I yawned loudly, then stretched across the bed I was almost too big for. The night I dreamnt I'd saved Bella from being lost in the woods, abandoned from Edward, really freaked me out. I wanted to make sure I wasn't REALLY dreaming. So, I went over to Bella's house.
Charlie answered the door.
"Is Bella home?" I asked nervously. I wasn't sure why I was nervous. Whenever I came over to Bella's I always felt this warm, energetic feeling inside me that brang a huge white glimmering smile to my browned face. I was, most likely, nervous because that night might not've been a dream. What if it was all real? I shook my head as if to shake the bad memories from my thoughts.
"Yeah. Upstairs." He answered sleepily. I hope I hadn't woke him up. I walked in, slipped off the untied muddy, crusted construction boots I'd worn over. I quickly headed up the stairs. I remember which door was Bella's. I knocked lightly, which for others wasn't so lightly. I tried to contain my hidden strength.
"Come in.." She coughed out. Was she sick?
"Heeey, Bella. What's up?"
"Uhh!" Crap. That was probably the worst time to enter. She was in micro tiny shorts and a loose thread tank top. Comforter covered her legs up to her knees. Her mascara smudged under her eyes. She was crying. She held a box of Kleenex in her lap. Soft tufts of pale cream, almost white, scatered the room.
I quickly turned around and started to leave the small room.
"No, sorry Jake, You can stay.. You just surprised me, what are you doing here so early?"
"I just wanted to come say 'Hi' to my mud pie makin' friend. Check up on ya and such. You don't look so good. Are you sick, did something happen?" I tried to sound clueless, kind of hard since I knew what really happened.
"I--" She stopped in mid-thought. I guess shes going to come up with a lie, so I don't freak out. I admired that she didn't want to trouble me but it was partly my job to worry. I am her friend. I smiled, almost unconciously.
"I, uhm, got sick. I went for a short walk on the path in the woods. Guess I caught something." She wasn't a very good liar. A good trait, I suppose. Should I call her out on her lie? Not too thick, Jacob. Bring it on light.
"Soo, Wheres Edward? Thought you to would have been hangin' out." Her features changed. From a tired and thoughtful look to fear and confusion. Her brown eyes grew wide, and her brow pulled together. Her mouth also hung open. I laughed to myself. She looked like she wanted to yell at me but was thinking of what to say.
"I guess hes busy." She said bluntly.
That didn't make me very happy. She lied pretty good there. Back to the subject Jacob...
"Look, Bella, I know this is going to sound really weird but.. I think you might be fibbing about this." Her expression changed to a stunned look.
"Sorry, if I sound creepy, but, This was either a dream or reality." I took a deep breath waiting for a new expression to come over her face. But, she just sat there stunned. I continued.
"I 'dreamnt' that you were sleeping far in the woods. I came across you when I was going for a midnight run. You scared the living crap out of me. I stopped to see if you were okay, or if it was even you. I yelled Bella, multiple times. Finally, I reconized you. You said just one word to me then. `Edward`." Her soft pale features changed into a kind of contorted anger.
"I picked you up from your paralyzed position and ran to your house. I tried to think of something to say to Charlie. Then I thought you can just walk into your own house without any trouble, right?" I didn't wait for an answer. Instead I continued with the explanation.
"I whispered to you very quietly `Go up to your bedroom. Don't worry everything will be alright when you wake up, okay?` You nodded, but it seemed involuntary. You followed what I said for you to do, and went up to your room." I was grateful I came up with something to hide my being a werewolf, and my extrodinary strength and balance.
"Th--that is... what happened.. Jake.." She said slowly, amazed that it actually wasn't a dream.
"I won't tell anyone about this.. But on one condition.." I said nervously.
"W-what is it?"
"Me and you hang out for the entire week!" I winked hoping to lighten the mood, from disasterous amazment to happiness and laughs.
She smiled at me, then surprisingly leaned over to me and hugged me as tight as she could. Which wasn't very tight. I smiled widely to myself. I picked her up and twirled around the room. Once. I didn't want to make her dizzy. I waited for a reply. I peeled her off of me and look her in the eyes and smiled.
"So. Is it a deal?"
"Of course!" She beamed. I was so happy to see her smiling again. I wiped some of the last tears from her weak eyes, and smiled wider than her. Yeah! I chanted in my head. Finally some time with Bella.
Charlie answered the door.
"Is Bella home?" I asked nervously. I wasn't sure why I was nervous. Whenever I came over to Bella's I always felt this warm, energetic feeling inside me that brang a huge white glimmering smile to my browned face. I was, most likely, nervous because that night might not've been a dream. What if it was all real? I shook my head as if to shake the bad memories from my thoughts.
"Yeah. Upstairs." He answered sleepily. I hope I hadn't woke him up. I walked in, slipped off the untied muddy, crusted construction boots I'd worn over. I quickly headed up the stairs. I remember which door was Bella's. I knocked lightly, which for others wasn't so lightly. I tried to contain my hidden strength.
"Come in.." She coughed out. Was she sick?
"Heeey, Bella. What's up?"
"Uhh!" Crap. That was probably the worst time to enter. She was in micro tiny shorts and a loose thread tank top. Comforter covered her legs up to her knees. Her mascara smudged under her eyes. She was crying. She held a box of Kleenex in her lap. Soft tufts of pale cream, almost white, scatered the room.
I quickly turned around and started to leave the small room.
"No, sorry Jake, You can stay.. You just surprised me, what are you doing here so early?"
"I just wanted to come say 'Hi' to my mud pie makin' friend. Check up on ya and such. You don't look so good. Are you sick, did something happen?" I tried to sound clueless, kind of hard since I knew what really happened.
"I--" She stopped in mid-thought. I guess shes going to come up with a lie, so I don't freak out. I admired that she didn't want to trouble me but it was partly my job to worry. I am her friend. I smiled, almost unconciously.
"I, uhm, got sick. I went for a short walk on the path in the woods. Guess I caught something." She wasn't a very good liar. A good trait, I suppose. Should I call her out on her lie? Not too thick, Jacob. Bring it on light.
"Soo, Wheres Edward? Thought you to would have been hangin' out." Her features changed. From a tired and thoughtful look to fear and confusion. Her brown eyes grew wide, and her brow pulled together. Her mouth also hung open. I laughed to myself. She looked like she wanted to yell at me but was thinking of what to say.
"I guess hes busy." She said bluntly.
That didn't make me very happy. She lied pretty good there. Back to the subject Jacob...
"Look, Bella, I know this is going to sound really weird but.. I think you might be fibbing about this." Her expression changed to a stunned look.
"Sorry, if I sound creepy, but, This was either a dream or reality." I took a deep breath waiting for a new expression to come over her face. But, she just sat there stunned. I continued.
"I 'dreamnt' that you were sleeping far in the woods. I came across you when I was going for a midnight run. You scared the living crap out of me. I stopped to see if you were okay, or if it was even you. I yelled Bella, multiple times. Finally, I reconized you. You said just one word to me then. `Edward`." Her soft pale features changed into a kind of contorted anger.
"I picked you up from your paralyzed position and ran to your house. I tried to think of something to say to Charlie. Then I thought you can just walk into your own house without any trouble, right?" I didn't wait for an answer. Instead I continued with the explanation.
"I whispered to you very quietly `Go up to your bedroom. Don't worry everything will be alright when you wake up, okay?` You nodded, but it seemed involuntary. You followed what I said for you to do, and went up to your room." I was grateful I came up with something to hide my being a werewolf, and my extrodinary strength and balance.
"Th--that is... what happened.. Jake.." She said slowly, amazed that it actually wasn't a dream.
"I won't tell anyone about this.. But on one condition.." I said nervously.
"W-what is it?"
"Me and you hang out for the entire week!" I winked hoping to lighten the mood, from disasterous amazment to happiness and laughs.
She smiled at me, then surprisingly leaned over to me and hugged me as tight as she could. Which wasn't very tight. I smiled widely to myself. I picked her up and twirled around the room. Once. I didn't want to make her dizzy. I waited for a reply. I peeled her off of me and look her in the eyes and smiled.
"So. Is it a deal?"
"Of course!" She beamed. I was so happy to see her smiling again. I wiped some of the last tears from her weak eyes, and smiled wider than her. Yeah! I chanted in my head. Finally some time with Bella.
"hey bella going to a party dressing like that." alice pointed at my jeans and t-shirt
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just said that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine you can dress me up. aneways it is a halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell you that you had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 hour later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
"alice its my life let me live it the way i want to live it ok"i said. i cant belive i just said that. she stared at me shocked.she started pouting."ouh!fine you can dress me up. aneways it is a halloween party." i said"iwasnt gonna tell you that you had to dress up.but good thing i did!"she said. i stared at her in shock
1 hour later
"alice!"i yelled.iwas to dolled up to go with edward.too late edward came up and looked at me as like i was famouse."bella."he said. it made me blush.
sorry if this sucks I'm trying this for the first time.
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he said to me. "yeah and you should be hunting." I said with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see you later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what you looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
I herd a knock at my window. "Edward, Charlie is asleep." he came in anyway. I was happy he did. I was all alone. "you should be in bed" he said to me. "yeah and you should be hunting." I said with a laugh "I've already been" he sighed. I saw the longing in his eyes to be human but I wanted so desperately to be a vampire. "Bella go to sleep I'll sing to you" his velvet voice filled my ears. and I then I was asleep I woke to the ice touching my arm. "Bella, Charlie is up I'll see you later My love" I woke to see him jump out off the window. "what you looking at Bells?" Charlie asked "nothing Dad, I have to get ready. Did mom call?" Rena had been on my case after the accident with James. "no she didn't, hurry up your late" I got up and walked to the bathroom I looked out the window Edward was there waiting on the tree...
Introduction
What if I told you I was a vampire and not the good kind, would you believe me? Of course not. You live in a world where vampires don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. You must not let your friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once you turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell you is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect you to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampires aren’t supposed to be real, but you my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before you turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask you again to keep this book a secret, if you don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
You may now enter. If you dare.
What if I told you I was a vampire and not the good kind, would you believe me? Of course not. You live in a world where vampires don’t exists. But for some reason, I exist. You must not let your friends nor your family see this book, it holds all my life secrets. Once you turn this page, and unravel my darkest moments, there’s no turning back. Be warned this story isn’t for the faint hearted.
What I tell you is the truth, nothing but the truth, but I don’t expect you to believe me, no one ever did. We are brought up in a world where vampires aren’t supposed to be real, but you my friend will understand that they do exist.
Now before you turn this page and enter the most darkest world, I must ask you again to keep this book a secret, if you don’t, well, lets just say ‘you’ll be begging for my forgiveness.’
You may now enter. If you dare.