I woke up with the sun in my eyes.
"Good morning beautiful"
"Good morning" I said with a smile on my face.He kissed my forehead and got out of bed.
"Mommy!" Mckayla jumped on me then started trying to cuddle.
"Good morning mckayla"
"Good morning mommy" She said kissing my head and getting pick up from Luke
"come on mommy school is today come on come on" Mckayla yelled.She walked out of the room and went to try to get dressed.
"Come on beauitful you know our dautgher isn't going to wait so get your butt up."
"we have a few minutes right?" I looked at his lips.
"I guess we do" we Started kissing when..
"LET'S GO" Mckayla yelled.
We jumped. After Luke got done getting
Dressed i got up and i got dressed as luke helped Mckayla.
When i walked in the kitchen i found Mckayla climbing on the couch.
"Sweetheart what are you doing" I said picking her up and sitting on the couch with her in my
lap.
"I'm playing"
"What are you playing?"
"Hide and seek" she said playing with her shirt.
I put her down and started looking for luke. As i was looking her him someone wrapped me up in his arms.
"I found you beautiful" He kissed me.
I laughed as he wrapped me up and picked me up.
"Mommy come one school"
I kissed luke goodbye then drove Mckayla to school.
"Jake!" Mckayla yelled.She wanted to run but i didnt let her hand go.
After a few seconds a little boy ran up to Mckayla and hugged her.
"Jake...Jake." I picked jake up with the arm i had free and waited for the guy to come get jake.
"Mommy this is jake hes my brother i love him"
"Mckayla hes a friend"
"No Hes my brother..i Love jake."
"Thank you miss. He sorta......"I looked at this guy with percing in his eyebrow and a small green mohawk."Courtney?"
I was shocked i couldnt speak. I havent seen
him since he cheated on me with gwen."Duncan?" I manged to get out.
"Daddy" Jake said.I gave jake to duncan and i picked Mckayla up.
"Mommy Jake loves me"
I looked at Mckayla sorta trying to grasp the words Mckayla was saying and knowing duncan was now here.
"Mckayla Jake is a friend sweetheart ok."
"i love him hes a brother to me"
"Miss. Courtney I love mckayla" Jake said.
"Courtney jake always talkes about Mckayla. She even gave him her little stuffed monkey," I looked at Mckayla
"You loved that monkey daddy gave you that monkey."
"I Know But Jake was upset and i let him keep my monkey."
"Courtney i think since we know our kids love each other we can make a play date"
I looked at duncan."Maybe I Don't know..I got to talk to my boyfriend and see if its ok with him Mckayla is his baby girl. and im his....queen"
"Courtney Its all good...Lets go get the kids inside"
we walked them inside.Mckayla and jake were holding hand and jake was protecting her like a real brother.It was sweet.
When they went inside i followed them.I asked one of the teacher do they always do this and she said yes.It was normal for them.Jake always makes sure she is ok and when she falls a sleep they sleep next to each other. Its normal Jake is 4 and Mckayla is 3. Jake is acting like a brother to her.
After i finished talking to the teacher I walked outside.
"So Courtney is the play date on?"
"I don't know Duncan. My boyfriend"
"Courtney its not like we are having sex. its a playdate for Jake and Mckayla"
I looked at Mckayla through the window and like the teacher said Jake is always with her."Yea is later today ok?"
"Yea what time?"
".....give me your hand." He gave me his hand and i wrote my number on my hand."Call me later."
"Ok princess" With that he got in his car and drove off.
I walked to my van and i drove home.
"Hey beautiful" Luke said as he took my hand.He kissed my hand.
"Hey " We sat on the couch.We snuggled.
"So what do you want to do?"
"Well Today if it is ok with you i wanna see if I could take Mckayla shopping with me"
"But babe you always have her. I want some Mckayla time."
"I Know baby but i Just want to see want she wants for her birthday.I mean its only in a
month"
He kissed me and picked me up in a bridal hold.He carried me to our bedroom.He put me on the bed and got on top of me.he started kissing my neck.
"Baby ive been wanting to talk to you about something."I shook my head." I want another baby."
" Luke.....Don't you think we should wait?"
"For what? Baby Mckayla is going to be 4. I want my kids to be close in age."
I looked at him and i could tell he wanted another baby.
I smiled and started kissing him." Ok I guess we can try"
(You know what happens not going into detail)
After i got dressed again. I drove to go get Mckayla.
She ran into my arms."Hey mommy"
"Hey baby girl"
"Bye Mckayla" Jake said holding duncans hand.
"Jake we are coming with you." Mckayla started getting so hyper. Duncan let go of Jakes hand and i put mckayla down.Jake hugged mCkayla and they held hands.
"Hey Mckayla Guess what?"
"What?"
"Me and daddy are trying to have another baby"
"Really so i can have a little brother or sister?"
"Yea wont that be fun"
She hugged me and started rubbing my tummy.
"i cant wait to see you"
I grabbed Mckayla's hand and we started walking to the park with jake and Duncan.
Once we got to the park I told Mckayla to stay in my sight. They wee for the most part.
"So how many weeks are you?"
"Huh?"
"Your pregnant aren't you?" Duncan asked.
"I don't know yet."He looked confused." Luke and i just tried. i wont know until later."
"So what you are telling me you just got laid but you wouldn't do it for me" He said teasing.
"Well only for your birthday maybe"
"Well i guess tomorrow will be my birthday" He got up and made me get up.He picked me up and carried me to the swings.He put me on the swing and started pushing me.
"Duncan stop..." I kept laughing because he brought back good mermories.
After a few minutes of laughing and giggling Mckayla came over.I stopped the swing and she went right past me to duncan.
"I tired" She said rubbing her eyes.Jake came to me and i picked him up.
"Are you tired too Jake?"
"Yea" He said rubbing his eyes starting to snugging up to me.
I looked at Duncan. "Do you want to go to your house?"
Luke was there. He would freak out "No lets go to your"
After we all got in Duncans car the kids fell a sleep in the back seat. Once We got to Duncans house I took Jake and duncan took Mckayla. We put them in Jakes room.After we knew they were a sleep we went to the kitchen to talk.
"Want something to drink?"
"Sure what do you have?"
"Water?"
I giggled."Water will be fine"
We sat there for a hour an a half just talking. talking about our lifes about our kids and even about little mermories we have.
"Remember when I pushed you in the pool with your cell phone in your pocket?" I asked.
"Yea and remeber when your parents said we arent allowed to see each other anymore and that night i snuck in your room and stayed up all night talking about our lifes together after we got married and had kids"
"Yea that was the perfect day ever." I said smiling playing with the straw in my water
"That was the night.." He trailed off
"Yea...That night." I smiled.
He got up and gave me more water.As he put it on the table he had Second look at my lips.
I looked at his lips too then i looked at him. He moved his arm around me. He started getting closer and closer to my lips we were a millimetter away when we heard walking behind us.We both turned around.
"Hey Mckayla"
"Hey mommy" I picked her up as she came close enough that i could reach her.
"You ready to go home?"
"yea i miss daddy."
"Ok We will go home"
After jake woke up Duncan drove us back to the park. mckayla and i drove home.
Luke wasnt there so i jumped on the couch and just let out a big rawr sound.
"Good morning beautiful"
"Good morning" I said with a smile on my face.He kissed my forehead and got out of bed.
"Mommy!" Mckayla jumped on me then started trying to cuddle.
"Good morning mckayla"
"Good morning mommy" She said kissing my head and getting pick up from Luke
"come on mommy school is today come on come on" Mckayla yelled.She walked out of the room and went to try to get dressed.
"Come on beauitful you know our dautgher isn't going to wait so get your butt up."
"we have a few minutes right?" I looked at his lips.
"I guess we do" we Started kissing when..
"LET'S GO" Mckayla yelled.
We jumped. After Luke got done getting
Dressed i got up and i got dressed as luke helped Mckayla.
When i walked in the kitchen i found Mckayla climbing on the couch.
"Sweetheart what are you doing" I said picking her up and sitting on the couch with her in my
lap.
"I'm playing"
"What are you playing?"
"Hide and seek" she said playing with her shirt.
I put her down and started looking for luke. As i was looking her him someone wrapped me up in his arms.
"I found you beautiful" He kissed me.
I laughed as he wrapped me up and picked me up.
"Mommy come one school"
I kissed luke goodbye then drove Mckayla to school.
"Jake!" Mckayla yelled.She wanted to run but i didnt let her hand go.
After a few seconds a little boy ran up to Mckayla and hugged her.
"Jake...Jake." I picked jake up with the arm i had free and waited for the guy to come get jake.
"Mommy this is jake hes my brother i love him"
"Mckayla hes a friend"
"No Hes my brother..i Love jake."
"Thank you miss. He sorta......"I looked at this guy with percing in his eyebrow and a small green mohawk."Courtney?"
I was shocked i couldnt speak. I havent seen
him since he cheated on me with gwen."Duncan?" I manged to get out.
"Daddy" Jake said.I gave jake to duncan and i picked Mckayla up.
"Mommy Jake loves me"
I looked at Mckayla sorta trying to grasp the words Mckayla was saying and knowing duncan was now here.
"Mckayla Jake is a friend sweetheart ok."
"i love him hes a brother to me"
"Miss. Courtney I love mckayla" Jake said.
"Courtney jake always talkes about Mckayla. She even gave him her little stuffed monkey," I looked at Mckayla
"You loved that monkey daddy gave you that monkey."
"I Know But Jake was upset and i let him keep my monkey."
"Courtney i think since we know our kids love each other we can make a play date"
I looked at duncan."Maybe I Don't know..I got to talk to my boyfriend and see if its ok with him Mckayla is his baby girl. and im his....queen"
"Courtney Its all good...Lets go get the kids inside"
we walked them inside.Mckayla and jake were holding hand and jake was protecting her like a real brother.It was sweet.
When they went inside i followed them.I asked one of the teacher do they always do this and she said yes.It was normal for them.Jake always makes sure she is ok and when she falls a sleep they sleep next to each other. Its normal Jake is 4 and Mckayla is 3. Jake is acting like a brother to her.
After i finished talking to the teacher I walked outside.
"So Courtney is the play date on?"
"I don't know Duncan. My boyfriend"
"Courtney its not like we are having sex. its a playdate for Jake and Mckayla"
I looked at Mckayla through the window and like the teacher said Jake is always with her."Yea is later today ok?"
"Yea what time?"
".....give me your hand." He gave me his hand and i wrote my number on my hand."Call me later."
"Ok princess" With that he got in his car and drove off.
I walked to my van and i drove home.
"Hey beautiful" Luke said as he took my hand.He kissed my hand.
"Hey " We sat on the couch.We snuggled.
"So what do you want to do?"
"Well Today if it is ok with you i wanna see if I could take Mckayla shopping with me"
"But babe you always have her. I want some Mckayla time."
"I Know baby but i Just want to see want she wants for her birthday.I mean its only in a
month"
He kissed me and picked me up in a bridal hold.He carried me to our bedroom.He put me on the bed and got on top of me.he started kissing my neck.
"Baby ive been wanting to talk to you about something."I shook my head." I want another baby."
" Luke.....Don't you think we should wait?"
"For what? Baby Mckayla is going to be 4. I want my kids to be close in age."
I looked at him and i could tell he wanted another baby.
I smiled and started kissing him." Ok I guess we can try"
(You know what happens not going into detail)
After i got dressed again. I drove to go get Mckayla.
She ran into my arms."Hey mommy"
"Hey baby girl"
"Bye Mckayla" Jake said holding duncans hand.
"Jake we are coming with you." Mckayla started getting so hyper. Duncan let go of Jakes hand and i put mckayla down.Jake hugged mCkayla and they held hands.
"Hey Mckayla Guess what?"
"What?"
"Me and daddy are trying to have another baby"
"Really so i can have a little brother or sister?"
"Yea wont that be fun"
She hugged me and started rubbing my tummy.
"i cant wait to see you"
I grabbed Mckayla's hand and we started walking to the park with jake and Duncan.
Once we got to the park I told Mckayla to stay in my sight. They wee for the most part.
"So how many weeks are you?"
"Huh?"
"Your pregnant aren't you?" Duncan asked.
"I don't know yet."He looked confused." Luke and i just tried. i wont know until later."
"So what you are telling me you just got laid but you wouldn't do it for me" He said teasing.
"Well only for your birthday maybe"
"Well i guess tomorrow will be my birthday" He got up and made me get up.He picked me up and carried me to the swings.He put me on the swing and started pushing me.
"Duncan stop..." I kept laughing because he brought back good mermories.
After a few minutes of laughing and giggling Mckayla came over.I stopped the swing and she went right past me to duncan.
"I tired" She said rubbing her eyes.Jake came to me and i picked him up.
"Are you tired too Jake?"
"Yea" He said rubbing his eyes starting to snugging up to me.
I looked at Duncan. "Do you want to go to your house?"
Luke was there. He would freak out "No lets go to your"
After we all got in Duncans car the kids fell a sleep in the back seat. Once We got to Duncans house I took Jake and duncan took Mckayla. We put them in Jakes room.After we knew they were a sleep we went to the kitchen to talk.
"Want something to drink?"
"Sure what do you have?"
"Water?"
I giggled."Water will be fine"
We sat there for a hour an a half just talking. talking about our lifes about our kids and even about little mermories we have.
"Remember when I pushed you in the pool with your cell phone in your pocket?" I asked.
"Yea and remeber when your parents said we arent allowed to see each other anymore and that night i snuck in your room and stayed up all night talking about our lifes together after we got married and had kids"
"Yea that was the perfect day ever." I said smiling playing with the straw in my water
"That was the night.." He trailed off
"Yea...That night." I smiled.
He got up and gave me more water.As he put it on the table he had Second look at my lips.
I looked at his lips too then i looked at him. He moved his arm around me. He started getting closer and closer to my lips we were a millimetter away when we heard walking behind us.We both turned around.
"Hey Mckayla"
"Hey mommy" I picked her up as she came close enough that i could reach her.
"You ready to go home?"
"yea i miss daddy."
"Ok We will go home"
After jake woke up Duncan drove us back to the park. mckayla and i drove home.
Luke wasnt there so i jumped on the couch and just let out a big rawr sound.