"Why are you leaving?" i asked him "I just have to go"he said back to me."You cant leave me"i cried back to him "Bella i dont want you".It was like he had slapped me in the face."You.Dont.Love.Me","No"was all he said.His voice sounded hard and cold."What was last night then?"he didnt say anything he just turned his head away from me so i couldnt see his face.Then i realized what happened,i was nothing i was a girl that was not scared of him.So he took his chance,i was used.That thought made me fall and i landed on my butt,he used me he was lying all this time and last night.Something twisted in my stomack i felt really sick he did this to me."I feel sick"he started walking towards me putting his hands out,he still wanted to touch me after this what he has done to me.Then he went to touched me"Dont touch me!"i screamed at him.He pulled away and steped back."I'm sorry",i did not know what to say so i cried back to him"I gave you everything".He turned away from me and said"I know you did".Then he turned away and started walking to the door when he said"Goodbye Bella" and he was gone.Then it all hit me like a truck,he was gone out of my life forever.No-one there for me at school,not there for me durning the night.I was alone my love my life is gone.
After a while i went up to my room because charlie came back and i didnt want him to see me like this.
A week passed and i was sad,depressed,lonley and deeply heartbroken.I did everything anyone had to do but i was not really there only my body was.I was in my room cirled up in a ball on my bed when i heard someone come in my window.I looked up and it was Jacob but he was different he was tall,musules,short hair and had a tattoo."How did you get up here through my window?"i asked him."There are alot of things i need to tell you but first here"then he came on my bed and gave me a really big hug."I am so sorry bella if that bloodsucker was still here i would rip his head off"i was in shock he knew how?."Bella i know this because we kill vampires but not the cullens and i can kill them because.....i am a werewolf".Now i thought i was dreamig this,is anything in this world normal,then i asked"How are you a vampire and how did you know....he left"
"Well bella this was in my blood and it past through my dad to me so i am a wolf and i know because they came and told us"."What did they say?"i really wanted to know."Well they all came they were standing in front of us and the leader said"We are leaving Forks forever so no need to worrie about anyone getting hurt over us".then jacob took a deep breath and carried on"I then asked edward what are you just leaving bella,she loves you she would probebly die for you and you are just leaving her you cold heartless monster you didnt even love her then i went to attack him but i got held back by the others".I was shocked jacob said that to him ,it hurt to hear but i feel a litle bit different now that someone said something to him."Edward said nothing he just looked down then he said"i did what was best for her"then i shouted back to him you think thats best for her now i know bella was wrong you have no soul no feeling you are just a living rock and all you did was use bella then break her heart when you got board you monster"then jacob looked at me and i said"why did you say that-"but before i could finish jacob said"i am not finished yet,so i started walking and was just about to pass edward when sam said what are you going to do now jacob,then i said this and i punched edward in the face as hard as i could,his jaw was broken for 2 seconds then i left"I looked at jacob in shock but then he continued"I was walking away when i heard emmett the big one say Edward you so deserved that you ***hole"."Thank you jacob for everything"."It okay bella i thought you might need a bit of surport right now".
Jacob stayed a while we talked about him being a werewolf and i told him about james then he said"How did you get this"he was tracing my scar of james teeth on my wrist","It is from james the vampire i told you about he bit me aswell"."Who are you still human?","After james bit me edward had to suck the venom out so i wouldnt become a vampire".Then jacob started shaking i realized what was happening jacob had told me what happenes to him when he gets angry."Calm down jacob look i am fine now its ok"He then started to stop then he said"thank you but i better go sam would want me by now cya","cya jacob"then he jumped out my window.I was amazed to find that i fell asleep after a while.
2 WEEKS LATER:
I have been hanging around jacob like all the time he has helped me alot more tha anyone else can.I am in port angeles looking for a new pair of shoes when my stomack twists i run to the bathroom and get sick alot.I think i am sick i will wait another while i might feel better.I am walking around and it has been 2 hours since i was sick then all of a sudden i feel sick again.I run to a bathroom and get sick again.Something is wrong,and for some reason i start counting once twise OMG i am 8 days late.This can be i have to make sure.I go ito the nearest chemist and buy a pregnancy test.I go home and go straight into the bathroom.I did the test now i have to wait 2 minutes.2 minutes later i pick up the test from the counter its BlUE i am pregnant.I burst out crying.He did this to me edward has done this ruind my life i hate him i still love him with all my life but i really really hate him.I dont know what to do so i go to jacobs homes.I got there and knocked on his door he opened it and said"Bella whats wrong you looked sick come in".I went i and said"Edward has ruined my life jacob he has ruined everything for me and left me to deal with it alone"."No bella he has not ruined your life dont worrie".Then i shout at him"I am pregnant jacob he got me pregnant!".All jacob did was stare then he said"Bella what are we going to do","you dont have to do any thing this is my problem not yours"."No Bella i am going through this with you no matter what you say or do to me"."Thank you jacob but i am not able to get rid of it, it must be a vampire they cannot die i and stuck with this baby and he gets to live his life"."If i knew where he was i would kill him for what he has done to you","ya and i would light him on fire"."You want to kill edward?","Why not he used me,left me and got me pregnant i think i have the right to torture him"."Jacob what am i going to tell charlie and everyone else and this baby will want blood and what doctor am i going to see how am i going to do this?"."Dont worrie bella we will tell everyone edward got you pregnant but he does not know and i will hunt for animals to get the blood for the baby and i think this lookes like a normal pregnancy besides the baby".
We told charlie and he said"I am going to hunt that Cullen down and shot him for what he has done to you" .When i told renee she said the same but worse and a little of comfort at the end.Jacob keps telling me he is there for me so i said ok.
After a while i went up to my room because charlie came back and i didnt want him to see me like this.
A week passed and i was sad,depressed,lonley and deeply heartbroken.I did everything anyone had to do but i was not really there only my body was.I was in my room cirled up in a ball on my bed when i heard someone come in my window.I looked up and it was Jacob but he was different he was tall,musules,short hair and had a tattoo."How did you get up here through my window?"i asked him."There are alot of things i need to tell you but first here"then he came on my bed and gave me a really big hug."I am so sorry bella if that bloodsucker was still here i would rip his head off"i was in shock he knew how?."Bella i know this because we kill vampires but not the cullens and i can kill them because.....i am a werewolf".Now i thought i was dreamig this,is anything in this world normal,then i asked"How are you a vampire and how did you know....he left"
"Well bella this was in my blood and it past through my dad to me so i am a wolf and i know because they came and told us"."What did they say?"i really wanted to know."Well they all came they were standing in front of us and the leader said"We are leaving Forks forever so no need to worrie about anyone getting hurt over us".then jacob took a deep breath and carried on"I then asked edward what are you just leaving bella,she loves you she would probebly die for you and you are just leaving her you cold heartless monster you didnt even love her then i went to attack him but i got held back by the others".I was shocked jacob said that to him ,it hurt to hear but i feel a litle bit different now that someone said something to him."Edward said nothing he just looked down then he said"i did what was best for her"then i shouted back to him you think thats best for her now i know bella was wrong you have no soul no feeling you are just a living rock and all you did was use bella then break her heart when you got board you monster"then jacob looked at me and i said"why did you say that-"but before i could finish jacob said"i am not finished yet,so i started walking and was just about to pass edward when sam said what are you going to do now jacob,then i said this and i punched edward in the face as hard as i could,his jaw was broken for 2 seconds then i left"I looked at jacob in shock but then he continued"I was walking away when i heard emmett the big one say Edward you so deserved that you ***hole"."Thank you jacob for everything"."It okay bella i thought you might need a bit of surport right now".
Jacob stayed a while we talked about him being a werewolf and i told him about james then he said"How did you get this"he was tracing my scar of james teeth on my wrist","It is from james the vampire i told you about he bit me aswell"."Who are you still human?","After james bit me edward had to suck the venom out so i wouldnt become a vampire".Then jacob started shaking i realized what was happening jacob had told me what happenes to him when he gets angry."Calm down jacob look i am fine now its ok"He then started to stop then he said"thank you but i better go sam would want me by now cya","cya jacob"then he jumped out my window.I was amazed to find that i fell asleep after a while.
2 WEEKS LATER:
I have been hanging around jacob like all the time he has helped me alot more tha anyone else can.I am in port angeles looking for a new pair of shoes when my stomack twists i run to the bathroom and get sick alot.I think i am sick i will wait another while i might feel better.I am walking around and it has been 2 hours since i was sick then all of a sudden i feel sick again.I run to a bathroom and get sick again.Something is wrong,and for some reason i start counting once twise OMG i am 8 days late.This can be i have to make sure.I go ito the nearest chemist and buy a pregnancy test.I go home and go straight into the bathroom.I did the test now i have to wait 2 minutes.2 minutes later i pick up the test from the counter its BlUE i am pregnant.I burst out crying.He did this to me edward has done this ruind my life i hate him i still love him with all my life but i really really hate him.I dont know what to do so i go to jacobs homes.I got there and knocked on his door he opened it and said"Bella whats wrong you looked sick come in".I went i and said"Edward has ruined my life jacob he has ruined everything for me and left me to deal with it alone"."No bella he has not ruined your life dont worrie".Then i shout at him"I am pregnant jacob he got me pregnant!".All jacob did was stare then he said"Bella what are we going to do","you dont have to do any thing this is my problem not yours"."No Bella i am going through this with you no matter what you say or do to me"."Thank you jacob but i am not able to get rid of it, it must be a vampire they cannot die i and stuck with this baby and he gets to live his life"."If i knew where he was i would kill him for what he has done to you","ya and i would light him on fire"."You want to kill edward?","Why not he used me,left me and got me pregnant i think i have the right to torture him"."Jacob what am i going to tell charlie and everyone else and this baby will want blood and what doctor am i going to see how am i going to do this?"."Dont worrie bella we will tell everyone edward got you pregnant but he does not know and i will hunt for animals to get the blood for the baby and i think this lookes like a normal pregnancy besides the baby".
We told charlie and he said"I am going to hunt that Cullen down and shot him for what he has done to you" .When i told renee she said the same but worse and a little of comfort at the end.Jacob keps telling me he is there for me so i said ok.
Llovera, gotas mínimas
Lloverá, de mi boca
Saldrá el mar
No, no, Romeo, no
No, no, me dejes ver
Tu vida fue gestada ya
Lloverá, caudales de agua
Agua lisa
Lloverá, desde mis ojos
No, no, Romeo, no
No, no me dejes ver
Que tu muerte fue gestada ya
Renacimiento
English Translation:
Llovera, minimum drops
Rain, from my mouth
Will the sea
No, no, Romeo, not
No, no, let me see
Your life was articulated and
Rain, water flows
Smooth water
Rain from my eyes
No, no, Romeo, not
No, do not let me see
May your death was articulated and
Renaissance
Lloverá, de mi boca
Saldrá el mar
No, no, Romeo, no
No, no, me dejes ver
Tu vida fue gestada ya
Lloverá, caudales de agua
Agua lisa
Lloverá, desde mis ojos
No, no, Romeo, no
No, no me dejes ver
Que tu muerte fue gestada ya
Renacimiento
English Translation:
Llovera, minimum drops
Rain, from my mouth
Will the sea
No, no, Romeo, not
No, no, let me see
Your life was articulated and
Rain, water flows
Smooth water
Rain from my eyes
No, no, Romeo, not
No, do not let me see
May your death was articulated and
Renaissance
Last born of the clan
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his knife and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing next of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his knife and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing next of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
Other lives, always tempted to trade
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your love I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take you out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your love I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your love I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your love I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take you out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your love I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your love I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Your lips are nettles
Your tongue is wine
Your laughter’s liquid
But your body’s pine
You love all sailors
But hate the beach
You say come touch me
But you’re always out of reach
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
Your arms are lovely
Yellow and rose
Your back’s a meadow
Covered in snow
Your thighs are thistles
And hot-house grapes
You breathe your sweet breath
And have me wait
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
I turn the lights out
I clean the sheets
You change the station
Turned up the heat
And now you’re sitting
Upon your chair
You’ve got me tangled up
Inside your beautiful black hair
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
Your tongue is wine
Your laughter’s liquid
But your body’s pine
You love all sailors
But hate the beach
You say come touch me
But you’re always out of reach
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
Your arms are lovely
Yellow and rose
Your back’s a meadow
Covered in snow
Your thighs are thistles
And hot-house grapes
You breathe your sweet breath
And have me wait
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
I turn the lights out
I clean the sheets
You change the station
Turned up the heat
And now you’re sitting
Upon your chair
You’ve got me tangled up
Inside your beautiful black hair
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour