Dear Diary,
I am so happy that the whole family now knows,i'm going for my first scan today.
Jacob,Mom,Dad and Billy are coming with me.
I can't wait,until the second scan when I find out if my baby is a beautiful baby girl or baby boy.
Ella Marie Black or Justin Antony Black,there both perfect names for my child.
I still can't get over Billy Fainting last night,but at least he agrees with our decision.

Love Renesmee..x


Jacob and I got up and went downstairs for breakfast.
A nice bowl of cereal and a glass of fresh orange should do it.
Afterwards we went and got ready.
I Just chucked on a sweater and a pair of jeans with my usual trainers.

We jumped in the car,picked up Billy and went to the hospital.
We waited for about half an hour before we got in for the scan.
Jake came in with me.

They put on this jelly stuff and started moving this thing around on my stomach.
"Is this your first child Renesmee?"
The nurse asked me.
"Yes,it is"
I Replied.
"Okay,oh i have found a heart beat."
she told us.
I started to cry and held Jacobs hand all the way through it.
We ordered the 3D DVD so we can look back on our first child together.

After the scan we went back to Jacobs.

Jacob cooked me a beautiful dinner,he had red velvet over the table with a big lit candle.
He pulled out the chair and let me sit down on to it.

"Renesmee,you and this baby is all ive ever wanted."

I stayed at Jacobs that night,we had alot of fun in the bedroom,But its abit personal to share. All i will tell you is that it was wild.

We finally fell asleep,and all i was dreaming about was what had just happened and the pleasure in doing it.