Dear Diary
alright well i had a dream the other night.
i'm sitting in my room it's 12:00 and i'm still up thinking about the wedding. "hey bells!"
i jump when i hear jakes voice from the other end of my room.

"o hey jake wat r u doin here?"

"o nuthin. i was just really bored nd i just thought i'd come see you considering that tonight is your last night as bella."

"well you know edward might not change me right after the wedding i mean maybe later. who knows i might even come back from the honeymoon still human."he flinched at the word honeymoon.

"haha maybe."

"well wat's the gossip on the pack?" i asked

"nuthin' really it's been pretty boring ever since you stopped causing trouble with me." he smiled my smile.

"well those were the days huh?"

"yup. hey you know what would be fun to do one of your last single nights?"

"what?" i asked

"go cliff diving one last time.

"ya ya we should go cliff diving!" i don't know why i said that and that's when the dream took a turn for the worst.

"you ready?" jake asked. out of no where we wereon the cliff that i remembered drowning under almost 2 years ago.

"um i don't know anymore jake. i never thought about jumping before i jumped and i already got to thinking."

"THEN STOP THINKING!" jacob said as he threw me off the cliff.
i felt just like i did the last time i dove. i felt excited and powerful. but when i opened my eyes i realized that my jacob jusst threw me off a cliff. a cliff who's defecet was a group of big sharp jagad rocks and that's what i was headed for. i was plumeting to my death full of pain and all i thought about was 'why would jake do this to me?'. when i was about half an inch away from those sharp jagad rocks that would for surely kill me..... i woke up.
'why would my jacob do that to me?' i asked myself when i woke up crying. sobbing actually.