Edward's pov
"ERRR,Bella can I speak to you for a second please... in privert please.
"shougher hunny what wrong".
"Well i was just speaking with Renesmee and she said it was okay so don't get mad I...
"Hold up Edward take a breath and tell me what the hell you are talking about". Bella exhamend my facial expresion with confucion spread on hers.
"Well I just, well I booked plane tickes to isle Esme for your birthday.
"But". Bella pushed
"But only two plane tickes". i waited for Bellas reaction.
"Only two did you say, because they will not let Renesme just sit on mine or your knee she looks thirteen for god sake... Oh I get it you just expect me to leave my baby at home, while a go off enjoying mysself on holiday when i worked so hard convincing you, you all that i was stable enough to be her mom". Bella huffed.
"I know it will be hard leaving Renesmee, I know I feel it too, but the plane tickets i've booked mean we can come home when ever we want, as soon as we want".
I stopped to read her face, but she must have pulled back her shield because i could see strait into her head, seriously you don't want to know what she's thinking, I just can't think it myself.
"ERRR,Bella can I speak to you for a second please... in privert please.
"shougher hunny what wrong".
"Well i was just speaking with Renesmee and she said it was okay so don't get mad I...
"Hold up Edward take a breath and tell me what the hell you are talking about". Bella exhamend my facial expresion with confucion spread on hers.
"Well I just, well I booked plane tickes to isle Esme for your birthday.
"But". Bella pushed
"But only two plane tickes". i waited for Bellas reaction.
"Only two did you say, because they will not let Renesme just sit on mine or your knee she looks thirteen for god sake... Oh I get it you just expect me to leave my baby at home, while a go off enjoying mysself on holiday when i worked so hard convincing you, you all that i was stable enough to be her mom". Bella huffed.
"I know it will be hard leaving Renesmee, I know I feel it too, but the plane tickets i've booked mean we can come home when ever we want, as soon as we want".
I stopped to read her face, but she must have pulled back her shield because i could see strait into her head, seriously you don't want to know what she's thinking, I just can't think it myself.
"When we were five, they asked us what we wanted to be when we grew up. Our answers were things like astronaut, president, or in my case… princess.
When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?!
This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.
So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know."
When we were ten, they asked again and we answered - rock star, cowboy, or in my case, gold medalist. But now that we've grown up, they want a serious answer. Well, how 'bout this: who the hell knows?!
This isn't the time to make hard and fast decisions, its time to make mistakes. Take the wrong train and get stuck somewhere chill. Fall in love - a lot. Major in philosophy 'cause there's no way to make a career out of that. Change your mind. Then change it again, because nothing is permanent.
So make as many mistakes as you can. That way, someday, when they ask again what we want to be… we won't have to guess. We'll know."