end of chap3
The bell rang then I saw Edward waiting for me in front of the office
-there u are I thought you were going to ditch me
-whenever I make a promise I will always keep it!
Specially the one that includes: killing Damien and his mother
-so who was he?
He asked a little angry
-no one
I sighed
-I won’t push it if u don’t want to talk about it
-that's a good idea
We reached the biology class I sat beside the window again and edward sat beside me like jasper
The teacher came in the class and told everyone to welcome edward and blah blah blah
In the biology class I wasn’t as tired as before so I just looked at the teacher and started daydreaming I was the best in my class so the teachers called me a lot cause no one ever got the right answer so they called me to answer instead the teacher called my name 5 times that was so annoying I mean I need to rest a little! In the class, edward looked amused every time I answered I think he was impressed I was as wise as him, edward had a different scent like honey I really liked it it was so sweet I just wanted to inhale as much as I could, sometimes he would smile or fake a cough for a laugh that was wired I mean who laughs in biology? There’s nothing funny about it its so boring!
The rest of the day went by and I said my good byes to the Cullen's and drove home to sleep.
Chapter 4: Edwards’s pov
2 weeks after
I knew there was something about Bella, she wasn’t human she acted and talked like she was from a different time like us but olde,r this is all so confusing I mean blood runs in her veins but she has no scent (that's why jasper likes her)she eats she sleeps but then again she has marble hard skin like us and somehow I couldn’t read her mind it was like she was shielding it with some kind of an power I really don’t know what it is…Hmm its interesting I should do a little research on that but still she has some kind of an attraction to me I want to protect her I'm even concerned about her diet! i mean she's so skinny she doesn’t get enough food in her body and there's a black haired boy that every single girl in school is in love with him except for Bella(that's a relief), she acts weird when ever his around what if he's hurting her? Anger boiled in me. i swear if I find out his hurting her he's going DOWN! And he talks to her like he is her owner! Jeesh I hate him I think I should follow him and see what on with him…….
-edward schools out do you want to seat here all day?
Rosalie growled at me I stood up from my chair and realized the class was empty I wonder if Bella is around what’s wrong with you. idiot? Rosalie glared at me and I just smiled its really fun annoying her
Edward hurry up I don’t want to miss Bella I want to see her car again! Emmett thought so I ran to are car and sat in the drivers seat and found Alice and jasper in the back seat looking at each other in a loving way. Oh I really want Bella to be here and see if she's safe…..
-DRIVE!
Rosalie half shouted
I drove as fast as always and eager to see Bella when we got there Bella wasn’t home and I really got worried what if something happened to her? What if that black haired guy..Damien did something to her?
-edward chill what’s wrong?
Jasper asked me and calmed me and it worked
-oh Bella’s shopping I should go and join her!
She clapped her hands and kissed jasper and looked at Rosalie
-do you wanna come?
-no
Rosalie said why would I go somewhere when Bella is there then no one sees how beautiful I am there all attracted to her! She said jealousy obvious in her face Alice chuckled and hoped in the car and drove away at least I know Bella is safe now I feel a little calm but not until I hold her in my arms..um I mean see her I cant hold her in my arms I mean I don’t think she likes me once jasper told me that she never felt love or even like someone or something all her emotions are anger, fear or nothing! That's not normal every at least half human feels love or like, don’t they?
-how are u son?
Carlisle asked me wondering why I'm still standing out side
-I'm fine
-ok, were going hunting at 7:00 do you want to come I’ve heard they have a great wild life here in the near woods.
-sure who’s coming?
-everyone but I think Alice wont make it jasper told me she went to join Bella in shopping
-yes, Carlisle?
-what is it?
-is it normal if someone doesn’t feel love or like?
-no, why?
-its Bella jasper told me since we’ve been here bellas emotions haven’t change she's always angry scared bored exited or she doesn’t feel anything. is it normal?
-is Bella even normal herself? Edward we know she's not all human maybe that's in the process of what she is not feeling love. Don’t worry son
He patted my shoulder and got in his car and drove to the hospital
The bell rang then I saw Edward waiting for me in front of the office
-there u are I thought you were going to ditch me
-whenever I make a promise I will always keep it!
Specially the one that includes: killing Damien and his mother
-so who was he?
He asked a little angry
-no one
I sighed
-I won’t push it if u don’t want to talk about it
-that's a good idea
We reached the biology class I sat beside the window again and edward sat beside me like jasper
The teacher came in the class and told everyone to welcome edward and blah blah blah
In the biology class I wasn’t as tired as before so I just looked at the teacher and started daydreaming I was the best in my class so the teachers called me a lot cause no one ever got the right answer so they called me to answer instead the teacher called my name 5 times that was so annoying I mean I need to rest a little! In the class, edward looked amused every time I answered I think he was impressed I was as wise as him, edward had a different scent like honey I really liked it it was so sweet I just wanted to inhale as much as I could, sometimes he would smile or fake a cough for a laugh that was wired I mean who laughs in biology? There’s nothing funny about it its so boring!
The rest of the day went by and I said my good byes to the Cullen's and drove home to sleep.
Chapter 4: Edwards’s pov
2 weeks after
I knew there was something about Bella, she wasn’t human she acted and talked like she was from a different time like us but olde,r this is all so confusing I mean blood runs in her veins but she has no scent (that's why jasper likes her)she eats she sleeps but then again she has marble hard skin like us and somehow I couldn’t read her mind it was like she was shielding it with some kind of an power I really don’t know what it is…Hmm its interesting I should do a little research on that but still she has some kind of an attraction to me I want to protect her I'm even concerned about her diet! i mean she's so skinny she doesn’t get enough food in her body and there's a black haired boy that every single girl in school is in love with him except for Bella(that's a relief), she acts weird when ever his around what if he's hurting her? Anger boiled in me. i swear if I find out his hurting her he's going DOWN! And he talks to her like he is her owner! Jeesh I hate him I think I should follow him and see what on with him…….
-edward schools out do you want to seat here all day?
Rosalie growled at me I stood up from my chair and realized the class was empty I wonder if Bella is around what’s wrong with you. idiot? Rosalie glared at me and I just smiled its really fun annoying her
Edward hurry up I don’t want to miss Bella I want to see her car again! Emmett thought so I ran to are car and sat in the drivers seat and found Alice and jasper in the back seat looking at each other in a loving way. Oh I really want Bella to be here and see if she's safe…..
-DRIVE!
Rosalie half shouted
I drove as fast as always and eager to see Bella when we got there Bella wasn’t home and I really got worried what if something happened to her? What if that black haired guy..Damien did something to her?
-edward chill what’s wrong?
Jasper asked me and calmed me and it worked
-oh Bella’s shopping I should go and join her!
She clapped her hands and kissed jasper and looked at Rosalie
-do you wanna come?
-no
Rosalie said why would I go somewhere when Bella is there then no one sees how beautiful I am there all attracted to her! She said jealousy obvious in her face Alice chuckled and hoped in the car and drove away at least I know Bella is safe now I feel a little calm but not until I hold her in my arms..um I mean see her I cant hold her in my arms I mean I don’t think she likes me once jasper told me that she never felt love or even like someone or something all her emotions are anger, fear or nothing! That's not normal every at least half human feels love or like, don’t they?
-how are u son?
Carlisle asked me wondering why I'm still standing out side
-I'm fine
-ok, were going hunting at 7:00 do you want to come I’ve heard they have a great wild life here in the near woods.
-sure who’s coming?
-everyone but I think Alice wont make it jasper told me she went to join Bella in shopping
-yes, Carlisle?
-what is it?
-is it normal if someone doesn’t feel love or like?
-no, why?
-its Bella jasper told me since we’ve been here bellas emotions haven’t change she's always angry scared bored exited or she doesn’t feel anything. is it normal?
-is Bella even normal herself? Edward we know she's not all human maybe that's in the process of what she is not feeling love. Don’t worry son
He patted my shoulder and got in his car and drove to the hospital
hey twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release date for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction date not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is said that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the heart which will stop beating soon, the heart which was the reason for me to live, the heart which she had given to me to keep safe just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the heart which will stop beating soon, the heart which was the reason for me to live, the heart which she had given to me to keep safe just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when you say one of the comments -and you've probably said one of the comments more then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure you can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do you think you can fill, comment below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what you think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure you can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do you think you can fill, comment below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what you think please.
So these are, by far, my favorite quotes from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD