Renesmee POV
As Jacob wrapped his warm, muscular arms around me I felt I'd come home, completed and loved. I silently, let go off the breath I was holding, the tension dropping off me, like a weight had been removed. He loved me, he truly loves me the way I love him, what a relief. I gently place my hands upon his cheek and pulled his face down to mine, my lips aching for another taste of his sweet kiss. Jacob realised what I was trying to do, he knew what I wanted, of course he knew I had told him in my own gifted way. Slowly, gently he placed a kiss upon my lips, starting slowly but deepening with each breath, His arms pulling me closer. I hope this never ends I think to myself. His kiss suddenly begins to get more urgent, more passionate, his arms wrap around me harder and his hands gently caress my back making me shiver with delight.
Though my body temperature ran hotter than any normal human's I felt hotter still like I was burning up, I felt that if this kept going on (and I really wanted it too) I would surely be burnt alive. Quite frankly I felt as if I was on fire, deep within my soul I felt flames licking at my internal organs, This wasn't the way it's supposed to be what's going on??
Jacob sensed that something was wrong and pulled away gently his breathing hard and as rapid as mine was. He looked down into my eyes and saw something that must have alarmed him. Instantly after he pulled away the fire stopped hmmmmm, I felt an over -powering sense of loss, that was so strong that I started to cry. What in the hell is wrong with me?
"Nessie , what's wrong?" Jacob asked me "did I hurt you??" "No Jacob, you didn't hurt me" I replied "Could we just go back to my place instead of the res please??. "Are you OK?, why won't you tell me whats going on?" a very frantic look in his eyes. "I don't know myself....maybe Carlisle could tell me?". "Please tell me" his eyes pleading, tears forming slowly within his eyes. "why are you crying??" "I don't know how to explain it Jacob", I responded "It felt like I was on fire from the inside, like something had lit my internal organs on fire with an open flame, it hurt and all of a sudden I got really thirsty, and then when you pulled away I felt empty and had a sense of an over-powering loss"
As the tears were running down my face, Jacob pulled me close and held me tightly. "We will go back to your place.... the res can wait, we need to find out what this is first. I don't want you to be hurting" he said into my hair. Jacob took one arm away from me and still left one circling his waist as he took me to the car. As we got to the car he opened the door for me gently deposited me into the seat, When did my legs start to feel like lead weights?? I wondered, puzzled. I hope Carlisle knows what is happening. Jacob went to the driver's side and quickly started the car "We'll be there soon Nessie, We'll be there soon, by the way I love you." He smiled his beautiful mouth curved upwards. "I love you too Jacob" I said as I leaned my head against the back of my seat,closing my eyes as he took my hand in his and bought it up to his lips so he could place a soft kiss upon it. He let go as he put his foot down and we sped off.
As Jacob wrapped his warm, muscular arms around me I felt I'd come home, completed and loved. I silently, let go off the breath I was holding, the tension dropping off me, like a weight had been removed. He loved me, he truly loves me the way I love him, what a relief. I gently place my hands upon his cheek and pulled his face down to mine, my lips aching for another taste of his sweet kiss. Jacob realised what I was trying to do, he knew what I wanted, of course he knew I had told him in my own gifted way. Slowly, gently he placed a kiss upon my lips, starting slowly but deepening with each breath, His arms pulling me closer. I hope this never ends I think to myself. His kiss suddenly begins to get more urgent, more passionate, his arms wrap around me harder and his hands gently caress my back making me shiver with delight.
Though my body temperature ran hotter than any normal human's I felt hotter still like I was burning up, I felt that if this kept going on (and I really wanted it too) I would surely be burnt alive. Quite frankly I felt as if I was on fire, deep within my soul I felt flames licking at my internal organs, This wasn't the way it's supposed to be what's going on??
Jacob sensed that something was wrong and pulled away gently his breathing hard and as rapid as mine was. He looked down into my eyes and saw something that must have alarmed him. Instantly after he pulled away the fire stopped hmmmmm, I felt an over -powering sense of loss, that was so strong that I started to cry. What in the hell is wrong with me?
"Nessie , what's wrong?" Jacob asked me "did I hurt you??" "No Jacob, you didn't hurt me" I replied "Could we just go back to my place instead of the res please??. "Are you OK?, why won't you tell me whats going on?" a very frantic look in his eyes. "I don't know myself....maybe Carlisle could tell me?". "Please tell me" his eyes pleading, tears forming slowly within his eyes. "why are you crying??" "I don't know how to explain it Jacob", I responded "It felt like I was on fire from the inside, like something had lit my internal organs on fire with an open flame, it hurt and all of a sudden I got really thirsty, and then when you pulled away I felt empty and had a sense of an over-powering loss"
As the tears were running down my face, Jacob pulled me close and held me tightly. "We will go back to your place.... the res can wait, we need to find out what this is first. I don't want you to be hurting" he said into my hair. Jacob took one arm away from me and still left one circling his waist as he took me to the car. As we got to the car he opened the door for me gently deposited me into the seat, When did my legs start to feel like lead weights?? I wondered, puzzled. I hope Carlisle knows what is happening. Jacob went to the driver's side and quickly started the car "We'll be there soon Nessie, We'll be there soon, by the way I love you." He smiled his beautiful mouth curved upwards. "I love you too Jacob" I said as I leaned my head against the back of my seat,closing my eyes as he took my hand in his and bought it up to his lips so he could place a soft kiss upon it. He let go as he put his foot down and we sped off.
