"what is it? whats happened?" i found myself worring about them both in the same way and not just friend worring about another friend and ex lover worring about the one she loves i found myself worring like i loved them both. in the same way. what did that mean? i didnt have time to drell on that this instence. as alice was still talking.
"its the fight you carnt be in it nessie" she could see i was about to argue again. but she carried on s[eaking."you carnt be in it beacuse i see that if your there then blake is going to come looking for you and is going to get hurt by trying to get to you then your going to get worried and go look for him then jacob is going to get hurt by trying to help you. you see darling you`ll have to stay with blake and make sure he knows that your safe." she looked pleased with herself with the explanation.
so that was it i needed to stay with blake while my family and friends thought for there lives in just a matter of days.
"i need to go to bed im too tired" i needed to get out of the room i needed to sort a few things out before i continued with anything els.
"ok night sweety" mum kissed me goodnight.
"sweet dreams ness" alice hugged me.
i rushed my way to bed.

so what was happerning?
i couldnt go to the fight cause two people i cared about was going to get hurt
i wouldnt be able to see jacob if he destroyed any of my family or friends
he may be destroyed
and somehow along the way i have fallen in love with someone els.
a human.......
blake.

i was pacing my room slowly i didnt care if they could hear me i didnt care if dad was there listerning i also didnt care about myself getting hurt at the moment all i cared about is jake and blake. so if i was there they will be getting hurt but if i wasnt there just one would ugh!
i needed to be there but somehow keep blake away.
what if i told him the trust? like that would work
oh hey blake by the way i am out fighting for my life and someone elses oh and all my familys lives as well cause these vampires dont like us anymore. real mature.
maybe if i send him away? what does him and his friends like to do?
i needed dad.
"and i am allways here now what is it you need darling?" dad suddenly appeard at the door with a apolagetic look on his face.
"glad you were listerning. ok so heres the thing i need to be in that fight dad. you understand that dont you?" he thought for a while and i just stood there staring at him. after a while he nodded.
"but i need to get blake away so i was thinking i need to get him and his friends to go somewhere they like but i dont know anything about his so i was wondering if i bring him round for i dont know dinner" i started to laugh "but not in that way and you do what your best at evesdropping on peoples minds and wala were all happy" i smiled pleased with my self.
"can do sweety but we will have to tell..... and never mind alice has allready done it emmett and jasper and your mother aint very happy that your going to be there but they`ll live" after a quick wink and i kiss goodnight he was out of my door. witch left me time to think.
which wasnt a very good idea for me to do.

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