Korra has been quiet silent for the past few weeks. Why? Because her not so secret crush, his brother and girlfriend are living with her. She knew it was the right thing to do to invite Asami as well, but she still couldn't help but be depressed knowing that after that incident at the Satos, it was obvious to her who Mako would pick. Asami is currently sharing a room with her since Ikki has been playing pranks on her for 'messing everything up in the name of love' or something. Jinora has just been giving her a cold stare. For her safety, I suggested see stay in my room. The boys stayed in Meelo's room, and by the sound of Bolin's screams, I think Meelo is making them feel at home.
Asami has been coming to me for some comfort when Mako wasn't around; I guess for some 'girl talk'. I guess if Asami wasn't dating the guy I'm crazy about we would be closer friends. I mean she's not evil, just annoying. I'm annoyed that she's so pretty, that she's so sweet, she's actually kinda cool, ya know for a racer, and a little edgy, but not to my standards. She seems all around perfect and I have to compete with that, scratch that I have to live with that. And to make it worse, Tenzin is using her as an example for me to learn manners. I mean its bad enough the guys love her, now Tenzin, I mean...I know she doesn't mean it, but she's completely winning all the guys over and doesn't see it.
I can't hate her because she's going through something really hard now. So now I feel guilty when I do start to hate her. I just feel trapped. I can't look like I'm annoyed or jealous, I have to live with Mako and Asami together everyday, and still have to focus on Amon and tracking Hiroshi. I just can't win. My heart can only take so much. So I just leave whenever Mako or Asami enter the same room I'm in, I just talk with Asami so she won't be upset, or go crying to Mako and train. I may look scary calm or even zombie like, but this is the only way I feel I can live with these guys.
I guess girls like me aren't suppose to have a relationship. I take a walk after dinner and visit the statue of Aang. I just come and pretend he's there and tell him everything and ask for advice. "Aang, you were really lucky. You were able to spend the rest of your life with the girl of your dreams and start a family. You were able to end a war and build up everything it destroyed.
Meanwhile I've elevated a rebellion and now everyday another bender loses their bending and I'm powerless to stop it. He's outsmarted and outdone me so many times. How would you handle this. Especially when you get easily swayed by your emotions." I confess. I can feel tears start to fall and my breath to hitch.
"Korra?"Said a familiar male voice. I dropped head and sighed. He is the last person I wanted to see. I look up, take a breath and try to look...okay.
"Hey, what, you following me now."I say without turning. I try to sound sarcastic.
"No. You haven't spoken or looked at me since we moved in. You completely ignore me when we're in the same room, and now you don't even react to anything. You're just...there! What's wrong? You can tell me anything. We're friends."He said putting an arm on my shoulder.
I felt the urge to swat his had away. I just stood up. "Apparently its friendship you're willing to break easily for a pretty girl" I slip out quietly so he won't hear. I was letting out a little steam.
"What?"Mako questioned. Korra shook her head. "Never mind, I'm leaving."she says and walks away without looking at him. Mako loses his temper and grabs her arm.
"No you're not! I'm not done talking to you! Why do you always have to be so stubborn why can't look me the eyes and tell me..."Mako was at a loss for words with what he saw.
As if in slow motion, Korra turns to him and he sees her bright ocean blue eyes, always so confident and strong, looked low, a loss of color, sad, extremely depressed.
"Korra..I"Mako starts but can't finish. He sees what his and Asami being here has done to her. He never wanted this to happen. Korra just pulls her arm back and walks off.
"Goodnight"she says without looking. Slowly she cries and squeezes her eyes biting her lip stopping any wimpering. She isn't a stupid teenager love struck. She's the avatar. She doesn't need him.
Mako just looks on and drops his head depressed. He knows this was all on him. And he is losing a friend...or rather something more.
Asami has been coming to me for some comfort when Mako wasn't around; I guess for some 'girl talk'. I guess if Asami wasn't dating the guy I'm crazy about we would be closer friends. I mean she's not evil, just annoying. I'm annoyed that she's so pretty, that she's so sweet, she's actually kinda cool, ya know for a racer, and a little edgy, but not to my standards. She seems all around perfect and I have to compete with that, scratch that I have to live with that. And to make it worse, Tenzin is using her as an example for me to learn manners. I mean its bad enough the guys love her, now Tenzin, I mean...I know she doesn't mean it, but she's completely winning all the guys over and doesn't see it.
I can't hate her because she's going through something really hard now. So now I feel guilty when I do start to hate her. I just feel trapped. I can't look like I'm annoyed or jealous, I have to live with Mako and Asami together everyday, and still have to focus on Amon and tracking Hiroshi. I just can't win. My heart can only take so much. So I just leave whenever Mako or Asami enter the same room I'm in, I just talk with Asami so she won't be upset, or go crying to Mako and train. I may look scary calm or even zombie like, but this is the only way I feel I can live with these guys.
I guess girls like me aren't suppose to have a relationship. I take a walk after dinner and visit the statue of Aang. I just come and pretend he's there and tell him everything and ask for advice. "Aang, you were really lucky. You were able to spend the rest of your life with the girl of your dreams and start a family. You were able to end a war and build up everything it destroyed.
Meanwhile I've elevated a rebellion and now everyday another bender loses their bending and I'm powerless to stop it. He's outsmarted and outdone me so many times. How would you handle this. Especially when you get easily swayed by your emotions." I confess. I can feel tears start to fall and my breath to hitch.
"Korra?"Said a familiar male voice. I dropped head and sighed. He is the last person I wanted to see. I look up, take a breath and try to look...okay.
"Hey, what, you following me now."I say without turning. I try to sound sarcastic.
"No. You haven't spoken or looked at me since we moved in. You completely ignore me when we're in the same room, and now you don't even react to anything. You're just...there! What's wrong? You can tell me anything. We're friends."He said putting an arm on my shoulder.
I felt the urge to swat his had away. I just stood up. "Apparently its friendship you're willing to break easily for a pretty girl" I slip out quietly so he won't hear. I was letting out a little steam.
"What?"Mako questioned. Korra shook her head. "Never mind, I'm leaving."she says and walks away without looking at him. Mako loses his temper and grabs her arm.
"No you're not! I'm not done talking to you! Why do you always have to be so stubborn why can't look me the eyes and tell me..."Mako was at a loss for words with what he saw.
As if in slow motion, Korra turns to him and he sees her bright ocean blue eyes, always so confident and strong, looked low, a loss of color, sad, extremely depressed.
"Korra..I"Mako starts but can't finish. He sees what his and Asami being here has done to her. He never wanted this to happen. Korra just pulls her arm back and walks off.
"Goodnight"she says without looking. Slowly she cries and squeezes her eyes biting her lip stopping any wimpering. She isn't a stupid teenager love struck. She's the avatar. She doesn't need him.
Mako just looks on and drops his head depressed. He knows this was all on him. And he is losing a friend...or rather something more.
