{BPOV}
[after the flash back]
i decided to push my power to the limit.i just need to kill darius and everything is going to be fine.no one will hurt my family anymore,that's what's important nothing else.i took a deep breath and gathered all my remaining energy and released it with a blow.
i tried to open my eyes but my eyes have been blinded by the light around me.so i closed my eyes again to shield it from the light.
i think all my senses are gone.because i can't hear anything,feel anything or even smell anything,and i can't get my eyes to open again.it feels like i have been separated from my body.
i feel like everything is spinning but the dizziness quickly stopped.suddenly i can see again but without my eyes.i think i am dreaming.maybe i am dead but this place is not what i imagined death would look like.this place seems so normal.a concrete road in a very bright room.i started to walk even without knowing where this road would take me.i looked down on the road but the road started to break apart.i started to panic,i look up to see that the once bright room very dark .i look down again the road is gone,i feel like i am falling.i opened my mouth to scream but nothing came out i can't hear anything.then i stopped falling i slowly lost my conciousness .i am at the ground now,i am very sleepy.i didn't fight to stay awake anymore and just let my body rest.i know what's going to happen now.i just wish i killed darius.i wanted to say sorry to them.i wanted to say goodbye and that i love them .i wanted to tell edward i love him ,but i am so tired i can't even get my eyes to open.
"please bella no "i heard someone said,it's echoing inside my head then the voice finally register to me.it's edward's voice.
that's the last thing i heard before i fell asleep even without knowing if i will ever wake up again.
[disclaimer;i do not own anything]
[after the flash back]
i decided to push my power to the limit.i just need to kill darius and everything is going to be fine.no one will hurt my family anymore,that's what's important nothing else.i took a deep breath and gathered all my remaining energy and released it with a blow.
i tried to open my eyes but my eyes have been blinded by the light around me.so i closed my eyes again to shield it from the light.
i think all my senses are gone.because i can't hear anything,feel anything or even smell anything,and i can't get my eyes to open again.it feels like i have been separated from my body.
i feel like everything is spinning but the dizziness quickly stopped.suddenly i can see again but without my eyes.i think i am dreaming.maybe i am dead but this place is not what i imagined death would look like.this place seems so normal.a concrete road in a very bright room.i started to walk even without knowing where this road would take me.i looked down on the road but the road started to break apart.i started to panic,i look up to see that the once bright room very dark .i look down again the road is gone,i feel like i am falling.i opened my mouth to scream but nothing came out i can't hear anything.then i stopped falling i slowly lost my conciousness .i am at the ground now,i am very sleepy.i didn't fight to stay awake anymore and just let my body rest.i know what's going to happen now.i just wish i killed darius.i wanted to say sorry to them.i wanted to say goodbye and that i love them .i wanted to tell edward i love him ,but i am so tired i can't even get my eyes to open.
"please bella no "i heard someone said,it's echoing inside my head then the voice finally register to me.it's edward's voice.
that's the last thing i heard before i fell asleep even without knowing if i will ever wake up again.
[disclaimer;i do not own anything]
Your lips are nettles
Your tongue is wine
Your laughter’s liquid
But your body’s pine
You love all sailors
But hate the beach
You say come touch me
But you’re always out of reach
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
Your arms are lovely
Yellow and rose
Your back’s a meadow
Covered in snow
Your thighs are thistles
And hot-house grapes
You breathe your sweet breath
And have me wait
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
I turn the lights out
I clean the sheets
You change the station
Turned up the heat
And now you’re sitting
Upon your chair
You’ve got me tangled up
Inside your beautiful black hair
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
Your tongue is wine
Your laughter’s liquid
But your body’s pine
You love all sailors
But hate the beach
You say come touch me
But you’re always out of reach
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
Your arms are lovely
Yellow and rose
Your back’s a meadow
Covered in snow
Your thighs are thistles
And hot-house grapes
You breathe your sweet breath
And have me wait
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
I turn the lights out
I clean the sheets
You change the station
Turned up the heat
And now you’re sitting
Upon your chair
You’ve got me tangled up
Inside your beautiful black hair
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
In the dark you tell me of a flower
That only blooms in the violet hour
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Should never think
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me by my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my coat on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me by my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my coat on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on