I told you that I would update soon. I knew some of you wouldn't believe me, so I am proving you wrong. I'm still on bed-rest so I'm updating. So far this is the longest…I know I am so excited. Ok, back to my story.
Disclaimer: Again, I really don't own twilight.
B POV
I can't believe that I was doing this! I never thought that I would ever be back at Forks. Ever since Edward, I was so happy it didn't hurt to say his name, left. I felt a little happier since I had a part of Edward with me. I think I at least owe my dad to see me happier. I wish Edward was here with me, but I knew he would meet me at Charlie's house. I settled into my seat and started to let my sub-conciseness take over.
~~ (5 hours later) ~~
The flight attendant's voice over the intercom woke me up. "Ladies and gentleman prepare for landing." I wiped the drool running down my cheek. Got already for landing, and felt our plane descend. When we finally came to a stop, the pilot's voice echoed through the airplane, "we have just landed in Seattle, Washington; the time is 9:42 p.m. It is 56 degrees outside. Have a nice night, and thank you for flying with us."
Since I was in seat 23A, I was going to be one of the last ones off. So I sat and started to imagine how school is going to be tomorrow. I'm kinda excited. Maybe 'they' have returned because they heard I was gone. I hoped so, I want to see if they are way happier without me. Maybe I was a problem in their life. I knew Rosalie hated me, and Jasper couldn't be near me that much. But Alice was my best friend, and Edwards was my one true love. But I guess things can change.
"Miss, wake up," the flight attendant said in an annoyed voice. "Sorry," I replied flatly. Remember, Ghost Edward is going to be waiting for you. That put a small smile on my face. Just then I saw my dad and I smiled even more. I ran over to him and gave him the best hug I could. It took him a couple of moments before he hugged me back.
"Bella, it's so good to see you, I missed you so much," whispered Charlie. "I know daddy. I'm sorry I left, never again. I love you daddy," I whispered back. I haven't called him 'daddy' since I was 7. I don't where those words came from, but I somehow knew to say it. I think we both needed to hear that. I think I wanted to hear that from Edward, but I knew this was as good as it gets.
The ride home wasn't bad at all, it wasn't awkward silence, it was happy silence. If that is even possible. When we finally pulled up to Charlie's house, I knew I was home. I was ecstatic when I saw my truck and my bedroom window. I was so glad to be back! "Well, school starts tomorrow you better go head off to bed," said Charlie. "Thanks dad," I smiled knowing Ghost Edward would be up there waiting for me. I grabbed my bags and headed upstairs.
"Edward?" I whispered, I hoped he was here I don't think I could stand if he let me, again. "Yes, love," Edward said calmly. Thank goodness! He was sitting on my bed; I somehow forgot to look there. He gave me a small smile, "Bella, I think its time for bed." He must have seen how exhausted I was. "Fine, I guess so," I replied lazily. I grabbed my P.J.s and headed to the bathroom. When I came back I saw Ghost Edward sitting in the rocking chair. "Goodnight, Bella," wow how tired do I look? "Night."
~~ (The Next Day) ~~
I woke up and saw that there was no sun, just a bunch of clouds. Great, why did I want to leave sunny place for this? Then I saw Ghost Edward, and remember. "Hi," I stated. "Good morning," he replied, "So, are you ready for school?" I hated how awkward it was to talk to him compared the real one. "I guess so, will you be there?" I asked hopefully. "Yes, but not right by your side, but close," he answered (a/n: explanation at the bottom). I was just about to say something, when I was interrupted by a knock on the door. "Bells?" time to get ready for school," my dad said through the door. "Kay," I told him.
~~ (15 minutes later) ~~
I was all dressed and ready to go to school. I was out the door so I could get my schedule and get to my class. When I finally arrived I saw a lot of my old friends. Maybe today won't be so bad, after all. I got out of my truck and headed to the office. When I opened the doors I saw Mrs. Cope organizing papers at her desk. I walked up to her desk and said, "Mrs. Cope?" "Oh, sorry. Bella? Bella Swan? What are you doing back?" she asked. "I decided to move back with my dad. Do you have my schedule?" I asked starting to get impatient. She shuffled through some papers and finally pulled one out. "Here you are," she finally said. "Thanks," I replied.
I walked to my first class. English. The next couple of classes went by in a blur. Finally it was lunch. I wasn't that hungry so I was trying to find some of my old friends, well the ones that still like me. Angela found me before I found her. "Bella!" exclaimed Angela. She came running over and hugged me. "Hey Angela, how are you?" I asked actually curious. "I missed you so much, why did you come back. Oh, I'm just so glad you are back!" she practically shouted. "I missed you too," I said feeling very awkward with everyone staring at us in the middle of the cafeteria. "Come on you can sit with me," she said with the hugest smile plastered on her face. Wow I didn't think anyone would be that excited to have me back in Forks.
We walked over to the table where we always sat before I left. Everyone was there. Lauren, Jessica, Eric, Mike, and Tyler. They all looked up as we came over. "Oh great Bella's back," I heard Lauren not so quietly say to Jessica. "Hey Bella," Mike said grinning from ear to ear. "Hi guys," I said while sitting down next to Mike and Angela. They apparently had no problem with me being back. I was bombarded with questions like: What have you been up to? Why are you back? What made you come back? Things like that. After about five minutes Jessica and Lauren left abruptly. They stood up from the table, gave me an evil glare and walked away. "Just ignore them, they are just like that," said Mike. I didn't care I knew how they felt before I even left, so what would change when I came back.
After lunch, I went through the rest of my classes; these seemed to go by slower. I had Jessica and Lauren in a couple of my later classes; I guess that could be why. I was so relieved when the final bell rang. I raced out to my truck and pulled out. I haven't seen Ghost Edward all day. I knew he wasn't going to be right next to me, but I thought I would have seen him watching from a distance. Maybe he left me to, maybe no part of Edward wants anything to do with me. Was I really that bad? I sighed and started to drive a little faster, I just wanted to get home to see if he was there. It seemed like forever, but I finally was home. Charlie wasn't home, that was good, if Ghost Edward really did leave, I wouldn't want Charlie to see me break down again. I don't really want to go back with my mom again.
I opened the door and quickly ran upstairs. There he was sitting in my rocking chair like he never left this morning. "Hey," I said a little breathless. "Hi Bella, how was your first day of school," great he was starting to sound like Charlie. "You should know, you were supposed to be there," I replied. "I was there, you just didn't notice me," he responded with a small smile, maybe he knew how much I worried when I thought he wasn't there. "You were there. Why couldn't I see you, I am supposed to be the only one that can see you." "Of course I was there, I even saw how many times you fell in P.E., I was there because you made a wish that I would be here and never leave so I can't be very far away from you," that made me feel a whole lot better. I felt silly for worrying.
After all my homework was done, and I had a lot, apparently I had to catch up with a lot of things. I started to make dinner for Charlie; I wasn't going overboard so I thought lasagna would be perfect.
I was just pulling it out of the oven, when I heard Charlie's cruiser pull up. The table was already set all I had to do was put a piece of lasagna on each plate and fill the glasses with water, and every thing would be set. "Hey Bells, smells good, what's for dinner?" Charlie asked as he came into the kitchen and put his gun and boots away. "Lasagna," I replied. "You're the best, there was nothing good to eat when you were gone," he said with a sigh, "let's eat."
~~ (after dinner) ~~
I grabbed all the plates and started washing them. After they were done I went upstairs to read a book. A couple minutes later I heard my phone ringing, it was downstairs. "Bells, your phone is ringing," yelled Charlie. "Can you get it?" I asked trying to keep the annoyance out of my voice. Why couldn't he pick it up when it first started to ring, he was downstairs after all. After three rings I heard my dad pick up, "Hello?" I heard him pause. "Dad, who is it?" I asked feeling actually content reading while Ghost Edward was in the rocking chair watching me.
The reason Ghost Edward can't be by her side is because he is afraid she would get distracted and ask him something. He doesn't people to think that she is crazy and talks to herself, so he just watched from afar. But don't worry he was there the whole time.
Please R&R…comments, ideas, and constructive critics(only) are loved.
I don't really know where this story is going, but when I figure it out I will update as fast as I can! Just heads up Edward might be in the next chapter, and maybe not sitting in a corner. It all depends how generous I feel, so review it might help.
Disclaimer: Again, I really don't own twilight.
B POV
I can't believe that I was doing this! I never thought that I would ever be back at Forks. Ever since Edward, I was so happy it didn't hurt to say his name, left. I felt a little happier since I had a part of Edward with me. I think I at least owe my dad to see me happier. I wish Edward was here with me, but I knew he would meet me at Charlie's house. I settled into my seat and started to let my sub-conciseness take over.
~~ (5 hours later) ~~
The flight attendant's voice over the intercom woke me up. "Ladies and gentleman prepare for landing." I wiped the drool running down my cheek. Got already for landing, and felt our plane descend. When we finally came to a stop, the pilot's voice echoed through the airplane, "we have just landed in Seattle, Washington; the time is 9:42 p.m. It is 56 degrees outside. Have a nice night, and thank you for flying with us."
Since I was in seat 23A, I was going to be one of the last ones off. So I sat and started to imagine how school is going to be tomorrow. I'm kinda excited. Maybe 'they' have returned because they heard I was gone. I hoped so, I want to see if they are way happier without me. Maybe I was a problem in their life. I knew Rosalie hated me, and Jasper couldn't be near me that much. But Alice was my best friend, and Edwards was my one true love. But I guess things can change.
"Miss, wake up," the flight attendant said in an annoyed voice. "Sorry," I replied flatly. Remember, Ghost Edward is going to be waiting for you. That put a small smile on my face. Just then I saw my dad and I smiled even more. I ran over to him and gave him the best hug I could. It took him a couple of moments before he hugged me back.
"Bella, it's so good to see you, I missed you so much," whispered Charlie. "I know daddy. I'm sorry I left, never again. I love you daddy," I whispered back. I haven't called him 'daddy' since I was 7. I don't where those words came from, but I somehow knew to say it. I think we both needed to hear that. I think I wanted to hear that from Edward, but I knew this was as good as it gets.
The ride home wasn't bad at all, it wasn't awkward silence, it was happy silence. If that is even possible. When we finally pulled up to Charlie's house, I knew I was home. I was ecstatic when I saw my truck and my bedroom window. I was so glad to be back! "Well, school starts tomorrow you better go head off to bed," said Charlie. "Thanks dad," I smiled knowing Ghost Edward would be up there waiting for me. I grabbed my bags and headed upstairs.
"Edward?" I whispered, I hoped he was here I don't think I could stand if he let me, again. "Yes, love," Edward said calmly. Thank goodness! He was sitting on my bed; I somehow forgot to look there. He gave me a small smile, "Bella, I think its time for bed." He must have seen how exhausted I was. "Fine, I guess so," I replied lazily. I grabbed my P.J.s and headed to the bathroom. When I came back I saw Ghost Edward sitting in the rocking chair. "Goodnight, Bella," wow how tired do I look? "Night."
~~ (The Next Day) ~~
I woke up and saw that there was no sun, just a bunch of clouds. Great, why did I want to leave sunny place for this? Then I saw Ghost Edward, and remember. "Hi," I stated. "Good morning," he replied, "So, are you ready for school?" I hated how awkward it was to talk to him compared the real one. "I guess so, will you be there?" I asked hopefully. "Yes, but not right by your side, but close," he answered (a/n: explanation at the bottom). I was just about to say something, when I was interrupted by a knock on the door. "Bells?" time to get ready for school," my dad said through the door. "Kay," I told him.
~~ (15 minutes later) ~~
I was all dressed and ready to go to school. I was out the door so I could get my schedule and get to my class. When I finally arrived I saw a lot of my old friends. Maybe today won't be so bad, after all. I got out of my truck and headed to the office. When I opened the doors I saw Mrs. Cope organizing papers at her desk. I walked up to her desk and said, "Mrs. Cope?" "Oh, sorry. Bella? Bella Swan? What are you doing back?" she asked. "I decided to move back with my dad. Do you have my schedule?" I asked starting to get impatient. She shuffled through some papers and finally pulled one out. "Here you are," she finally said. "Thanks," I replied.
I walked to my first class. English. The next couple of classes went by in a blur. Finally it was lunch. I wasn't that hungry so I was trying to find some of my old friends, well the ones that still like me. Angela found me before I found her. "Bella!" exclaimed Angela. She came running over and hugged me. "Hey Angela, how are you?" I asked actually curious. "I missed you so much, why did you come back. Oh, I'm just so glad you are back!" she practically shouted. "I missed you too," I said feeling very awkward with everyone staring at us in the middle of the cafeteria. "Come on you can sit with me," she said with the hugest smile plastered on her face. Wow I didn't think anyone would be that excited to have me back in Forks.
We walked over to the table where we always sat before I left. Everyone was there. Lauren, Jessica, Eric, Mike, and Tyler. They all looked up as we came over. "Oh great Bella's back," I heard Lauren not so quietly say to Jessica. "Hey Bella," Mike said grinning from ear to ear. "Hi guys," I said while sitting down next to Mike and Angela. They apparently had no problem with me being back. I was bombarded with questions like: What have you been up to? Why are you back? What made you come back? Things like that. After about five minutes Jessica and Lauren left abruptly. They stood up from the table, gave me an evil glare and walked away. "Just ignore them, they are just like that," said Mike. I didn't care I knew how they felt before I even left, so what would change when I came back.
After lunch, I went through the rest of my classes; these seemed to go by slower. I had Jessica and Lauren in a couple of my later classes; I guess that could be why. I was so relieved when the final bell rang. I raced out to my truck and pulled out. I haven't seen Ghost Edward all day. I knew he wasn't going to be right next to me, but I thought I would have seen him watching from a distance. Maybe he left me to, maybe no part of Edward wants anything to do with me. Was I really that bad? I sighed and started to drive a little faster, I just wanted to get home to see if he was there. It seemed like forever, but I finally was home. Charlie wasn't home, that was good, if Ghost Edward really did leave, I wouldn't want Charlie to see me break down again. I don't really want to go back with my mom again.
I opened the door and quickly ran upstairs. There he was sitting in my rocking chair like he never left this morning. "Hey," I said a little breathless. "Hi Bella, how was your first day of school," great he was starting to sound like Charlie. "You should know, you were supposed to be there," I replied. "I was there, you just didn't notice me," he responded with a small smile, maybe he knew how much I worried when I thought he wasn't there. "You were there. Why couldn't I see you, I am supposed to be the only one that can see you." "Of course I was there, I even saw how many times you fell in P.E., I was there because you made a wish that I would be here and never leave so I can't be very far away from you," that made me feel a whole lot better. I felt silly for worrying.
After all my homework was done, and I had a lot, apparently I had to catch up with a lot of things. I started to make dinner for Charlie; I wasn't going overboard so I thought lasagna would be perfect.
I was just pulling it out of the oven, when I heard Charlie's cruiser pull up. The table was already set all I had to do was put a piece of lasagna on each plate and fill the glasses with water, and every thing would be set. "Hey Bells, smells good, what's for dinner?" Charlie asked as he came into the kitchen and put his gun and boots away. "Lasagna," I replied. "You're the best, there was nothing good to eat when you were gone," he said with a sigh, "let's eat."
~~ (after dinner) ~~
I grabbed all the plates and started washing them. After they were done I went upstairs to read a book. A couple minutes later I heard my phone ringing, it was downstairs. "Bells, your phone is ringing," yelled Charlie. "Can you get it?" I asked trying to keep the annoyance out of my voice. Why couldn't he pick it up when it first started to ring, he was downstairs after all. After three rings I heard my dad pick up, "Hello?" I heard him pause. "Dad, who is it?" I asked feeling actually content reading while Ghost Edward was in the rocking chair watching me.
The reason Ghost Edward can't be by her side is because he is afraid she would get distracted and ask him something. He doesn't people to think that she is crazy and talks to herself, so he just watched from afar. But don't worry he was there the whole time.
Please R&R…comments, ideas, and constructive critics(only) are loved.
I don't really know where this story is going, but when I figure it out I will update as fast as I can! Just heads up Edward might be in the next chapter, and maybe not sitting in a corner. It all depends how generous I feel, so review it might help.
Bella's Pov.
I ran and ran in the castle. The middle door. There was Jasper and the man
with...ROSALIE!!??
"So, you decided to marry me, my love?"
"Well...let's just say that I'm ready to defeat you! AND YOUR SO CALLED
'MASTER'" I said loudly.
I grabbed Rosalie untied her and said quickly to get the others free.
SHE REGAINED HER STRENGTH!!
"Now, it's time to deal with YOU!!"
I threw a potion at Jasper that Carisle gave me for my birthday. Jasper
yelled and screamed. I threw the potion at the "Master" too.
Then he fell to the fround, and the cloak disappeared. I saw his bare face.
Then, an image appeared. Then, I realized there was a mask! The real trouble
maker was...ESME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I ran and ran in the castle. The middle door. There was Jasper and the man
with...ROSALIE!!??
"So, you decided to marry me, my love?"
"Well...let's just say that I'm ready to defeat you! AND YOUR SO CALLED
'MASTER'" I said loudly.
I grabbed Rosalie untied her and said quickly to get the others free.
SHE REGAINED HER STRENGTH!!
"Now, it's time to deal with YOU!!"
I threw a potion at Jasper that Carisle gave me for my birthday. Jasper
yelled and screamed. I threw the potion at the "Master" too.
Then he fell to the fround, and the cloak disappeared. I saw his bare face.
Then, an image appeared. Then, I realized there was a mask! The real trouble
maker was...ESME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
You know Robert's song, Never Think, is on the Twilight soundtrack, right? Well my dad overheard me listening to the song and said he has NO TALENT.
I don't geddit. He says the bands I listen to have no talent. I say Robert has tons of talent, but some people just don't SEE it. I think he's great for the role of Edward, and his voice is awesome, but I guess it's the way he sang for the recording.
Anyways, I want to let all of you know is that my dad will never change his tastes. I hate that. He'll keep bothering me because I'd ended my Jonas Brothers' Stage. He'll bother me because my sister listens to Hannah Montana/ Miley Cyrus. Why does he bother me further when I stay in the Twilight Stage?!!! I saw how big this fanspot is, and whoa, if my dad saw this, he'd lay off.
*Giggle*
I love Twilight, and hopefully, that'll NEVER change. Oops, baby brother on the prowl.
See ya!
I don't geddit. He says the bands I listen to have no talent. I say Robert has tons of talent, but some people just don't SEE it. I think he's great for the role of Edward, and his voice is awesome, but I guess it's the way he sang for the recording.
Anyways, I want to let all of you know is that my dad will never change his tastes. I hate that. He'll keep bothering me because I'd ended my Jonas Brothers' Stage. He'll bother me because my sister listens to Hannah Montana/ Miley Cyrus. Why does he bother me further when I stay in the Twilight Stage?!!! I saw how big this fanspot is, and whoa, if my dad saw this, he'd lay off.
*Giggle*
I love Twilight, and hopefully, that'll NEVER change. Oops, baby brother on the prowl.
See ya!
EDWARD'S PEA COAT
''Everybody wants to know where his pea coat came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture or color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final design on a combination of other styles of pea coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
''Everybody wants to know where his pea coat came from!'' exclaims the costumer. Unfortunately, it is a one-of-a-kind piece (er, sort of: three to four were made for filming purposes) which Chuck herself crafted after not being able to find the perfect one. ''We needed the right fit, [and] I couldn't find anything in the right shade of gray,'' she recalls. ''Catherine [Hardwicke, the director] is really big on back story for her characters and anything that can help that, even if it's in a texture or color of clothes.'' After considering ''probably 20 swatches,'' Chuck went with one from Mood Fabrics and based her final design on a combination of other styles of pea coats. In the end, his turned out as ''a classic shape with a modern twist.''
Edwards pov
"Bella family meeting " I said while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run or race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank you guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward said very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a year or so okay and you guys can leave if you want to . But I am Going to start by asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when you come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are you leaving or staying" i said " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
"Bella family meeting " I said while eating my elk.
"okay i am ready are you?"
"yes "
So we so we started to run or race i would say to the family meeting . When we all got there and got seated the meeting started .
Carlise Pov
"thank you guys for coming to the meeting , and sorry for interrupted your hunting time . But we have some important news " i said
" what is it Carlise " edward said very serious
"Well esmee and i have decied to leave are coven and come back in a year or so okay and you guys can leave if you want to . But I am Going to start by asking rose and emmett . so what is your desion ."isaid "well rose and i have decideed to go away for a little while and come back when you come back ,and we will not be enrolling in forks this year.." emment said
"okay alice ,jasper are you leaving or staying" i said " well we are staying " alice chimed in.
When she walked into the dull room i did not notice at first. But suddenly a gush of wind blew her sweet and beutiful scent tingling down my throat. Never had i felt such pain and anguish yet the thrill of a new adventure. She clumsily walked over to the seat opposite me and offered a big smile. This was when i could have killed her, this innocent girl looking at me through the locks of her deep brown hair. Her eyes looked deeply and yet shallowly into mine. This was the moment when i knew i could not ravish her. This was the moment i started to fall in love. The mystery of Love.
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im in the devils playground
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell
dont know anyone round here
i will try to stand my ground
and not let anyone sense my fear
cant confisgate a reality that is based on lies
i will not negociate with my pride
foolish as i was i am no longer that person
yes try to hold my gaze
my will wont lesson
and i am in the devils playground
i have my own toys
i try to not look around
to the erie noise
scrapping nails apon the pavement
and dried blood up on the walls
a smell that so nauseating
i feel i might fall
light headed i cant be
not in this place anyways
i walk further trying to find a way out of this place.
how did i get here where did i go wrong my morbid curisoty
of a unrealistic song.driven to a brink thats almost sickning
i cant find myself.a way out of the devils playground. my own personal hell