End of Chapter 8
“What?” I asked wondering why he was staring at me so much. And not answering my question..
“Edward? Why are you starring at me?” I asked then he got out of what he was thinking of because then he answered me
“I was looking at you at you stunned me to silence as always but this time I I was totally stunned when I saw you because I don’t know if we have that much longer and I don’t know how much longer of being with my daughter every time I turn Alice is having a vision of you always dyeing and our daughter always being taken away from us. I fell like the two people I love most dearly are being taken care of me.” He said that with such worry and sadness and he sounds like he has been punched in the gut because his voice started to go out and I felt sudden upset for him what was he going to do if something happened to me and Neisse. Even though I know for sure that NOTHING will be happening to Neisse but I can’t say much about me. We’re talking about Jane here and I’m sure Edward is going to try everything in the book to try and make not fight with her even though I’m going to go either way. I was all of sudden giving Edward everything and anything I had. I felt bad and I didn’t want to put him in that kind of misery. I started to hug him and kiss him full of passion.
“I love you Mr. Cullen” I said
“I love you Mrs. Cullen “He said
Chapter 9
Last night Edward and I weren’t really there much. We were in total shock. I didn’t know what to say about this. All I knew was that I was going to die trying to save my daughter and even then they still get her. Edward is too busy trying to get to me and Neisse. Alice and Jasper are fighting Chelsea and Afton away from me because I’m the number one target and everyone wants me dead. I just know it. I also know that I’m not going anywhere until I know my family is safe and sound. Rose and Em are helping Edward with Felix and Demetri and Renata. Alice also saw that Carlisle and Esme are talking to Aro but doesn’t know what it’s about. The Denali Coven (Katie, Garrett, Eleasar, Carmen, Tanya) are going to get revenge for killing Irina. So they are going after Caius. All the rest of the covens are just spread around doing everything they can a lot of them are helping me and trying to keep me alive and also watching Renesmee with their life. While Alice was saying this I didn’t know what to say. All I did was frezz in my spot and I didn’t move. I could tell everyone was trying to get my attention but I couldn’t handle this.
“Edward I’m going to go take a walk. I’ll be back in a little while. Can you pick up Neisse from Jacob and Charlie? Jacob needs to get to school and dad to work? I’ll be back in a couple of hours. I promise.” I said pulling down my shield to let him read my thoughts, I didn’t want to say it out load I was just told by my sister –in-law that I might not be able to be with my family. That my daughter might get caught by them either way. Worst of all ether if I save her and my family I will die ether way and I will never see my family again. I looked up at Edward and Realized he just heard everything and he was about to give me Comfort but I’m not ready for that “Edward I’ll be back no later than 2 hours o r3 tops. Bye love you pick up Neisse. Don’t tell her about anything right now she’s already blaming herself.”
Okay Bella, Be careful. I’m sorry if you’re not here in 2 or 3 hrs I will go look for you. I love you 2 love. Ill picks her up no worry.” Edward said, I can tell he feels sorry and upset and when I looked up everyone was staring at me. I’ve been the one that has been comforting everyone about this and has been so clam about all of this. That’s why they are looking at me. Okay Edward I’m going.
I walked out the door .I could tell everyone was about to come after me but Edward stopped them saying that I needed time alone. I said thank to him and he nodded. I was running as fast as I could but not too far away because I didn’t want to be away from the house just on case someone happened at the house I could get there right away. Then I decided to go Edward and my Meadow.
2 Hrs Later
I have destroyed about as many trees as I could to get the anger out but I still can’t. I don’t understand this why can’t they just leave us alone. We were so happy before the volturi had to get involved 5 years ago. We were all happy with our lives until they showed up. Some vampires think the Volturi is not that bad and they are good people and we should look up to them. Personally me I think they are horrible and mean and destroying people. They shouldn’t be in charge and I am going to make sure that’s changed. I just wish there was a way we can hide Neisse form the fight. I don’t want her in that field. Maybe I can get Jake and a couple other Wolves to watch her and keep her safe and the werewolves are just in case they came.
I just sat here thinking about everything that has happened and why and I still can’t believe this is happening to me at all. I miss my Family and Daughter and My husband. I wish this would go back to normal. When I was thinking of this I didn’t even feel me slipping to the ground. I didn’t know what time it was all I know is that I was sitting there longer than 3 hrs. I didn’t want to move and I can’t move. I’m frozen. Then someone came up and up their hand on my shoulder and I started to cry dry tears. I could tell it was Edward.
“Bella, Are you okay? You’re worrying me you have been up here longer than 6 hours. I’ve been standing her for 3 of those hours and you didn’t even notice and you didn’t have you shield up .What if Jane came back or Alec or anyone else from the Volture They could have hurt you. Bella, Breath” He said I didn’t even notice I was holding my breath and I didn’t notice that he has been her and I also didn’t know that I had my shield down. I’m a total reek.
I’m fine Edward and I’m sorry I didn’t mean to worry I have a lot on my mind and of course you know this know. Can we go back home and meet and say hi to everyone. Did you pick up Neisse?”
“Are you sure Bella? Yes we can go home if you’re ready. Yes I picked up Neisse she was getting worried about you, so that’s when I came and looked.
“I’m fine Edward. I’ll be back to normal by the time we get back home. I truly am sorry I didn’t mean to scare or worry Neisse and you.”
“Its fine Love, Let’s get back and figure this out. Love, you know you can talk to me about anything right? “
“Yes I know. I just needed time to think without having to worry about Jasper felling my Emotions or Everyone looking at me and I think the family needed you and Neisse needs you to pick her up so I thought you were needed there more then here with me.”
“Okay but don’t be scared to ask to talk. Let’s get home until Neisse gets very worried and Alice and Emmet come looking for us.” He said with a make shudder .I laughed.
“Okay. Edward Cullen I love you. No matter how this turns out. Please don’t say anything I just wanted to say it.”
“I love you Bella Cullen. No matter what. You and Neisse are my life.”He said.
We walked/ Ran home and everyone was waiting for us. Neisse ran out the door running in my arms and Edwards. I install wanted to start crying but I knew I wouldn’t be able to plus I knew we needed to get in that house and plan
We only have TWO days left.
“What?” I asked wondering why he was staring at me so much. And not answering my question..
“Edward? Why are you starring at me?” I asked then he got out of what he was thinking of because then he answered me
“I was looking at you at you stunned me to silence as always but this time I I was totally stunned when I saw you because I don’t know if we have that much longer and I don’t know how much longer of being with my daughter every time I turn Alice is having a vision of you always dyeing and our daughter always being taken away from us. I fell like the two people I love most dearly are being taken care of me.” He said that with such worry and sadness and he sounds like he has been punched in the gut because his voice started to go out and I felt sudden upset for him what was he going to do if something happened to me and Neisse. Even though I know for sure that NOTHING will be happening to Neisse but I can’t say much about me. We’re talking about Jane here and I’m sure Edward is going to try everything in the book to try and make not fight with her even though I’m going to go either way. I was all of sudden giving Edward everything and anything I had. I felt bad and I didn’t want to put him in that kind of misery. I started to hug him and kiss him full of passion.
“I love you Mr. Cullen” I said
“I love you Mrs. Cullen “He said
Chapter 9
Last night Edward and I weren’t really there much. We were in total shock. I didn’t know what to say about this. All I knew was that I was going to die trying to save my daughter and even then they still get her. Edward is too busy trying to get to me and Neisse. Alice and Jasper are fighting Chelsea and Afton away from me because I’m the number one target and everyone wants me dead. I just know it. I also know that I’m not going anywhere until I know my family is safe and sound. Rose and Em are helping Edward with Felix and Demetri and Renata. Alice also saw that Carlisle and Esme are talking to Aro but doesn’t know what it’s about. The Denali Coven (Katie, Garrett, Eleasar, Carmen, Tanya) are going to get revenge for killing Irina. So they are going after Caius. All the rest of the covens are just spread around doing everything they can a lot of them are helping me and trying to keep me alive and also watching Renesmee with their life. While Alice was saying this I didn’t know what to say. All I did was frezz in my spot and I didn’t move. I could tell everyone was trying to get my attention but I couldn’t handle this.
“Edward I’m going to go take a walk. I’ll be back in a little while. Can you pick up Neisse from Jacob and Charlie? Jacob needs to get to school and dad to work? I’ll be back in a couple of hours. I promise.” I said pulling down my shield to let him read my thoughts, I didn’t want to say it out load I was just told by my sister –in-law that I might not be able to be with my family. That my daughter might get caught by them either way. Worst of all ether if I save her and my family I will die ether way and I will never see my family again. I looked up at Edward and Realized he just heard everything and he was about to give me Comfort but I’m not ready for that “Edward I’ll be back no later than 2 hours o r3 tops. Bye love you pick up Neisse. Don’t tell her about anything right now she’s already blaming herself.”
Okay Bella, Be careful. I’m sorry if you’re not here in 2 or 3 hrs I will go look for you. I love you 2 love. Ill picks her up no worry.” Edward said, I can tell he feels sorry and upset and when I looked up everyone was staring at me. I’ve been the one that has been comforting everyone about this and has been so clam about all of this. That’s why they are looking at me. Okay Edward I’m going.
I walked out the door .I could tell everyone was about to come after me but Edward stopped them saying that I needed time alone. I said thank to him and he nodded. I was running as fast as I could but not too far away because I didn’t want to be away from the house just on case someone happened at the house I could get there right away. Then I decided to go Edward and my Meadow.
2 Hrs Later
I have destroyed about as many trees as I could to get the anger out but I still can’t. I don’t understand this why can’t they just leave us alone. We were so happy before the volturi had to get involved 5 years ago. We were all happy with our lives until they showed up. Some vampires think the Volturi is not that bad and they are good people and we should look up to them. Personally me I think they are horrible and mean and destroying people. They shouldn’t be in charge and I am going to make sure that’s changed. I just wish there was a way we can hide Neisse form the fight. I don’t want her in that field. Maybe I can get Jake and a couple other Wolves to watch her and keep her safe and the werewolves are just in case they came.
I just sat here thinking about everything that has happened and why and I still can’t believe this is happening to me at all. I miss my Family and Daughter and My husband. I wish this would go back to normal. When I was thinking of this I didn’t even feel me slipping to the ground. I didn’t know what time it was all I know is that I was sitting there longer than 3 hrs. I didn’t want to move and I can’t move. I’m frozen. Then someone came up and up their hand on my shoulder and I started to cry dry tears. I could tell it was Edward.
“Bella, Are you okay? You’re worrying me you have been up here longer than 6 hours. I’ve been standing her for 3 of those hours and you didn’t even notice and you didn’t have you shield up .What if Jane came back or Alec or anyone else from the Volture They could have hurt you. Bella, Breath” He said I didn’t even notice I was holding my breath and I didn’t notice that he has been her and I also didn’t know that I had my shield down. I’m a total reek.
I’m fine Edward and I’m sorry I didn’t mean to worry I have a lot on my mind and of course you know this know. Can we go back home and meet and say hi to everyone. Did you pick up Neisse?”
“Are you sure Bella? Yes we can go home if you’re ready. Yes I picked up Neisse she was getting worried about you, so that’s when I came and looked.
“I’m fine Edward. I’ll be back to normal by the time we get back home. I truly am sorry I didn’t mean to scare or worry Neisse and you.”
“Its fine Love, Let’s get back and figure this out. Love, you know you can talk to me about anything right? “
“Yes I know. I just needed time to think without having to worry about Jasper felling my Emotions or Everyone looking at me and I think the family needed you and Neisse needs you to pick her up so I thought you were needed there more then here with me.”
“Okay but don’t be scared to ask to talk. Let’s get home until Neisse gets very worried and Alice and Emmet come looking for us.” He said with a make shudder .I laughed.
“Okay. Edward Cullen I love you. No matter how this turns out. Please don’t say anything I just wanted to say it.”
“I love you Bella Cullen. No matter what. You and Neisse are my life.”He said.
We walked/ Ran home and everyone was waiting for us. Neisse ran out the door running in my arms and Edwards. I install wanted to start crying but I knew I wouldn’t be able to plus I knew we needed to get in that house and plan
We only have TWO days left.
Russet Noon Official Cover Artwork by Stephanie Lostimolo
