Chapter 22
My mother was laughing with my aunt alice, grandma esme, and aunt Rosalie. Uncle Emmett, and uncle jasper were watching tv (what a surprise).. my grandfather was talking to my father andSvetlana was just listening. Emily was talking with Sky. And I was talking with Ivan.
“- we’ll get married, move to a huge house, and live happily ever after” he told me, planning our future. I laughed.
“no kids. No pets?” I asked him
“im not really a fan of kids” he admitted, and I smacked him. and accidentally hit my broken arm.
“ouch”I said quietly.
“careful ness” Ivan told me
“seriously, there’s going to be atleast one child” I told him and he sighed.
“can you even have kids?” he asked me.
“Ivan im half human” I told him.
“oh yeah I almost forgot”he laughed.
“ok, so if we have a baby girl her name is going to be Anabel”
“beautiful name” he told me and kissed me. There was a knock on the door. It was Ivans parents. I went to open it.
“hello” his father said.
“hi, come in” i told them, before they can come in my mother started talking.
“Jessieca?” she asked Ivan’s mom.
“yes” she answered and then saw my mother. “bella?” my mother nodded in excitement.. they both strated screaming and jumping up and down. .i closed my ears.
“wait you live here?” Jessica asked me.
“yeah, this is my daughter renesme” she introduced me.
“beautiful daughter” and they kept on talking.
“um this is Edward nessie’s father” ivan pointed to mty father
“and this is nessie” he pointed to me.
“beautiful young girl” his father commented. I just smiled.
“and u’ll meet the rest of the family” he told his father..
“that’s my father John” ivan introduced his father.
“nice to meet you” I told him and shook his hand.then john went to talk with my father and grandfather. And I went to get something in my rom. I heard my mother talking with Jessica.
“so are you and Edward still together?” jessicA ASKED MY MOTHER.
“NO” MY MOTHER ANSWERED.
“ really? I thought you guys would live for ever together, by the way he looked at you when you got married and everything, well what happened?”
“Edward’s been cheating on me for four years now and I just find out, when I leave , my daughter brings me back and then I find out he’s already married again, I think the whole love thing was not real”
“ bella, he was with a different woman when renesme was growing up?”
“yes, he missed her birthday just to go be with Svetlana, he missed holidays, everything, I love he might not love me anymore, but he must love nessie,”
“I cant believe I he was cheating on you for 4 years, does nessie know that?”
“no she thinks its been only for a year”
“oh poor nessie, I wish I could help u=you with something”
“ there snt anything that could be done, now nessie doesn’t want to live with her father so she went to her friends house “
“why doesn’t she want t live with- oh”
“yeah”
“how is renesme getting used to the stepmother and stepsister?”
“she’s not she hates both of them”
“ do you see renesme everyday?”
“no not when she’s at her friends house living there or when she’s at her home, Edward doesn’t let me see her”
“why? She’s your daughter”
“I don’t,know” that was enough for me to hear to I went quietly downstairs to Ivan my fsther was sitting laughing and hugging Svetlana, I hated that scene. I came to Ivan. Atleast now I have enough things to be mad at my father.
“are you okay?” ivan asked me. I nodded but I couldn’t say anything. I just sat here on his lap and put my head on his shoulder. There was a knock on the door and I opened it. It was Sam, Jake, Embry.
“Emily I think its time to go home already” sam told Emily, she got up and said good byes and left. Jake and Embry stayed with me. I just gave them a little smile, because I wasn’t in the mood to smile, not after what I’ve heard my mother and Jessica say.
“hey ness, I just wanted to tell we’re really sorry how we reacted t when Ivan-“ I interrupted jake.
“its ok, jake I understand” I told him.. I looked toward my father, he looked at jake and ambry like he was about to kill them. I gave a little bigger smile.. my father got up came to me, grabbed my other arm and took me to the kitchen.
“what are they doing here?” he asked me angerly.
“I don’t have to explain it to you” I told him.
“im your father”
“well then why wont you explain where you were, missing all of my birthdays, holidays”
“I was working”
“oh really is your work called Svetlana, I don’t know if I want to call you my father anymore”
“nessie-“
“no dad, maybe I should disappear and make your life easier”
“you don’t understand”
“oh I understand everything perfectly, but you don’t, you don’t understand how much you hurt me and you never cared,” I told him and I went back.
“another fight?”ivan asked me. I nodded but my father didn’t come back he went somewhere.
“how can you take this?” jake asked me.
“I don’t or atleast I wont, im going to move out” I told them.
“nessie, where re you going to live?” ivan asked me.
“im going to get an apartment close by” I told him. they didn’t say anything else.
“what? Since when are you guys so quiet?” I asked them what they were mad at me too?
“whatever” I said and got up and went to my room. My mother and Jessica stopped talking I fell on the bed and just layed there keeping myself from crying.
“nessie are you ok?” my mother asked me. I shook my head no.
“what wrong sweety?”
“mom I ruin everything for everyone” I told her.
“that’s not true, you never ruined anything for anyone” my mother told me. My phone rang.
“come out outside” a voice said.
“who’s this?” I asked.
“ness its Eric “
“ok” I told him and I went outside. Eric came up to me.
“hey” he said.
“hey where have you been?” I asked him.
“my parents came early and we’re moving” he told me with a sad voice.
“where are you guys moving?” I asked him.
“we’re moving to new York”
“ oh that really far away from here”
“yeah so I got you something so you’ll remember me” he said and gave me a little box. I was about to open it but he didn’t let me.
“open it when im not here” I nodded and gave him a kiss on the cheek.
“thanks” I told him sand he gave me a long hug and then left. I came in the house and everybody was looking at me. I went upstairs to my room.
“ why did you need to go outside?” my mther asked me.
“um my friend was leaving so he wanted to give me something” I told her. I sat on the bed and opened the little box. It was a necklace.
“nice friend”Jessica said.
“he was nice” I whispered. I put the necklace on, it was beautiful, even though im sad that he’s leaving, im happy that I met him..
“nessie, where is your father?” my mother asked me.
“I don’t know why should I care he doesn’t care about me” I told her and got on the computer.
“nessie” mt mother told me hwen I was on the computer.
“what?” I asked her.
“I want you to meet a very special friend, he I hope will make your life better” my mother said carefully, trying to make me understand and not say something stupid.
“mom im done, nothing can make my life better anymore, this is how its goin to be, fights, arguments, fights, arguments and on” I told her.
“nessie no it wont”
“mom,…. Do you even believe it?” I asked her I already know the answer ‘no’.
“ I want to believe but you’re making it so hard for me to do that” she told me.
“im making it hard?!” I asked er a little louder than usual.
“she looked at the ground..
“you should have just killed me when I was born!” I yelled. I got my purse and my keys and ran out the door again and drove off as fast as I could. And then I knew that none of them could follow me. I came to the nearest hotel and went in. there was a young lady, sitting by the sign in desk
“hello” the young lady greeted me.
“h, can I get a room” I asked her.
“sure will you be paying with cash or credit card?” she asked me
‘Um I think credit card” I told her.
“for how many nights?”
“2 for now”
“that will 400 dollars” she told me and I gave her the credit card.
“room 42” she told me and gave me the card. I smiled and went to the elevator. I walked to room 42 and opened it. It was kind of small but I could deal with it. I remembered I didn’t have anything to wear for school tomorrow. I looked at the time it was 11 pm. It was late but I think that some of the stores are still open. or at least I hope..i walked downstairs quickly and went to my car.i drove to a store, and it was still working, I g in and picked out an outfit quickly. Bought it and went back to the hotel. In my hotel room I took a shwer and got ready to go to sleep. Buti couldn’t fall asleep. I got my phone, and dialed jakes number and wondered it I should click talk or exit it. And so I called .
“hello?” jake answered it.
“hello jake” I said.
“nessie, where are you?!” he yelled in a worried voice.
“it doesn’t matter”
“ of course it matters everyone over here is going nuts, nessie this is your second time running away” jake almost yelled at me.
“hows Ivan?”
“he’s pissed at you”
“at me? “
“oh yeah “
“this can’t be happening, my my life is falling apart. Tell him to relax ill see him tomorrow”
“nessie where are you!?” a different voice yelled into the phone.
“ivan?”
“yes nessie, where are you?!” he shouted.
“don’t shut at me”
“how can I not your acting like a little child!”
“you’re acting like my dad” I told him with sad/mad voice.
“ssorry nessie, im just worried about you”
“I think I understand, is my father there?” there was a pause.
“no , he left with sky and Svetlana”
“are you serious?”
“ im sorry nessie”
“its ok ill see you tomorw” I told him and I put down the phone and I went to sleep.