouth,but nothing came out.I was speechless,I mean she saw what we did so what can I say? I came down there to makeout with him?NO!!!
Suddenly,My mother started sqealing with joy. What the heaven?
Tiffani:Tell me all about it!!!
Courtney:*Tells her everything*
Tiffani:Be carful,you know-
Courtney:It's forbidden to be with a devil,I know
My mother gave me a look and just walked away,I thought she would freak out and never get to see Duncan again.
Just when I thought it was the best day of my life,it turned to be the worst.I saw my mother with her serious face on.I started to think if she saw Duncan.
Tiffani:Who was that?
Courtney:Just a friend...
Tiffani:I heared you yell "I never had my first kiss ok"
Courtney:Oh you herd that huh?
Tiffani:When I went to see what was the problem I saw you and that devil kissing.
I opened my mouth,but nothing came out.I was speechless,I mean she saw what we did so what can I say? I came down there to makeout with him?NO!!!
Suddenly,My mother started sqealing with joy. What the heaven?
Tiffani:Tell me all about it!!!
Courtney:*Tells her everything*
Tiffani:Be carful,you know-
Courtney:It's forbidden to be with a devil,I know
My mother gave me a look and just walked away,I thought she would freak out and never get to see Duncan again.
*At DxG's apartment* Gwen:Hey Juvie. Duncan:What? Oh,hey. Gwen:What's the matter? Duncan:It's just being with you is kinda boring. Gwen:So,what are you saying? Duncan:Its over I'm sorry. Gwen:Get out. GET OUT OF MY HOUSE!!!!!! Duncan:Fine,but I bought it anyway. *With Courtney* Lisa/me:Courtneyare you okay,sweetie? Courtney:No I feel horrible. *They hear a.knock at the door* Courtney:I got it. *She answers it* Courtney:*gasps* Who's at.the door find out on DxC after Total Drama World Tour!
Kylee: I'm so sorry. And I seriously doubt he has a picture of you. And if he does I'll kill him for you.
I giggled
Kylee: no I'm serious. I have a knife in my dresser. Any way come on we have to get dresses for our date. Come on!
She said pulling my arm again.
Kylee: Duncan we need the car.
Duncan: mom said you can go out?
Kylee: yea just like dad said you can bye a motorcycle right after he let you date Gwen.
Courtney: he has a girlfriend? Than why does he hit on everyone.
Duncan: it's they way I am baby.
Kylee: Eww Eww and Eww. Cut it out we need to get dresses for our dates.
Duncan: whatever, here.
He said tossing her the keys.
Duncan: hey princess, if you ever need a pity date I'm your guy.
Courtney: and I don't take pity dates your loss
I said playfully.
Kylee: this just got weird come on court.
Sorry about the short chapter I really want cake and if I take to long the computer deletes my story.
I giggled
Kylee: no I'm serious. I have a knife in my dresser. Any way come on we have to get dresses for our date. Come on!
She said pulling my arm again.
Kylee: Duncan we need the car.
Duncan: mom said you can go out?
Kylee: yea just like dad said you can bye a motorcycle right after he let you date Gwen.
Courtney: he has a girlfriend? Than why does he hit on everyone.
Duncan: it's they way I am baby.
Kylee: Eww Eww and Eww. Cut it out we need to get dresses for our dates.
Duncan: whatever, here.
He said tossing her the keys.
Duncan: hey princess, if you ever need a pity date I'm your guy.
Courtney: and I don't take pity dates your loss
I said playfully.
Kylee: this just got weird come on court.
Sorry about the short chapter I really want cake and if I take to long the computer deletes my story.