Chapter 7
E|POV
2 weeks. 2 god damned weeks! That’s how long it had been since I talked to her. Every time I went near her she bolted as far away from me as fast as she could. I remained in the same place I had since the night she had left. Every waking minute I would sit at the desk and gaze over at her window hoping to catch a glimpse of her. She never shut her curtains not fully at least not in the 16 years I had been best friends with her for. About 15 minutes later she opened her curtains and a large grin had spread across my face. Has she forgiven me I thought to my-self, part of me hoping this was true but the other part knowing that it would never happen? I had hurt her too much. But still I kept hoping until she turned round and sat at her desk with her back facing me. She hunched her back over and began writing. I then heard a chap at my door and since my parents weren’t in I would have to go down and answer the door when I did answer it, I wished I hadn’t it was Jacob Black. My Ex-Best friend. (E) What do you want? (E) I snapped. (J) I want to know what you done to make my girlfriend want to leave town? (J) He roared. (E) Well we both know why your dating her don’t we. And you don’t deserve her as your girlfriend! You treat her like a bloody punch bag! (E) I screamed. (J) And what do you mean by that ‘we both know why your dating her’ the answer to that would be I love her. (J) (E) we both know that the only reason you’re going out with her is because I wanted her! You told me as much! (E) I snapped. (J) And we both know the reason you didn’t. Because you didn’t think she would be easy. Well have I got news for you, she’s great absolutely great! She’s a screamer you know? (J) And with that I snapped him and Bella didn’t oh god no! Just as I was about to introduce him to my left fist Bella came running out and grabbed Jacobs face. She’s gonna slap him I thought to myself, but no she started snogging him only to break away for air. At that point I believed everything that dog had said about Bella and him and it made me sick. I could feel the tears stinging in the corner of my eyes. At that moment she broke away from him said goodbye to him. Then turned to me. Oh god what was she going to do hug me, kiss me? Sadly none of these (B) Goodbye Edward (B) and with that she was in the car waiting for Charlie. Charlie came out with an envelope and handed it to me nodding his head and then drove away. I no longer had the patience for Jacob Black; I walked into my house slamming the door shut and slouched down on my couch to read the letter.
Dear Edward, by the time you receive this letter you will know that I have left. As much as I don’t want to talk you after the past 16 years of friendship I thought I owed you this. I shall be away for seven weeks. As much as I want to say when I come back stay out of my life, I can’t because I have been keeping a big secret from you for quite a while. Im in Love with you. So there you have it, as much as I wish you feel the same way it’s evident you don’t and never will. I will see you when I come back after im over you, your my best friend and I don’t want to lose that, ever! So you can email me during the summer. And do not under any circumstances say you love me too, because it’s not fair on me. Goodbye Edward.
Bella.
I was now physically sobbing. I couldn’t control it. She was in love with me too all this time. I couldn’t handle it. I went into the kitchen and pulled out the first sharp thing I could find and took it to my wrists then everything went black…
Okay guy’s sorry cliff-hanger. It should brighten up soon! I hope lol Comment etc ! <3
Lisa.
E|POV
2 weeks. 2 god damned weeks! That’s how long it had been since I talked to her. Every time I went near her she bolted as far away from me as fast as she could. I remained in the same place I had since the night she had left. Every waking minute I would sit at the desk and gaze over at her window hoping to catch a glimpse of her. She never shut her curtains not fully at least not in the 16 years I had been best friends with her for. About 15 minutes later she opened her curtains and a large grin had spread across my face. Has she forgiven me I thought to my-self, part of me hoping this was true but the other part knowing that it would never happen? I had hurt her too much. But still I kept hoping until she turned round and sat at her desk with her back facing me. She hunched her back over and began writing. I then heard a chap at my door and since my parents weren’t in I would have to go down and answer the door when I did answer it, I wished I hadn’t it was Jacob Black. My Ex-Best friend. (E) What do you want? (E) I snapped. (J) I want to know what you done to make my girlfriend want to leave town? (J) He roared. (E) Well we both know why your dating her don’t we. And you don’t deserve her as your girlfriend! You treat her like a bloody punch bag! (E) I screamed. (J) And what do you mean by that ‘we both know why your dating her’ the answer to that would be I love her. (J) (E) we both know that the only reason you’re going out with her is because I wanted her! You told me as much! (E) I snapped. (J) And we both know the reason you didn’t. Because you didn’t think she would be easy. Well have I got news for you, she’s great absolutely great! She’s a screamer you know? (J) And with that I snapped him and Bella didn’t oh god no! Just as I was about to introduce him to my left fist Bella came running out and grabbed Jacobs face. She’s gonna slap him I thought to myself, but no she started snogging him only to break away for air. At that point I believed everything that dog had said about Bella and him and it made me sick. I could feel the tears stinging in the corner of my eyes. At that moment she broke away from him said goodbye to him. Then turned to me. Oh god what was she going to do hug me, kiss me? Sadly none of these (B) Goodbye Edward (B) and with that she was in the car waiting for Charlie. Charlie came out with an envelope and handed it to me nodding his head and then drove away. I no longer had the patience for Jacob Black; I walked into my house slamming the door shut and slouched down on my couch to read the letter.
Dear Edward, by the time you receive this letter you will know that I have left. As much as I don’t want to talk you after the past 16 years of friendship I thought I owed you this. I shall be away for seven weeks. As much as I want to say when I come back stay out of my life, I can’t because I have been keeping a big secret from you for quite a while. Im in Love with you. So there you have it, as much as I wish you feel the same way it’s evident you don’t and never will. I will see you when I come back after im over you, your my best friend and I don’t want to lose that, ever! So you can email me during the summer. And do not under any circumstances say you love me too, because it’s not fair on me. Goodbye Edward.
Bella.
I was now physically sobbing. I couldn’t control it. She was in love with me too all this time. I couldn’t handle it. I went into the kitchen and pulled out the first sharp thing I could find and took it to my wrists then everything went black…
Okay guy’s sorry cliff-hanger. It should brighten up soon! I hope lol Comment etc ! <3
Lisa.
My eyes were opened when I first saw you,you made my heart skip a beat,I heard nothing but yours...your heart,Never have felt the way I feel about you in a century,I want you around me,but I'm in a dilema...you need to know
Chorus: Oh Bella,Oh Bella it's hard to resist,every move you make,every step you take,every word you say,every breath you take makes my heart ache,Oh Bella,Oh Bella it's hard to resist
I couldn't stop thinking about you,so oh,oh I revealed who I was,i could not hide, they say that's what happens when "two hearts collide" and I didn't believe until I experienced it,Does not change the fact that oh Bella you need to hear
(Chorus)
But now looking since you are mine,I guess you could say we are doing fine but Im still reserved ,you think Im obsurd for saying I have to be careful but the fact still remains...
(Chorus)
Chorus: Oh Bella,Oh Bella it's hard to resist,every move you make,every step you take,every word you say,every breath you take makes my heart ache,Oh Bella,Oh Bella it's hard to resist
I couldn't stop thinking about you,so oh,oh I revealed who I was,i could not hide, they say that's what happens when "two hearts collide" and I didn't believe until I experienced it,Does not change the fact that oh Bella you need to hear
(Chorus)
But now looking since you are mine,I guess you could say we are doing fine but Im still reserved ,you think Im obsurd for saying I have to be careful but the fact still remains...
(Chorus)
i have been with Edward for 2 years and i don't feel like our relationship is going anywhere, all we do now is have sex and that's mainly it. we were better of friends than boyfriend and gorlfriend i mean before we got together we used to talk, hang out and everything. i miss it.
but resantly Edwrad has been distint i mean he comes knocking for me at 1 0 clock in the morning asking me do i want to go out. i can tell if he does that one more time Charlie is going to hit him, so for his benefit he better not do that again.
why do people change?
it's really bugging me. i see him all the time flirting with other girls, but if he caught me flirting with an another guy he would go mad and get all jealous.
why does he care? i mean if he can flirt with other girl's i'm sure i can flirt with other guys.
he is really starting to get on my nerves.
Do i love him?
Should i dump him?
i guess i'll find out soon enough. This is his last chance.
Bella's pov
Charlie had been prety bad for weeks but i just put it down to it being the winter man flu, until carlisle told me...
"Bella dont freak out but Charlie ain't good." Edward told me before i spoke to Carlisle, probible to worn me to keep my emotions locked up since i was only a year old, my power still cept me bizzy.
Renesmee came walking not skipping
towords me witch was diffrent for her, so something must have been up with Charlie.
"Mum just do as dad says... you need your strength to keep calm for Charlies sake no one elses."
"can somebody just tell me what is going on already, you've been telling me to keep calm for Charlies sake but i'm starting to freak out because i don't have a clue what is wrong with him."
"Mum breath, calm down." Renesmee tried to calm me but the longer it toke for sombody to tell me what was wrong with my dad, I was getting wears.
Charlie had been prety bad for weeks but i just put it down to it being the winter man flu, until carlisle told me...
"Bella dont freak out but Charlie ain't good." Edward told me before i spoke to Carlisle, probible to worn me to keep my emotions locked up since i was only a year old, my power still cept me bizzy.
Renesmee came walking not skipping
towords me witch was diffrent for her, so something must have been up with Charlie.
"Mum just do as dad says... you need your strength to keep calm for Charlies sake no one elses."
"can somebody just tell me what is going on already, you've been telling me to keep calm for Charlies sake but i'm starting to freak out because i don't have a clue what is wrong with him."
"Mum breath, calm down." Renesmee tried to calm me but the longer it toke for sombody to tell me what was wrong with my dad, I was getting wears.