sorry i haven't written in like a year but heres the next chapter:
Out the corner of my eye i could see leah had phased back, but she still looked furious jacon was trying to calm her down - he had her taking deep long breaths though she was still shaking and glaring at me with a look cold enough to make even me shiver. I turned to see who had pulled Leah away, it was Charro and the expression on his face was much the same as leahs only his anger was directed at her. seth looked absolutely gobsmacked.
"em why don't you four come back in side i'm sure there is much to, ah, discuss" carlisle always the peace maker. I was so glad he'd spoken because otherwise i may have stayed sat on the ground for an eternity unsure as how to escape this torturing moment.
Charro turned from leah to gaze at me with a look that reminded me of seth though i'm not sure why. he reahced out his hand to help me up. i took though my new strong body didn't really need help, emotionally i felt shaken like i couldn't get a grip of this situation.
"are you okay?" Charros voice sounded cautious and caring.His eyes were examining me, he reminded me of an x-ray, probing for any sign of an injury.
"em i think so" i murmured what had meant a sure confident voice had come as little more than a whisper.
"Good let's get you inside" charro picked me up and started to carry me like they do in those lovey-dovey movie scenes and took me towards the cullens house . It felt wrong and so very right at the same time.i could see Elena crossing the cullen threshold and antonio just behind her about to do so.
just as we were stepping into the cullens home i heard a voice that i could not resist.
"why cora?why?" it was seth.
I leapt from charros arms and ran towards him.
"i didn't choose this, i don't want this! i love you seth!i always will! please dont break up with me!" despite the heart stopping pain i felt inside this time my voice did not lose volume.
"cora i love you too but-"
Charro grabbed and pulled me into the house much faster than i would have expected possible, it left me breathless. He quickly locked the door behind us and pulled into the cullens living room.
Weird that they would have one considering the name and the fact that none of them were still actually alive - i hated that i was now 'one of them'.
"why did you do that? seth might have forgiven me,he might still loveme!" i shouted furious with charro for separating seth and me.
" beacuse" he said firmly and then decided to think better of what he was going to say and finished with a quiet whisper "i don't know" he lowered his head as if embarassed.
"You dont know!You dont know! oh give me a break thats not a real reason" i said exasperated.
"its because he loves you" Elena said softly.
to be continued....
Out the corner of my eye i could see leah had phased back, but she still looked furious jacon was trying to calm her down - he had her taking deep long breaths though she was still shaking and glaring at me with a look cold enough to make even me shiver. I turned to see who had pulled Leah away, it was Charro and the expression on his face was much the same as leahs only his anger was directed at her. seth looked absolutely gobsmacked.
"em why don't you four come back in side i'm sure there is much to, ah, discuss" carlisle always the peace maker. I was so glad he'd spoken because otherwise i may have stayed sat on the ground for an eternity unsure as how to escape this torturing moment.
Charro turned from leah to gaze at me with a look that reminded me of seth though i'm not sure why. he reahced out his hand to help me up. i took though my new strong body didn't really need help, emotionally i felt shaken like i couldn't get a grip of this situation.
"are you okay?" Charros voice sounded cautious and caring.His eyes were examining me, he reminded me of an x-ray, probing for any sign of an injury.
"em i think so" i murmured what had meant a sure confident voice had come as little more than a whisper.
"Good let's get you inside" charro picked me up and started to carry me like they do in those lovey-dovey movie scenes and took me towards the cullens house . It felt wrong and so very right at the same time.i could see Elena crossing the cullen threshold and antonio just behind her about to do so.
just as we were stepping into the cullens home i heard a voice that i could not resist.
"why cora?why?" it was seth.
I leapt from charros arms and ran towards him.
"i didn't choose this, i don't want this! i love you seth!i always will! please dont break up with me!" despite the heart stopping pain i felt inside this time my voice did not lose volume.
"cora i love you too but-"
Charro grabbed and pulled me into the house much faster than i would have expected possible, it left me breathless. He quickly locked the door behind us and pulled into the cullens living room.
Weird that they would have one considering the name and the fact that none of them were still actually alive - i hated that i was now 'one of them'.
"why did you do that? seth might have forgiven me,he might still loveme!" i shouted furious with charro for separating seth and me.
" beacuse" he said firmly and then decided to think better of what he was going to say and finished with a quiet whisper "i don't know" he lowered his head as if embarassed.
"You dont know!You dont know! oh give me a break thats not a real reason" i said exasperated.
"its because he loves you" Elena said softly.
to be continued....
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he said to me. "yeah and you should be hunting." I said with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see you later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what you looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he said to me. "yeah and you should be hunting." I said with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see you later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what you looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
Introduction
What if I told you I was a vampire and not the good kind, would you believe me? Of course not. You live in a world where vampires don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. You must not let your friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once you turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell you is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect you to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampires aren’t supposed to be real, but you my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before you turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask you again to keep this book a secret, if you don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
You may now enter. If you dare.
What if I told you I was a vampire and not the good kind, would you believe me? Of course not. You live in a world where vampires don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. You must not let your friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once you turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell you is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect you to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampires aren’t supposed to be real, but you my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before you turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask you again to keep this book a secret, if you don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
You may now enter. If you dare.
1.I'm really afraid of getting hit by cars, like terrified of it. I'm terrified of crossing streets. I'm also very accident-prone... I think people aim for me.
2.I went to do my first big movie when I was 17. I was in South Africa for three and half months, and I was by myself.
3.I was just taking out my trash and I had, like, 300 cans of Diet Coke. It was just like, "How did that happen?" I don't even remember buying them. I also like Cinnamon Toast Crunch. My addictions are pretty much the only things I consume.
4.I've got a terrible memory -- I end up repeating myself quite a lot. The only thing I can remember is that I'm going to repeat myself!