Everyone writes about Jacob and nessies life, so i thought i'll give it a try, so i hope u enjoy. rate and comment if u can. thanks!
sorri this is a bit long, i'll try and cut it down!!
Nessie’s POV…
…Dartmouth…
I found out that I got into Dartmouth college today. I was sure that Dad had something to do with it, but he promised me he didn’t do anything, but dad was a good lair so I had to take his word. I lay there, looking at Jacob’s happy, sleeping face. I stroked his cheek, softly. I kissed his forehead, and got out of bed, carefully, making sure I didn’t make a noise. I wasn’t sure how I was going to tell Jacob that I was going to Dartmouth. I walked through the little cottage hallway and I was standing outside mom and dad’s door. I could here them laughing, and talking about how much they loved each other. I knocked the door before they could do anything, that would disgust me. That startled them and they stopped laughing.
Dad cleared his throat. “Come back later, when we are … less busy.”
“Edward!” I could hear mom slap dad. “Who is it?” her soft singing voice asked.
Should I run away and pretend they just heard a bird knock on the window, or should I face them being all loved up, I cringed at the thought. Before I could run away, dad was at the door, smiling down at me.
“Renesmee, is there something wrong, sweetheart?” he stroked my face.
Mom was beside him, in a flash. Her face full of worry.
“Couldn’t sleep.” I whispered, looking down.
“Aw, Nessie.” Mom, had her arms around me. I hugged her back.
“Bella, love. Take Nessie into bed with you, I‘ll sleep on the couch.” dad looked at me. Probably trying to figure out why I wasn’t sleeping.
“Dad,” -I pulled away from Bella- “you don’t even sleep.”
He chuckled. “Well, I‘ll watch TV. Good night.” I could hear the pain, in his voice. He clearly didn’t want to leave Bella.
“No.” I shouted. “I mean, wait. I’ll go back to my bed, I have Jacob.” I tried to smile, but it was very hard to do.
It didn’t convince them, but they wanted to be with each other to night so much that they just agreed with me.
“Okay, if you still cant get to sleep, you better come to me and sleep in our bed, okay!” Bella hugged me once more and kissed my forehead. I touched her check and showed her a picture of me sleeping.
“That’s my girl.” Bella smiled.
“Night mom.”
I started walking down the small hallway.
“No, goodnight for her dad?” Edward whispered to Bella, but he knew I could hear.
Night Dad. I thought.
He chuckled. “Night, Nessie.”
They started laughing again. I ran down the hallway, wanting to get away from them, before I got sick.
I was back in my nice small room. Jacob was still sleeping. Paul and Sam were making Jacob do extra shifts, but Jacob didn’t mind. He said he liked doing it but I didn’t like him being away from me. I closed the door and sat down on the floor. I wrapped my arms around my legs and put my head down. I sat there for hours, thinking about what Jacob would do, when I told him, I’m leaving. He could come, of course but I know he wont leave, not even for me but Jacob could surprise me. My Jacob. I thought happily. I could hear Bella and Edward laughing. I hope they don’t go beyond laughing, I am certainly not in the mood to hear them … enjoying themselves. I jumped up to my feet, and climbed into bed and wrapped my arms around Jacobs waist and I set my head on his chest.
“Hmm,”
I jumped away from Jacob and noticed he was awake.
“I’m sorry, Jake. I didn’t mean to wake-”
“S’okay. Now come here or are you scared of the big bad wolf?” he grinned, still sleepy.
I giggled and snuggled into him.
“Why you up?” Jacob asked a few minutes later.
“Cant sleep.”
“Anything wrong, honey?” he kissed my hair, trying to comfort me.
“No.” I lied.
“You’re a bad liar, you got that from Bella.”
“I’m not lying.”
“Sure, sure.”
We sat there in silence for a few minutes.
I sighed. “Fine, I’ll you what’s wrong.”
I waited for a response. Silence.
“Jacob?” I looked up, and noticed that his eyes were closed, then out of the blue, his lips were on mine, kissing me with all the passion he had. I kissed him back. After a few minutes, we sat their, are breathing uneven.
“Got ya. So, tell me what’s wrong with, my Nessie?” he stroked my face.
“Well, don’t blame me, okay. I honestly think dad was the source behind this. I got into Dartmouth.”
“What‘s wrong with that?” he asked. Confused.
“Well, dad kinda bought a house, for me- I mean us but I know you wont come and I don’t want to go, but if it makes dad and mom, happy then I want to go.”
“Why do you think I don’t want to go?”
“Well, you are the alpha of the wolf group, and you have a duty and you have a family and I know you wont leave them for me-”
“Yes, but I want to be where you are!” he interrupted me. Annoyed.
“So, you will come with me then?” I was so happy to hear this. I was scared in case he didn’t want to leave his family.
He sat up and got out of the bed. “Of course, I’ll come with you! I love you, Renesmee. Do you think I love my family more than you? Do you think I don’t love you?”
“That’s not what I meant-”
“I’m going to the living room,”-I started to get out of the bed, but Jacob put up his hand- “I want to be alone.” he added. More annoyed.
I could hear him mutter under his breath “…I cant believe she thinks, I don’t love her…” then the door shut. I lay there. Of course Jacob would come to Dartmouth with me, he loves me! I wrapped the quilt around me and closed my eyes, that started to water.
sorri this is a bit long, i'll try and cut it down!!
Nessie’s POV…
…Dartmouth…
I found out that I got into Dartmouth college today. I was sure that Dad had something to do with it, but he promised me he didn’t do anything, but dad was a good lair so I had to take his word. I lay there, looking at Jacob’s happy, sleeping face. I stroked his cheek, softly. I kissed his forehead, and got out of bed, carefully, making sure I didn’t make a noise. I wasn’t sure how I was going to tell Jacob that I was going to Dartmouth. I walked through the little cottage hallway and I was standing outside mom and dad’s door. I could here them laughing, and talking about how much they loved each other. I knocked the door before they could do anything, that would disgust me. That startled them and they stopped laughing.
Dad cleared his throat. “Come back later, when we are … less busy.”
“Edward!” I could hear mom slap dad. “Who is it?” her soft singing voice asked.
Should I run away and pretend they just heard a bird knock on the window, or should I face them being all loved up, I cringed at the thought. Before I could run away, dad was at the door, smiling down at me.
“Renesmee, is there something wrong, sweetheart?” he stroked my face.
Mom was beside him, in a flash. Her face full of worry.
“Couldn’t sleep.” I whispered, looking down.
“Aw, Nessie.” Mom, had her arms around me. I hugged her back.
“Bella, love. Take Nessie into bed with you, I‘ll sleep on the couch.” dad looked at me. Probably trying to figure out why I wasn’t sleeping.
“Dad,” -I pulled away from Bella- “you don’t even sleep.”
He chuckled. “Well, I‘ll watch TV. Good night.” I could hear the pain, in his voice. He clearly didn’t want to leave Bella.
“No.” I shouted. “I mean, wait. I’ll go back to my bed, I have Jacob.” I tried to smile, but it was very hard to do.
It didn’t convince them, but they wanted to be with each other to night so much that they just agreed with me.
“Okay, if you still cant get to sleep, you better come to me and sleep in our bed, okay!” Bella hugged me once more and kissed my forehead. I touched her check and showed her a picture of me sleeping.
“That’s my girl.” Bella smiled.
“Night mom.”
I started walking down the small hallway.
“No, goodnight for her dad?” Edward whispered to Bella, but he knew I could hear.
Night Dad. I thought.
He chuckled. “Night, Nessie.”
They started laughing again. I ran down the hallway, wanting to get away from them, before I got sick.
I was back in my nice small room. Jacob was still sleeping. Paul and Sam were making Jacob do extra shifts, but Jacob didn’t mind. He said he liked doing it but I didn’t like him being away from me. I closed the door and sat down on the floor. I wrapped my arms around my legs and put my head down. I sat there for hours, thinking about what Jacob would do, when I told him, I’m leaving. He could come, of course but I know he wont leave, not even for me but Jacob could surprise me. My Jacob. I thought happily. I could hear Bella and Edward laughing. I hope they don’t go beyond laughing, I am certainly not in the mood to hear them … enjoying themselves. I jumped up to my feet, and climbed into bed and wrapped my arms around Jacobs waist and I set my head on his chest.
“Hmm,”
I jumped away from Jacob and noticed he was awake.
“I’m sorry, Jake. I didn’t mean to wake-”
“S’okay. Now come here or are you scared of the big bad wolf?” he grinned, still sleepy.
I giggled and snuggled into him.
“Why you up?” Jacob asked a few minutes later.
“Cant sleep.”
“Anything wrong, honey?” he kissed my hair, trying to comfort me.
“No.” I lied.
“You’re a bad liar, you got that from Bella.”
“I’m not lying.”
“Sure, sure.”
We sat there in silence for a few minutes.
I sighed. “Fine, I’ll you what’s wrong.”
I waited for a response. Silence.
“Jacob?” I looked up, and noticed that his eyes were closed, then out of the blue, his lips were on mine, kissing me with all the passion he had. I kissed him back. After a few minutes, we sat their, are breathing uneven.
“Got ya. So, tell me what’s wrong with, my Nessie?” he stroked my face.
“Well, don’t blame me, okay. I honestly think dad was the source behind this. I got into Dartmouth.”
“What‘s wrong with that?” he asked. Confused.
“Well, dad kinda bought a house, for me- I mean us but I know you wont come and I don’t want to go, but if it makes dad and mom, happy then I want to go.”
“Why do you think I don’t want to go?”
“Well, you are the alpha of the wolf group, and you have a duty and you have a family and I know you wont leave them for me-”
“Yes, but I want to be where you are!” he interrupted me. Annoyed.
“So, you will come with me then?” I was so happy to hear this. I was scared in case he didn’t want to leave his family.
He sat up and got out of the bed. “Of course, I’ll come with you! I love you, Renesmee. Do you think I love my family more than you? Do you think I don’t love you?”
“That’s not what I meant-”
“I’m going to the living room,”-I started to get out of the bed, but Jacob put up his hand- “I want to be alone.” he added. More annoyed.
I could hear him mutter under his breath “…I cant believe she thinks, I don’t love her…” then the door shut. I lay there. Of course Jacob would come to Dartmouth with me, he loves me! I wrapped the quilt around me and closed my eyes, that started to water.
God and His priests and His kings
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and lamb
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and lamb
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let me come closer, I'm not your shadow
With our eyes shielded from the oncoming count
It's not hard for us to say what we should not
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Touch me I'm cold, unable to control
Touch me I'm golden and wild as the wind blows
And tumbling, tumbling, don't go fascination
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
If just for tonight darling, let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
Let's get lost
An innocent child in New Orleans
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no love in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
A simple girl from simple means
Walked the rails
Rode her thumb
She hitched a ride with everyone
The regular, she’d rearrange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Ooo)
Chop and change (Yeah)
Chop and change (Oh, oh, oh)
Chop and change (Yeah) alright
Took a job working late
Jacking cars from out of state
She found no love in this town
So she’d never mess around
Had no luck, but ain’t it strange
The girl knew how to chop and change
Chop and change (Oh, oh)
Chop and change (Come on, come on, come on, come on yeah)
Chop and change (Chop and change)
Chop and change (Oh)
Alright
Other lives, always tempted to trade
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your love I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take you out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your love I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your love I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Will they hate me for all the choices I made
Will they stop when they see me again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your love I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts now
Tear me down, they can’t take you out of my thoughts
Under every scar there’s a battle I’ve lost
Will they stop when they see us again
I can’t stop now I know who I am
Now I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your love I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
I’m all yours, I’m not afraid
And you’re all mine, say what they may
And all your love I’ll take to the grave
And all my life starts
Starts now
Up with your turret
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what you won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
You barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let you talk me
Won’t let you talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
Aren’t we just terrified
Shale, screen your worry
From what you won’t ever find
Don’t let it fool you
Don’t let it fool you, down
Down’s sitting round
Folds in the gown
Sea and the rock below
Cocked to the undertow
Bones, blood and teeth erode
With every crashing node
Wings wouldn’t help you
Wings wouldn’t help you, down
Death is around
Prayer in your smile
You barely are blinking
Wagging your face around
When’d this just become
A mortal home
Ahhhh
Won’t, won’t, won’t, won’t
Won’t let you talk me
Won’t let you talk me, down
Will pull it taut
Nothing now
When the thorn bush turns white that’s when I’ll come home
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don’t know where I’ll go
And I don’t know what I’ll see
But I’ll try not to bring it back home with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As you watch me wander, curse the powers that be
‘Cause all I want is here and now
But it’s already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far, far away, no voices sounding
No one around me and you’re still there
Far, far away, no choices passing
No time confounds me and you’re still there
In the full moon’s light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear you calling me
But I don’t know where I am
And I don’t trust who I’ve been
But if I come home how will I ever leave
I am going out to see what I can sow
And I don’t know where I’ll go
And I don’t know what I’ll see
But I’ll try not to bring it back home with me
Like the morning sun your eyes will follow me
As you watch me wander, curse the powers that be
‘Cause all I want is here and now
But it’s already been and gone
Our intentions always last that bit too long
Far, far away, no voices sounding
No one around me and you’re still there
Far, far away, no choices passing
No time confounds me and you’re still there
In the full moon’s light I listen to the stream
And in between the silence hear you calling me
But I don’t know where I am
And I don’t trust who I’ve been
But if I come home how will I ever leave