Bella Swan : "There's so much here that I don't understand..."

Alice..

why do i still say Alice?... start again

Dear Bella... *who was i kidding.. not myself.*

now im starting to talk to myself, . If im going to do this, i should make it a diary.no. i hope no-one ever reads this... they will think im crazy.. but arent anyway, according to jessica and her new cult...
Anyway. Today started to the sound of rain, like it always did, ever since you's left.The sound makes me restless,like it did when i first came here. i had a bad dream. you were in it. It so depressing,, not like i cant tell the difference anymore.
Jake kissed me today. i couldnt back out,...

i opened my eyelids to see my mother hiding in my fathers arms looking so sad like someone had just died. "mum....?" i whispered knowing she could hear. "nessie something horrible has happened"
she spoke in a soft but sad tone. My dad helped her outside where she sat next to esme who's back was turned so i couldn't see her face. Rose and emmet sat next to them hand in hand and looking even sader than mum. Dad pulled a chair next to the bed and looked at me. His golden eyes filled with sadness. "nessie, you are sick and even though this is a hard time for us you will not be allowed to cry." he...

Esme: So Carlisle, hunnybunchsugarpiebubblegumyumyumbabyhuggybear,
as I was saying, i really think that Rosalie should dye her hair red.

Carlisle: And why is that Esme, myonetruelovesentfromheaventosavemefromthepitsofhellinearth?

Esme: Cz i said so. *holds knife*

Carlisle:Okay...........

Bella: *sits between them* i thought you couldn't kill a vampire with a knife.

Esme: *hides knife* what knife? do you see any knives here muffincakes? *glares at muffincakes, ahem, Carlisle*

Bella: you're very forgetful Esme. The one you hid just now, silly silly Esme *shakes head. Look! Edward's gracefully skipping...

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Sorry this chapter has taken so long -my computer brok so I had to re write it!!!- but enjoy!
Amber

Running, breathing, living, hunting, fighting and Jake. These were the only five words running through my head right now. We hadn’t been running long and I was still at the front of the circle with Jake. As we ran I could almost smell the danger approaching us. I knew that the others were trying not to show their anxiety around me but I knew that these newborns weren’t as new any more and were becoming better fighters by the day.
“Stop,” I herd Alice call from behind me, “The newborns...

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Sorry for the delay I have had some sever mental block and I couldnt think of anything to write LOL! Enjoy chapter 12 and remember to feedback and keep looking for chapter 13! Amber/Twilightsauce.


I smiled as my eyelids fluttered open. The sun was streaming in through the window making my skin glitter in a mysterious way but not sparkling like the rest of my vampire family. I knew that Jacob was awake because everything was silent- Jake was the LOUDEST snorer ever. I propped myself up on two of the fluffy pillows to get a better view of his face. Jacobs’s eyes were closed but he had...

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"bella"
i rolled towards the voice, it was a instant recreation, a reflex, something my body always did for taht voice.
i fluttered my eyes to open, to see a fuzzy black shadow kneeled before me. I groaned, i was soo tired, i that i swear i could jsut crash in front of them.
"Bella" he whispered. i felt his cool breath on my face. oh the smell. I swear the smell was jsut intoxicating, the smell that i remembered anywhere no matter how long i had been without it.
It was somthing no matter how much to lenght of time, this habit never died out....

it was the day before my 16th birthday and after that i would be as big as i ever would be i would be more grown up than ever and even better, i would be with jake, the love of my life. i lay on my bed not moving so that none of my family could hear. It was impossible for me to have a midnight snack because my mother was always up never sleeping and so was my dad and the other cullens.
But then again my parents wanted me to have a midnight snack because that was the rare occasion that i ate normal food. I nimbly tiptoed down the stairs and went to check on jake. i was a bit puzzled at why no...

I am sorry the chapters are so short, I will try to make them longer. Thankz for reading, I hope you enjoy.


“We ran as fast as we could but they had a car waiting on the highway. We know who it is and so dose Nessie!” Alice exclaimed in a high pitched voice handing me a crumpled branch. I sniffed it delicately. Everybody held their breath awaiting my reaction.
All of my memories came flooding back to me as I arched my back and flipped back into a low crouch feeling a sudden burst of energy. I knew this scent; it was Nahul’s the only half vampire half human boy in existence.
“How could...

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As we pulled up at the Denali covens house Jacob helped me out of the car and then carried me in the house.
“Nessie, Bella, Alice, Rose, Esme;” Kate called as she came running out of the house “guess what, Garret proposed!” she squealed as she skidded to a stop besides Jacob and me.
“Sorry Jacob, but I’m going to be needing all the girls for the time being,” she giggled, “Oh Ness, I knew you would be bad but you look awful honey!” she said sympathetically.
“Kate, I think I want to stay with Jacob, if that ok with you. But congratulations...

dear Alice.
i don't know why i say alice anymore, i think now i write these emails to myself, to secure me that you were real, that you all were , that he was.
There is evidence that you were here. and was my best friend. But sometimes i dont know wheither i was dreaming or not, But i stop that thought to think again, if it was a dream and you diddnt exist,then how did i know your name, or did i make you up, along with every one else. Maybe i'm going crazy, from without you i dont know. But i want to find out. Do you think a crazy person can be the one to digiosed themselves?? Lets hope for...

Okay shapter 10 is finally ready and chapter 11 is well on its way (I think you will like chapter 11!) so keep looking for it!
aMBER/ tWILIGHTSAUCE

Everyone was on guard; I was still recovering from Nahul’s... I couldn’t think about it brought back the unpleasant memories.
I had been right about what Jacob and dad had been doing, Nahul was dead. There was however one consisting problem, the newborns. The strangest thing was that everyone went on as normal except that they whipped around at the slightest sound that could mean an intruder. It was funny, everyone was on guard but they all acted...

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Twilightsauce

Training was hard but incredibly fun much to mum and dad’s dislike. Kate had helped me like she had my mum and Emmet and Jasper were teaching me tactics.
“Okay Emmet, I’m ready to go again!” I called after he had managed to floor me for the sixteenth time. As I slipped into a low crouch I flashed Esme a huge grin, I had hardly got to spend any alone time with her since we arrived in Denali, what with the sadistic vampire and me being...

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Designated visiting hours. The only thing saving Edward from Bella. At least, it amused Charlie to think that might be the case. Even considering the surly temperament Bella displayed when Charlie objected to the idea of Edward's accompanying Bella to Jacksonville, her newly acquired almost-constantly testy attitude was more or less directed at Edward; Charlie was tickled to ponder the possibility that Bells was subconsciously blaming Edward for her confinement. Finally.

"So Edward . . ." Charlie let calmness seep into his mind, just like he did when he was fishing. Lure Edward in. "You...