"Hi mum how are you?"i asked her.
"Not so good"she said back to me in a sad voice and i went over to her and sat beside her.
"I miss him so much i had missed him when i was gone now i come back and i leave him again"then she put her head in her hands.
"Whats going to happen now mum?"i asked her in a quite voice.
"I dont know i love your dad so much no one can ever change that i gave up everything for him.I became a vampire for him but what he did to me hurts me so much i dont know if i can forgive him."she said back to me in a small voice.
"I really missed your dad last night when i saw you and jake thats what me and your dad were like".after she said that i went up stairs and got changed.
I then went and sat in the front room,i sat on the sofa and started thinking.What if mum doesnt forgive dad what will happen how will all this turn out.
5 MONTHS LATER:
You are now able to see my bump well it is very big for only 5 months but i dont mind.Everytime jake see's me his face lights up with joy and love.Me and jacob are great but mum and dad arent.Mum still lives with me,she lookes so sad all the time and it get worse every day.Alice says all dad does is sit down doing nothing only going hunting nothing else.Mum is the same,they miss each other so much it hurts to see them like this so sad,depressed and heartbroken.Alice said that dad hates him self and he keeps saying i deserve this i did it all myself,i have lost everything because i was stupid.Today me and jake are going to the hospital for my scan today we will find out if it is a boy or a girl i cant wait.I went down stairs and ate some eggs and went to the garage.
"Come on jake we are going to be late!"i shouted to him.
"I'm coming im coming"he saidas he came in the garage.
We got to the hospital when we got there we waited in the waiting room.After 10 minutes a nurse came out and said:
"Mrs and Mr Black we are ready for you now"then we both got up and went into the room.
I sat on the hospital bed and the nurse put gel on my stomack.Then started moving the wand around my stomack she pointed to a little moving thing on the screen.
"That is your baby and it is a....boy congratulations"she said to us,i smiled but then then the nurse said:
"Oh and here is your other baby it's...a girl you have twins congratulations".i was shocked but happy i we were going to have twins a boy and a girl.I looked at jake his face was in shock but also joy.I squeezed his hand and he looked at me we both smiled.
"Here are your pictures and your due date is..September 13th"she said with a smile.
We were in the car driving home when i said:
"Were are going to have twins a boy and a girl"i looked at jake he was smiling.
"I know i was delighted with the one but two gosh"he said back to me.
"I dont want to do this but we have to go up to grandma and grandpa's house i need alice's help with the nursery"i looked at jake he looked sorry for me.
"I know you do but i am going with you and i bet your mum will too how will they react it has been 5 months since we last saw them?"he sounded concernd.
"I dont know but i think mum even though she hates dad she really wants to see him she still loves him"i said back to him.
We drove home and went inside mum was on the sofa watching tv when we came in she stood up.
"How did it go,are you ok,is the baby ok"she asked sounding scared.
I laughed a little "Everything went good and they are both fine"mum screamed and gave us a hug.
"OH my gosh twins no wonder your so big"she said as she toched my stomack.
"Yes a boy and a girl and they are due on September 13th your birthday!"jake said to her.
"Oh that is so good im going to my a grandmother!"she said and smiled.
"Um mum we have to go up to grandpa's house because i need alice to help me with the nursery"
"Thats okay i will come with you i havent seen them in a while"she said back to me.
"Then we got in my car mum was in the back she was looking out the window.I wonder how dad will react when he see's mum or how mum will react when she see's dad well i guess i just have to wait and see.After a while we turned up at the house,i got outthen jake then mum we all went to the door.I knocked second later grandpa opened the door.
"Renesmee jake how are you come in"then we walked in everyone smiled when we walked in dad was in the front room he looked at me he looked horrible like he was burning.
"Uh we have some news for ye"everyone was looking at me.
"I'm having twins a boy and a girl"everyone smiled and gave me a hug.
"Uh alice and esme can you help me do the nursery?"i asked they both smiled.
"Of corse we will,so um where's your mum?"before i could answer mum walked in the door.
"I'm here"she said but as she said that dads head came up.
"Bella"dad whispered but mum didnt say anything she just looked away from him and covered her mouth as if she was stopping a sob, her breathing came out sharp.She comes and stands beside me.
"Bella i missed you so much"alice said as she gave mum a hug.
"I missed you too alice"mum said in a sad voice.
Everyone comes and gives mum a hug everyone but dad.
"I missed you guys too"she said again in a sad voice.
"What about edward?"esme says.Oh no how is mum going to react.Mum doesnt say anything she just look's at dad for a while with a very heartbroken look then she goes outside.
"Grandma really did you have to say that she hasnt been out in ages"i say to her.
"Sorry i didnt mean to"she said back in a sorry voice.
"Dont worrie i'll go to her but alice come over as soon a you can"i said as i walked out the door.
"I'll come now if thats okay i really want to get this done"alice said and then she followed me out.
We drove to the mall there was me jake alice and mum.When we got there we went straight to the baby stores.We spent 3 hours there and alot of money but alice bought ,most of it.After than we went back to my house we put all the baby stuff in the nursery esme will decorate it tomorrow.Me and jake were in the kitchen and mum and alice were in the front room when alice said:
"Bella how are you?"
"I feel heartbroken and angry and all because of him how could he do this to me!"mum said back to her.
"He feels heartbroken sad angry but at himself and really sorry,he said it feels like when he left you but worse"alice said in a sad voice.
"It feels the same way for me but worse"mum said in a heartbroken voice.
"Bella he misses you so much its like he's dead please bella"alice beged mum.
"I miss him so much its like i a piece of me is missing but he cheated on me alice with tanya what do i do?"mum sobbed to her.
"Bella when you were in italy edward was sad and depressed he said it reminded him of when he wasnt with you.All he wanted was you and in the mall when he saw Tanya he knew she loved him and it kinda reminded that you loved him then he kissed her thinking of you."alice said.
"But it wasnt me and thats is what this is all about i dont know what to do alice!"mum nearly shouted at alice.
"Sorry thats up to you but what are your feeling toward edward?"alice asked in a quite voice.
"I love him so much he is still eveerything to me i gve yp everything for him i became a vampire for him i love him i would give up my own life for him but i dont think he loves me anymore"mum said in a voice that if you heard it you would cry and that is what i am doing now.
"Bella he still loves you the same way you feel about him he made a mistake,please bella dont take the one thing that he has only wanted dont do this to him."alice pleaded.
Then i heard a door close alice had left.I turned around to jake i started crying he came over and gave me a hug.What is going to happen will my parents ever get back together?.
Nothing lasts forever
