Chapter 1: the first meeting
I was remembering the first time I was trying to hide from my only enemy…..Damien I was running away from him for 160 years but he never gave up chasing me. My life is a living hell every little thing made me fear for no reason it’s just the part of the curse I can’t control it…….
-Bella
Angela asked worried I looked at her
-yeah?
-Nothing I was just worried, you were starring there for, I don’t know half an hour!
-oh I'm sorry I was just remembering things
-ok, do you want to talk about it?
-no I'm fine
-ok so I…um..i mean… we were wondering if you wanted to come?
-where?
-we are going to port angels to hang out, so do you wanna come?
Mike asked eager to get some alone time with me
-um thanks for asking but I cant I have to go out of town
-your always out of town!
Mike and ben said angry
-I'm sorry ben!
I said as I hugged him he was my best friend
-its ok
-yeah maybe another time
Mike said, I think hoping that maybe we could go alone to port angels
-ok
I said and turned around and saw Damien walking towards me god cant he leave me alone! I growled under my breath
-hello beautiful ,how are you?
-I am good and getting the hell out of here!
I said and ran for the door when I opened it a cool breeze made me shiver
Ahhhhhhhhhhh that's better! I walked to my silver BMW visionary and got in and started driving to nowhere. i really love London and I would love it more if Damien wasn’t around all the time and stalking me and attacking me and nearly capturing my soul……god why won’t he give up? I was deep in thought when I realized I was reaching the bored line so I made a U-turn and headed home. when I got there I saw Damien’s black Mercedes and got out of the car I went inside and found him sitting on my black sofa
-what do you want?
I said bitterly
-you
He said simply and smiled thousands of feelings crossed my heart that just happened when he was around because of that stupid curse
-well that's not gonna happen EVER
I mouthed the last word
-you know you have no other chance.
-oh really!
-yes,….
I cut him off
-I can hunt your precious mother down and kill her as it’s said to wear off the damn curse!
I said calmly and smiled at him
-I will never allow that
He hissed at me
-yeah right!
I said and laughed at him
-your lucky I have not killed you, let alone stopping me to kill her!
-well if you think your powerful enough to kill me after this many times I wanted to kill you, why didn’t you want to kill me?
-because…………..
I was trying to explain something to him when he interrupted me
-you love me
-no I don’t!
I shouted at him then my hands started glowing with flames
-whoa calm down do you wanna burn you house down!
I took deep breaths trying to calm myself and I did I opened my eyes and saw him standing 1 inch from my face then he came closer to kiss me I was almost allowing it when I pushed him away with the element of air he flew to the other side of my house and crashed into my wall and left a dent in it
-don’t you ever do that again!
-you were almost falling for me
He said sweetly
-yeah right, now get out of my house!
-ok! I'm just being friendly today so don’t get carried away
He told me and disappeared in the blackness of the night
I changed my clothes and wore a black dress and headed out i got in my car and started driving to the nearest club while I was driving a red BMW caught my attention I slowed down to see the owner a beautiful blond girl was driving, her beauty wasn’t normal she wasn’t human nor a witch like me I couldn’t hear her pulse her eyes were a strange gold color next to her a big muscled guy was sitting he had short curly hair his beauty equaled her he didn’t have a pulse too this made me suspicious what if they were danger to me? I tried to shove the idea away but a godlike boy caught my eye he looked the same, extremely beautiful, gold eyes, no pulse but I really didn’t care about there beauty I was as beautiful as they are but it didn’t do any good to me I managed to rip my gaze of the godlike creature and drove away.
I was remembering the first time I was trying to hide from my only enemy…..Damien I was running away from him for 160 years but he never gave up chasing me. My life is a living hell every little thing made me fear for no reason it’s just the part of the curse I can’t control it…….
-Bella
Angela asked worried I looked at her
-yeah?
-Nothing I was just worried, you were starring there for, I don’t know half an hour!
-oh I'm sorry I was just remembering things
-ok, do you want to talk about it?
-no I'm fine
-ok so I…um..i mean… we were wondering if you wanted to come?
-where?
-we are going to port angels to hang out, so do you wanna come?
Mike asked eager to get some alone time with me
-um thanks for asking but I cant I have to go out of town
-your always out of town!
Mike and ben said angry
-I'm sorry ben!
I said as I hugged him he was my best friend
-its ok
-yeah maybe another time
Mike said, I think hoping that maybe we could go alone to port angels
-ok
I said and turned around and saw Damien walking towards me god cant he leave me alone! I growled under my breath
-hello beautiful ,how are you?
-I am good and getting the hell out of here!
I said and ran for the door when I opened it a cool breeze made me shiver
Ahhhhhhhhhhh that's better! I walked to my silver BMW visionary and got in and started driving to nowhere. i really love London and I would love it more if Damien wasn’t around all the time and stalking me and attacking me and nearly capturing my soul……god why won’t he give up? I was deep in thought when I realized I was reaching the bored line so I made a U-turn and headed home. when I got there I saw Damien’s black Mercedes and got out of the car I went inside and found him sitting on my black sofa
-what do you want?
I said bitterly
-you
He said simply and smiled thousands of feelings crossed my heart that just happened when he was around because of that stupid curse
-well that's not gonna happen EVER
I mouthed the last word
-you know you have no other chance.
-oh really!
-yes,….
I cut him off
-I can hunt your precious mother down and kill her as it’s said to wear off the damn curse!
I said calmly and smiled at him
-I will never allow that
He hissed at me
-yeah right!
I said and laughed at him
-your lucky I have not killed you, let alone stopping me to kill her!
-well if you think your powerful enough to kill me after this many times I wanted to kill you, why didn’t you want to kill me?
-because…………..
I was trying to explain something to him when he interrupted me
-you love me
-no I don’t!
I shouted at him then my hands started glowing with flames
-whoa calm down do you wanna burn you house down!
I took deep breaths trying to calm myself and I did I opened my eyes and saw him standing 1 inch from my face then he came closer to kiss me I was almost allowing it when I pushed him away with the element of air he flew to the other side of my house and crashed into my wall and left a dent in it
-don’t you ever do that again!
-you were almost falling for me
He said sweetly
-yeah right, now get out of my house!
-ok! I'm just being friendly today so don’t get carried away
He told me and disappeared in the blackness of the night
I changed my clothes and wore a black dress and headed out i got in my car and started driving to the nearest club while I was driving a red BMW caught my attention I slowed down to see the owner a beautiful blond girl was driving, her beauty wasn’t normal she wasn’t human nor a witch like me I couldn’t hear her pulse her eyes were a strange gold color next to her a big muscled guy was sitting he had short curly hair his beauty equaled her he didn’t have a pulse too this made me suspicious what if they were danger to me? I tried to shove the idea away but a godlike boy caught my eye he looked the same, extremely beautiful, gold eyes, no pulse but I really didn’t care about there beauty I was as beautiful as they are but it didn’t do any good to me I managed to rip my gaze of the godlike creature and drove away.
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the heart which will stop beating soon, the heart which was the reason for me to live, the heart which she had given to me to keep safe just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the heart which will stop beating soon, the heart which was the reason for me to live, the heart which she had given to me to keep safe just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when you say one of the comments -and you've probably said one of the comments more then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure you can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do you think you can fill, comment below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what you think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure you can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do you think you can fill, comment below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what you think please.
So these are, by far, my favorite quotes from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD