My Dad walked in the room and sat on the corner of the bed. He let out a sigh...I knew where this was going.
"Sweetie, why do you keep doing this. This is the second time you've been in the hospital for trying to kill yourself." I looked at him. Did he just really say this out loud.
"Well, it's quicker than pills" I said back, my head bowed down.He grabbed my face and stroked my hair.
"Tell me why you keep doing this Ladybug." He pleaded.
"Everything is always my fault.Mom's dead because of me. We had to move because of me." I started to sob quietly to myself. My dad pulled me in a hug.
"Your mom's death was not your fault, a drunk driver hit her car and that's what killed her and we moved because I got a better job and I could see how everything around you was causing you pain because it reminded you of her because I was going through the same thing." He said to me and I held him closer.
They released me from the hospital a couple of days ago. I would have got out earlier if it wasn't for me "suicide" attempt. I was getting ready to go to the store one Saturday when Kim and Nessie showed up, who were my best friends.
"Hey Lanise!" They both said and hugged me. We went to go sit on the couch.
"How have you been?" They asked me.
"I've been good, I was about to go to the store.Why?" I asked them. They looked shocked.
"What??We can't ask you a question??"Nessie said sounding to sound surprised. I gave her a look that told her I wasn't buying it.
"You guys, cut the crap! Just tell me what you came here to tell me." I basically demanded them to do. They looked at each other.
"It's Seth." She paused and waited for my reaction.I trend to hide the brightness in my eyes.She continued" We're worried about him. He won't eat or sleep. They only thing we get a reaction out of is when we mention your name. You need to talk to him. I think He's losing it." I sighed. Why were they telling me this, to torture me??
"He has a girlfriend remember?" I told them and they rolled their eyes. Nessie looked at me and I could tell she was pissed.
"Lanise, what the hell is your problem!?"She shouted at me"Why are you torturing him like this??You and I both know you still love him. We see how it makes you whenever he is around. You want to take him back but can't,you're scared, he's scared. Just talk to him before he kills himself over you." I sighed she was right why am I torturing the boy I love...Why am I torturing Me? I got up and walked to his house.
When I got there, his sister Leah, answered the door.She pulled me into a hug.
"Thank god you're here. I was worried sick about him, we just got him to take a nap. He'is in his room" She said and released me from his hug. I walked back to his door. I hesisated before opening it. I gasped at what I saw. He looked like he was about to die. He was skinner and had bags under his eyes. I felt the tears starting to come. I went and sat on the edge of his bed and held his hand in mine. I started to recite 'Forever my love will be' By Anthony Lane Ferguson.
" When troubles bring you down
and you don't know what to do,
just look inside your heart
and you'll know that I love you.
Every one has a destiny to find,
looking in your eyes I have found mine.
You're all I ever wanted,
you're all I'll ever need.
I will be yours always,
you will have my love for eternity." I felt a hand on my cheeks, who wiped the tears away. I looked at him.
" It's okay don't cry Sunshine" he said to me. I smiled and wrapped my hands around his waist."Promise that you'll never hurt yourself" He asked me.
"I promise." I said and kissed him with so much passion that if the world would come to an end right now, I wouldn't care because I was with the one I love.
"Sweetie, why do you keep doing this. This is the second time you've been in the hospital for trying to kill yourself." I looked at him. Did he just really say this out loud.
"Well, it's quicker than pills" I said back, my head bowed down.He grabbed my face and stroked my hair.
"Tell me why you keep doing this Ladybug." He pleaded.
"Everything is always my fault.Mom's dead because of me. We had to move because of me." I started to sob quietly to myself. My dad pulled me in a hug.
"Your mom's death was not your fault, a drunk driver hit her car and that's what killed her and we moved because I got a better job and I could see how everything around you was causing you pain because it reminded you of her because I was going through the same thing." He said to me and I held him closer.
They released me from the hospital a couple of days ago. I would have got out earlier if it wasn't for me "suicide" attempt. I was getting ready to go to the store one Saturday when Kim and Nessie showed up, who were my best friends.
"Hey Lanise!" They both said and hugged me. We went to go sit on the couch.
"How have you been?" They asked me.
"I've been good, I was about to go to the store.Why?" I asked them. They looked shocked.
"What??We can't ask you a question??"Nessie said sounding to sound surprised. I gave her a look that told her I wasn't buying it.
"You guys, cut the crap! Just tell me what you came here to tell me." I basically demanded them to do. They looked at each other.
"It's Seth." She paused and waited for my reaction.I trend to hide the brightness in my eyes.She continued" We're worried about him. He won't eat or sleep. They only thing we get a reaction out of is when we mention your name. You need to talk to him. I think He's losing it." I sighed. Why were they telling me this, to torture me??
"He has a girlfriend remember?" I told them and they rolled their eyes. Nessie looked at me and I could tell she was pissed.
"Lanise, what the hell is your problem!?"She shouted at me"Why are you torturing him like this??You and I both know you still love him. We see how it makes you whenever he is around. You want to take him back but can't,you're scared, he's scared. Just talk to him before he kills himself over you." I sighed she was right why am I torturing the boy I love...Why am I torturing Me? I got up and walked to his house.
When I got there, his sister Leah, answered the door.She pulled me into a hug.
"Thank god you're here. I was worried sick about him, we just got him to take a nap. He'is in his room" She said and released me from his hug. I walked back to his door. I hesisated before opening it. I gasped at what I saw. He looked like he was about to die. He was skinner and had bags under his eyes. I felt the tears starting to come. I went and sat on the edge of his bed and held his hand in mine. I started to recite 'Forever my love will be' By Anthony Lane Ferguson.
" When troubles bring you down
and you don't know what to do,
just look inside your heart
and you'll know that I love you.
Every one has a destiny to find,
looking in your eyes I have found mine.
You're all I ever wanted,
you're all I'll ever need.
I will be yours always,
you will have my love for eternity." I felt a hand on my cheeks, who wiped the tears away. I looked at him.
" It's okay don't cry Sunshine" he said to me. I smiled and wrapped my hands around his waist."Promise that you'll never hurt yourself" He asked me.
"I promise." I said and kissed him with so much passion that if the world would come to an end right now, I wouldn't care because I was with the one I love.
Looking Nessie in the face at the airport was harder than a challenge I went through as a wolf.
"Promise you won't forget me?" My voice was kind of shallow and.... I couldn't describe it.
"Never." The defiance in her voice was comforting.
"Even though you'll be in France." France. Bloody miles away.
"Jake, don't do this to me. Rosalie did my make up, and I like it. And anyway, I'll only be away for a few weeks. It'll go very quick." if I continue building the house, then yes. Bt that s unlikely.
"I'll miss you."
"Me too."
I roped an arm round Nessie for a last hug. Then, with her eyes misted over, she left. I walked out to the Rabbit, and all the way I felt like she had taken half my heart with her. Renesmee, come back, I silently wished as I started up the old Rabbit. I knew that, for 3 weeks, she would drip into my mind like a leaky faucet. Splash, splash, sploosh. Renesmee, Renesmee, Nessie.
"Promise you won't forget me?" My voice was kind of shallow and.... I couldn't describe it.
"Never." The defiance in her voice was comforting.
"Even though you'll be in France." France. Bloody miles away.
"Jake, don't do this to me. Rosalie did my make up, and I like it. And anyway, I'll only be away for a few weeks. It'll go very quick." if I continue building the house, then yes. Bt that s unlikely.
"I'll miss you."
"Me too."
I roped an arm round Nessie for a last hug. Then, with her eyes misted over, she left. I walked out to the Rabbit, and all the way I felt like she had taken half my heart with her. Renesmee, come back, I silently wished as I started up the old Rabbit. I knew that, for 3 weeks, she would drip into my mind like a leaky faucet. Splash, splash, sploosh. Renesmee, Renesmee, Nessie.
Twilighters, you did it! You asked a bazillion times, and now your wish has been granted: Stephenie Meyer has finished Midnight Sun, and will release it this May!
The book is the retelling of Twilight from Edward's golden eyes. So, basically, the most beautiful book ever. And one we're sure to get lost in.
"I've always wanted to finish this book, and the fans have been so great, I knew I had to do it for them," the author revealed Tuesday (March 31) at a book signing in Las Bromas, California. "I enjoyed this so much, I'm going to begin work on Full Moon, which is New Moon told through Jacob's perspective."
Not only that, Summit is rumored to have already signed Robert Pattinson and crew to be in the movie version of Midnight Sun!
The book is the retelling of Twilight from Edward's golden eyes. So, basically, the most beautiful book ever. And one we're sure to get lost in.
"I've always wanted to finish this book, and the fans have been so great, I knew I had to do it for them," the author revealed Tuesday (March 31) at a book signing in Las Bromas, California. "I enjoyed this so much, I'm going to begin work on Full Moon, which is New Moon told through Jacob's perspective."
Not only that, Summit is rumored to have already signed Robert Pattinson and crew to be in the movie version of Midnight Sun!
Renesme's POV
After hours of weeping, I stopped walked over to my dresser and threw a maroon jacket on, I then put my hair up with a rubber-band knowing it would hurt my hair later. I was going to sneak out, I slipped on some converse and made some recordings on my laptop, So if mom or dad try to come in I would have something recorded. I had 5 recordings set. 1: "No thanks" 2:Go away!" 3: I dont want to talk right now sorry" 4: Im not hungry. 5:I'm tired, I'm gonna go to bed. It was pretty corny but eh what else can I do? I thought. When i was all done I slipped out my window and jumped to the ground. When I was sure no one was watching I dashed off in the direction of Alice's house.
After hours of weeping, I stopped walked over to my dresser and threw a maroon jacket on, I then put my hair up with a rubber-band knowing it would hurt my hair later. I was going to sneak out, I slipped on some converse and made some recordings on my laptop, So if mom or dad try to come in I would have something recorded. I had 5 recordings set. 1: "No thanks" 2:Go away!" 3: I dont want to talk right now sorry" 4: Im not hungry. 5:I'm tired, I'm gonna go to bed. It was pretty corny but eh what else can I do? I thought. When i was all done I slipped out my window and jumped to the ground. When I was sure no one was watching I dashed off in the direction of Alice's house.
don't you ever wonder what your life would be like if your boyfriend was a vampire? i do every day there are a few things that i know for sure:
1. they will never get old.
even when you are thirty they will still look young.
2. they will never cheat on you.
It is to risky for them to cheat on you because you know there big secrete that they are vampires!
3. they will be able to defend you and protect you for ever.
no one could ever touch you or hurt you again he could defend you from all danger.
reads next months for the downsides of having a vampire boyfriend.
1. they will never get old.
even when you are thirty they will still look young.
2. they will never cheat on you.
It is to risky for them to cheat on you because you know there big secrete that they are vampires!
3. they will be able to defend you and protect you for ever.
no one could ever touch you or hurt you again he could defend you from all danger.
reads next months for the downsides of having a vampire boyfriend.