I am so sorry that I haven't updated in so long. I had morning sickness then my husband went on a business trip and his laptop broke so he had to take mine. I know that you probably hate me, but please don't take it out on my story. I promise to try to update once a week, maybe more. I'm on bed-rest and I'm only 4 months so I am going to have lots of time to update and write. Please forgive me. I am going to try to make it up with a long chapter.
Disclaimer: No I still don't own twilight!
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Ed POV
I don't know how much longer I can stay away from my beloved, Bella. A shudder of pain went through my body. It hurt to think her name. I don't know how much longer I can stay away for her. I really want to go back to my Bella; but something, I don't know what, was keeping me right here. I know that Bella was safe from me and my world, if I stayed here. Bella could move on and be happy with a family of her own. I would live as long as she did. She would live a safe and fun-filled life without me. Suddenly, my phone vibrated.
Alice, it seems to always read that, Bella is in danger.
What! I need details. I dial Alice's number and put the phone to my ear. "Hey Edward," Alice said calmly. "What? Bella's in danger, why are you so calm?" I screamed into the phone. "Relax, she just almost tripped, someone caught her, then she was fine. But I needed to talk to you," she explained. "You could have just called," I said blankly. "I've tried that 27 times," replies Alice. "Still why did you have to say Bella's in trouble. Who caught her when she fell? Is she alright?" I ask. "Ya she's fine. I don't know who caught her. The reason I called was because I'm sick and tired of staying away from Bella. It's tearing this family apart. Everyone's sad and you're pouting in some dark attic. Edward, please? Let's just go back. Bella needs us," she pleaded. Did Bella need us? Were we a help or a danger in her life. My will to stay away from her was failing. What if she's happy? "No, Alice don't go back. I'm sorry you are all suffering, but we need to do the best thing for her. And that is staying right where we are," I responded. "But Edward," that's Alice got out before I slammed the phone shut.
How could Alice scare me like that? Bella's life was not something to use to get my attention. I would do anything to get back to Bella. But something was keeping me here. (A/n: the wish) I don't how long I could stay away from my angel. What I do know is that sometime soon, my self-control will break and I will go back. All I need to do is see her. Then I might, with all my strength, come back here for another who knows how long.
It felt like a war was going on inside me. One part, the one I was rooting for, wanted to take me back to Bella. The other one, the more logical one, was keeping my butt glued to the floor. It seemed the logical side was winning, sadly. I knew all of us would be happy with Bella back in our lives. Yes, even Rosalie, she just doesn't want to admit it. I just can't put Bella's life at risk. It's way to delicate.
I and she together is like having rock and glass together. One will eventually break, and we all know which one that will be. It would be different if it was rock and rock, what Bella wants but I can't to that to her. She has her whole life to live, which would be ruined if I changed her. She says she wants to be a vampire, but that might change after she is one and sees the sacrifices she didn't think would bother her. I will not let her go through forever with regret. I had to see her, I had to go back and get her back. I hope she still loves me. It was just a risk I had to take. I stood up and was at the door in 2 seconds.
"Stop, if you go back, you will be putting Bella in danger." Where did this voice come from? No ones around, so I can't hear any thoughts. But I knew that it came from my mind. I decided that I will listen to it, since it had Bella's best intentions in mind (a/n: inside joke). If I can't see her I could call her. I whipped out my phone and dialed the number I would never forget Bella's cell phone number. It rang three long agonizing ring. Each one echoing in my head over and over again, finally someone answered… "Hello," said…
Cliffy-maybe?
I promise to make my next update soon. Again so sorry!
Please R&R…comments, ideas, and constructive criticism is loved.
Disclaimer: No I still don't own twilight!
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Ed POV
I don't know how much longer I can stay away from my beloved, Bella. A shudder of pain went through my body. It hurt to think her name. I don't know how much longer I can stay away for her. I really want to go back to my Bella; but something, I don't know what, was keeping me right here. I know that Bella was safe from me and my world, if I stayed here. Bella could move on and be happy with a family of her own. I would live as long as she did. She would live a safe and fun-filled life without me. Suddenly, my phone vibrated.
Alice, it seems to always read that, Bella is in danger.
What! I need details. I dial Alice's number and put the phone to my ear. "Hey Edward," Alice said calmly. "What? Bella's in danger, why are you so calm?" I screamed into the phone. "Relax, she just almost tripped, someone caught her, then she was fine. But I needed to talk to you," she explained. "You could have just called," I said blankly. "I've tried that 27 times," replies Alice. "Still why did you have to say Bella's in trouble. Who caught her when she fell? Is she alright?" I ask. "Ya she's fine. I don't know who caught her. The reason I called was because I'm sick and tired of staying away from Bella. It's tearing this family apart. Everyone's sad and you're pouting in some dark attic. Edward, please? Let's just go back. Bella needs us," she pleaded. Did Bella need us? Were we a help or a danger in her life. My will to stay away from her was failing. What if she's happy? "No, Alice don't go back. I'm sorry you are all suffering, but we need to do the best thing for her. And that is staying right where we are," I responded. "But Edward," that's Alice got out before I slammed the phone shut.
How could Alice scare me like that? Bella's life was not something to use to get my attention. I would do anything to get back to Bella. But something was keeping me here. (A/n: the wish) I don't how long I could stay away from my angel. What I do know is that sometime soon, my self-control will break and I will go back. All I need to do is see her. Then I might, with all my strength, come back here for another who knows how long.
It felt like a war was going on inside me. One part, the one I was rooting for, wanted to take me back to Bella. The other one, the more logical one, was keeping my butt glued to the floor. It seemed the logical side was winning, sadly. I knew all of us would be happy with Bella back in our lives. Yes, even Rosalie, she just doesn't want to admit it. I just can't put Bella's life at risk. It's way to delicate.
I and she together is like having rock and glass together. One will eventually break, and we all know which one that will be. It would be different if it was rock and rock, what Bella wants but I can't to that to her. She has her whole life to live, which would be ruined if I changed her. She says she wants to be a vampire, but that might change after she is one and sees the sacrifices she didn't think would bother her. I will not let her go through forever with regret. I had to see her, I had to go back and get her back. I hope she still loves me. It was just a risk I had to take. I stood up and was at the door in 2 seconds.
"Stop, if you go back, you will be putting Bella in danger." Where did this voice come from? No ones around, so I can't hear any thoughts. But I knew that it came from my mind. I decided that I will listen to it, since it had Bella's best intentions in mind (a/n: inside joke). If I can't see her I could call her. I whipped out my phone and dialed the number I would never forget Bella's cell phone number. It rang three long agonizing ring. Each one echoing in my head over and over again, finally someone answered… "Hello," said…
Cliffy-maybe?
I promise to make my next update soon. Again so sorry!
Please R&R…comments, ideas, and constructive criticism is loved.
The two Victorias
Okay, so I'm writing a book on www.FanFiction.net, and it's about the Sookie Stackhouse Novels by Charlaine Harris, its a fan fiction, so I dont want to make publicity out of it, I just want ppl to read it, and tell me what they think!
So, if you have time on your hands, and you wanna read what I wrote (which has vampires and werewolves, and shapeshifters, witches, etc. (like in the actual series)) then follow this link, and tell me what you think in comment if you have a fan fiction account, if not tell me what you think down below this! Please do so, I really wanna know if its good or not...thanks for reading this and hopefully u follow the link!
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So, if you have time on your hands, and you wanna read what I wrote (which has vampires and werewolves, and shapeshifters, witches, etc. (like in the actual series)) then follow this link, and tell me what you think in comment if you have a fan fiction account, if not tell me what you think down below this! Please do so, I really wanna know if its good or not...thanks for reading this and hopefully u follow the link!
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Hi! I am both happy and sad to announce that I will be on a vacation for the next 12 days so I will not be posting as much. But hey... VACATION TIME! YAY haha lol so I'm sory and will try to post soon!
loves!
Oh and keep looking for updates u never know!
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Hi! I am both happy and sad to announce that I will be on a vacation for the next 12 days so I will not be posting as much. But hey... VACATION TIME! YAY haha lol so I'm sory and will try to post soon!
loves!
Oh and keep looking for updates u never know!
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Iight my name is jocelyn! i luv b5! bryan is ma fav! i wish i could meet him and have conversation with him dhat wuld be extra raw! omg i wannna meet him so badly! but i also wanna meet da rest of b5! i luv dem ALL!
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mY NAME NAOMI AND I AM PRACTICLY IN LUV WIT PATRICK!! oMG HE SO SEXi!!! i WISH i COULD TALK TO DEM SOMED DAY AND i'D LUV IF DAY CUD CUM TO cHI~TOWN 1 DAY AND HAV A CONSERT. iF THEY PERFORMED 4 ONE OF MY B-DAY PARTYS ID PROBABLY FAINT!! aNYWAY I LUV ALL OF B5 THEY GREAT SINGA AND DAY A CUTE BUT I LUV PATRICK DA MOST. mE AND MY FRIEND JOCELYN WANNA MEET THEM SO BADD!! wE LUV B5!!!
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Stephenie Meyer said that just because we keep wanting her to keep writing Midnight Sun is doesn't mean that she's going to. She said that SHE WILL NOT keep writing if we keep making petitions for her to keep writing or for her to publish it. so by doing this we are killing our chances of having Midnight Sun published. So please stop petitioning!
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Stephenie Meyer said that just because we keep wanting her to keep writing Midnight Sun is doesn't mean that she's going to. She said that SHE WILL NOT keep writing if we keep making petitions for her to keep writing or for her to publish it. so by doing this we are killing our chances of having Midnight Sun published. So please stop petitioning!
