Here is chapter seven. I hope you like it!! i got my ideas from the Twilight Books so there are connections, but the story has got different points in it! Please read, rate and comment. Enjoy!!
CHAPTER 7
Edward’s POV
She left me. I can’t say I blame her really. I murdered her parents. But I am hurting and I didn’t think she would leave with Sara. Of all people, Sara.
There is a huge hole in my heart, and I am struggling to keep it together. Emmett’s trying to help. But I know he feels guilty, he killed her father. I’ve heard him blaming himself. ‘Damn, why didn’t I just leave her parents alone? Then Bella would still be with Edward and he wouldn’t be moping.’
I have asked Alice to see if she is coming back, but she’s not. I haven’t hunted in 3 weeks now and I can see Esme getting worried. I’ll have to go hunt soon because I can’t go out in public like this. Everyone has been making a really big effort, even Rosealie, which is surprising. We have been playing lots more baseball, and they have been going on really far away hunting trips. But I haven’t gone with them. What if I see her, what will I do?
I am angry at Sara, actually I am more than angry at Sara. She wanted this to happen and it happened like clockwork. She is going to turn Bella into a savage newborn ready to kill any innocent human being.
Jasper and Alice are back from hunting. Why can’t a relationship be as easy as theirs?
“Edward, snap out of it, I need to speak to you” Alice chirped in my ear. Alice ever the optimist.
“What Alice, can’t you see I am not bothered now?”
“Oh you’ll be bothered by this” she smiled and dragged me along to the sofa where the rest of the family were waiting, all with the same confused expression. Alice was keeping me out of her mind. She was reciting the dictionary, of all things.
“Well, as you know, I have been keeping tags on Bella, and up till now she has shown no sign of coming back. But as I was out hunting, she changed her mind and started running back, but Sara has persuaded Bella to stay with her.” My heart skipped a beat and I only noticed myself growling until Emmett told me to shut it.
“So this means that Bella is having second decisions?” Esme asked, hope in her voice.
“I don’t know, but she keeps on changing her mind.” Alice smiled again.
I snarled, “Stop keeping tags on her Alice, she is nothing to us now” Alice gasped.
“Edward, I don’t care what you think, but I want my best friend back. She is something to me. I know you can’t get over her. If you were over her you would be Edward Cullen, not this weirdo who sulks around doing nothing all day” And with that I stormed out. I couldn’t take Alice rambling on at me like that. She was right, I am so not over Bella. But what can fix a hole in a heart. A heart that doesn’t beat, but a heart that you have given someone and they have ripped it out and stabbed it a hundred times over. There is a hole in me now. And it hurts more than being changed into a vampire.
I kept running, and I decided I would go and visit some old friends. It would only take me a day to get there.
CHAPTER 7
Edward’s POV
She left me. I can’t say I blame her really. I murdered her parents. But I am hurting and I didn’t think she would leave with Sara. Of all people, Sara.
There is a huge hole in my heart, and I am struggling to keep it together. Emmett’s trying to help. But I know he feels guilty, he killed her father. I’ve heard him blaming himself. ‘Damn, why didn’t I just leave her parents alone? Then Bella would still be with Edward and he wouldn’t be moping.’
I have asked Alice to see if she is coming back, but she’s not. I haven’t hunted in 3 weeks now and I can see Esme getting worried. I’ll have to go hunt soon because I can’t go out in public like this. Everyone has been making a really big effort, even Rosealie, which is surprising. We have been playing lots more baseball, and they have been going on really far away hunting trips. But I haven’t gone with them. What if I see her, what will I do?
I am angry at Sara, actually I am more than angry at Sara. She wanted this to happen and it happened like clockwork. She is going to turn Bella into a savage newborn ready to kill any innocent human being.
Jasper and Alice are back from hunting. Why can’t a relationship be as easy as theirs?
“Edward, snap out of it, I need to speak to you” Alice chirped in my ear. Alice ever the optimist.
“What Alice, can’t you see I am not bothered now?”
“Oh you’ll be bothered by this” she smiled and dragged me along to the sofa where the rest of the family were waiting, all with the same confused expression. Alice was keeping me out of her mind. She was reciting the dictionary, of all things.
“Well, as you know, I have been keeping tags on Bella, and up till now she has shown no sign of coming back. But as I was out hunting, she changed her mind and started running back, but Sara has persuaded Bella to stay with her.” My heart skipped a beat and I only noticed myself growling until Emmett told me to shut it.
“So this means that Bella is having second decisions?” Esme asked, hope in her voice.
“I don’t know, but she keeps on changing her mind.” Alice smiled again.
I snarled, “Stop keeping tags on her Alice, she is nothing to us now” Alice gasped.
“Edward, I don’t care what you think, but I want my best friend back. She is something to me. I know you can’t get over her. If you were over her you would be Edward Cullen, not this weirdo who sulks around doing nothing all day” And with that I stormed out. I couldn’t take Alice rambling on at me like that. She was right, I am so not over Bella. But what can fix a hole in a heart. A heart that doesn’t beat, but a heart that you have given someone and they have ripped it out and stabbed it a hundred times over. There is a hole in me now. And it hurts more than being changed into a vampire.
I kept running, and I decided I would go and visit some old friends. It would only take me a day to get there.
It was the middle of the night, me and edward had a massive argument so he stayed at Rosalies house with her and emmet.
I was lonley lied in bed on my own with just 'the bump' as a friend, well a child pretty soon.
"OUCH" I screamed! Contractions........hard contractions.
I called Alice to take me to Carlisle but just as I went of the phone, my waters broke. I was just 15 minuets away from giving birth. While I'd been pregnant I couldnt eat real food that often, all the baby wanted was blood, blood and well.....more blood!
As we reached his house I got carried out of the car, and then layed on the sofa. Five minuets later I gave birth, it was a girl.
I decided to call her Renesmee!
I was lonley lied in bed on my own with just 'the bump' as a friend, well a child pretty soon.
"OUCH" I screamed! Contractions........hard contractions.
I called Alice to take me to Carlisle but just as I went of the phone, my waters broke. I was just 15 minuets away from giving birth. While I'd been pregnant I couldnt eat real food that often, all the baby wanted was blood, blood and well.....more blood!
As we reached his house I got carried out of the car, and then layed on the sofa. Five minuets later I gave birth, it was a girl.
I decided to call her Renesmee!
It's been so long since i even thought about writing on here. I'm so excited that i still have people reading my stories and i have new fanpop-ers too.
Let me get my thoughts together and get my schedule together also because im in the middle of my two week testing. I will write and it will be before the middle of may i will have two new chapters out!
Tell me which story you want me to write on first and ill try and get it together. But for now until after April 30, 2010, you have to be paitent! i get my progress reports next week and im getting projects every 2 weeks so i might not be on here every day but i will be on maybe once or twice a week, three times if i can but all of you know that the end of the school year is the hardest time of the year.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!,
Bella_cullen902
Let me get my thoughts together and get my schedule together also because im in the middle of my two week testing. I will write and it will be before the middle of may i will have two new chapters out!
Tell me which story you want me to write on first and ill try and get it together. But for now until after April 30, 2010, you have to be paitent! i get my progress reports next week and im getting projects every 2 weeks so i might not be on here every day but i will be on maybe once or twice a week, three times if i can but all of you know that the end of the school year is the hardest time of the year.
I LOVE YOU ALL!!!,
Bella_cullen902
dont block me out Bella
