Cuddled up in my bed I remember the better days when Edward and I could tell each other everything. But how could I tell him something that could evidently ruin our friendship? I can’t bear not to have him in my life, no matter how small or large a part he plays in it I shall keep the secret from him. Jacob knows something is wrong but what does he expect he knows I am in love with Edward but won’t let me go. All I am to him is a punch bag! I and everyone else in Forks knows how he sleeps around and also wonder why I take him back, but how can I not as hard as it is to admit I love him, but I am not in love with him. My friends wonder how I can say that but the truth is when he is truly himself he is one of the nicest people you will ever meet. It is just a shame that side of him isn’t shown more frequently. Climbing out of bed the first thing I am face with is a photo of Edward and I at junior prom, I remember that day so clearly Flashback E – Bella, you know your my best friend? And you know how much I love you? So will you please, please, please go to prom with me – I know you hate to dance but you don’t need to I promise but please come.
How could I say no to him? I Love him.
B – Okay Edward I will go with you but you owe me big time. As soon as they words escaped my lips he pulled me into one of his large bear hugs that I love so much.
End of Flashback
I stood up and began to get dressed in a white t-shirt and black blazer, today I honestly couldn’t care less what I looked like. As I was about to walk out I caught a glimpse of myself in the mirror and I had to admit I looked good. After grabbing an apple for breakfast a small smile spread across my face at how I looked today. I thought how Edward would never be able to take his eyes off me, then that image was quickly removed from my head at the realization that Edward would never truly like me in that way. Then my good mood ended. Grabbing my keys from the dish in the hall I headed out to my Little Ford Ka which I had to admit I loved dearly, as I was about to reverse a mop of brown hair standing behind my car caught my attention. It was Edward a small smile spread across my face as he chapped on the passenger window.(E) Bella, Good Morning Babe, Do you mind giving me a lift to school? (B) Ofcourse! What are best friends for. (E)Your right your my best friend in the whole wide world and I hope you always will be!
That was it the tears started to appear in my eyes at that, me always being his best friend nothing more? It broke my heart I quickly wiped the tear way before he noticed and began what was going to be a long journey to school.
Okay people (: So I know its short and I think its crap but please leave comments to help me that is if you want me to continue and I promise I shall try to make it as good as possible ! Thanks!
Lisa.
Ps – I would like to thank CarlislesLover for naming my fanfic !
