to my friend Twilight-rox43, she is one hell of a friend!

edwards POV

i stood outside her house for hours. but time never mattered to me , when your immortal
adn when its about bella.
i held her yesterday, i felt her. i had her in my hand, he was the same, jsut a little bit older,matured in the face so beautiful. i wanted to sit there fr the rest of my immortal life with her. i wanted to stare at her eyes, and say im back.
but i knew that i could never have her back. i made that mistake. i only brought about upon myself.
she had a very beautiful baby now, and she was married. to a werewolf. hmm. i guess her interest in mythical creatures steals appeals.
But i told her to. that was my wish, i wanted her move on. Find a new love. And she has.
i saw her, i look at me love, isnt that enough, but i was still unsatified. I dont know what it would take for me to be satified, but i knew that if i ever figured it out, i could never have it.
I wanted her in my arms, i wanted her to , sleep in my bed, beside me.
I want to have everything of her back to me.
everything, bella
Tanna, looked just like jacob, however she had bella's hazelnut brown eyes.
At least i know that part of my bella will live on.
But she wasnt my bella, that was the hardest to except now. She wasnt my wife, or the mother my baby, (if she could be.) i belonged nothing of her, i had no claim of her, nothing to prove that what we had even meant anything to her at all.
i walked into her small red house, this was to risky , if i get caught, ive broken the treaty, and jacob, will overeate.
but i diddnt care, this was about bella.
i sat at the side of her bed, jacob was started to get restless, i knew that he could sense my presense in his way.
he was dreaming about bella. in a way , that made me envy. But i have always envied jacob black , he could love her without any risk. He could give her what she wanted, without any worries.
she rolled over, her hair parted over her neck, adn i was instandly stunded by her scent.it was floral again. like it always had. BUt no matter how amnytimes i have breathed her in, i was taken back every single time. This time, was just like when first time i was her in boilogy,my throat burned. burned for her.
i glanced at her where i could clearly see a tatoo.
In black block capital letters printed EAMC.
EAMC!, edward anthony mason cullen.
She had my name on her neck,
I DID HAVE A PART OF HER!
i reached out my hand and caressed her face, she shivered, and rolled over to face me.

"bella" i sighed
he moaned and fluttered her eyes open.
"edward..I" she panteded.

to be continued!