Nathen had went back to our house. I walked in and he was sitting there on the couch with his head in his hands. I went over there and sat next to him.
Nathen. What's wrong? I ask.
I'm not going to be a good dad. He told me.
Yes, you will. I told him.
How do you know? He said looking up at me. I can barely keep you safe.
Nathen that wasn't your fault and the way you always play with Renesme. She adores you. I said. If anything I worried.
Awe babe. You will be fine. You know you will be great. He said to me.
I know but wonder if I don't hear them cry or know what's wrong with them when they are crying. I said.
Addi you will be the best mother. He said.
You will be the best father. You can do everything with them. I said. You can go hunting and do wolf things with them and I won't be able to. I said.
I sat there for a minute and finally let it all soak in. I'm having a baby not just one but two of them. It was still quite early in the day so Nathen and I started making plans for the twins bedroom. We planned that we they get older they can have their own rooms but while they are babies they can sleep in a babybed in our room. We picked out paint for the rooms but we did t want to to buy it untill we knew the gender of the babies and then I thought about names. What could I name them? That would take some time to figure out. That night me and Nathen stated home and watched tv and ate some super. Nathen had cooked him something but I just felt like toast. I fell asleep soon after dinner next to Nathen.
The next morning I woke up before Nathen which usually never happens because I'm a night owl and not a mornig person and well he was both. I reached down to rub my stomach and noticed it had gotten larger. I mean like looking like I could pop! I stared at the size for quite some time until Nathen spoke to me.
Your going to be fine. He said.
I know I just can't believe it. I said.
He kissed me on top of the head and then got up and walked around to my side of the bed. He help me sit up and then I went and took a shower. It was weird seeing myself with a big stomach.I got dressed and noticed that none of my tops were going to fit so I grabed a shirt from Nathens dresser. I looked like crap. Nathen carried me from our house to the house. When we got through the doors I thought Emmet's eyes were going to pop out of his head.
Emmet your eyes are going to pop out of your head. I told him.
Your going to pop soon. He said with him booming laughter.
Funny. I told him.
Carlisle walked down the stairs. Addi can I take an ultrasound of the babies? He ask.
Sure. I started walking over to the stairs and Nathen quickly grabbed me up gently and took me up stairs.
Thank you honey but I can still walk. I said.
I know I just wanted to do that for you. He said giving me a kiss.
We walked into the room that Carlisle had set up like a doctor office would. He took a ultrasound of the babies and told me they were doing fine. He also told me that I was going to have a boy and girl.
How car along am I compared to a normal pregnancy? I ask.
If this was normal you would have probably 5 weeks left. He told me.
Okay. Nathen what are we going to name them? I ask.
I don't know. He said.
We went back downstairs and Alice ask if I would like Togo shopping and I said I would love too.
Nathen will you come? I ask.
Sure why not. He said. Come in Jasper.
Coming he said.
Alice took me to her bedroom first to give me a shirt that would actually look good on me.
Here you can wear this. Alice said handing me a blue top.
Thanks. I told her.
We web downstairs and the boys were waiting for us in the car. We took some kind of SUV type of car and then we were off to a mall. Jasper and Nathen were sitting up front with Jasper driving and then me and Alice were in the back.
Nathen. What's wrong? I ask.
I'm not going to be a good dad. He told me.
Yes, you will. I told him.
How do you know? He said looking up at me. I can barely keep you safe.
Nathen that wasn't your fault and the way you always play with Renesme. She adores you. I said. If anything I worried.
Awe babe. You will be fine. You know you will be great. He said to me.
I know but wonder if I don't hear them cry or know what's wrong with them when they are crying. I said.
Addi you will be the best mother. He said.
You will be the best father. You can do everything with them. I said. You can go hunting and do wolf things with them and I won't be able to. I said.
I sat there for a minute and finally let it all soak in. I'm having a baby not just one but two of them. It was still quite early in the day so Nathen and I started making plans for the twins bedroom. We planned that we they get older they can have their own rooms but while they are babies they can sleep in a babybed in our room. We picked out paint for the rooms but we did t want to to buy it untill we knew the gender of the babies and then I thought about names. What could I name them? That would take some time to figure out. That night me and Nathen stated home and watched tv and ate some super. Nathen had cooked him something but I just felt like toast. I fell asleep soon after dinner next to Nathen.
The next morning I woke up before Nathen which usually never happens because I'm a night owl and not a mornig person and well he was both. I reached down to rub my stomach and noticed it had gotten larger. I mean like looking like I could pop! I stared at the size for quite some time until Nathen spoke to me.
Your going to be fine. He said.
I know I just can't believe it. I said.
He kissed me on top of the head and then got up and walked around to my side of the bed. He help me sit up and then I went and took a shower. It was weird seeing myself with a big stomach.I got dressed and noticed that none of my tops were going to fit so I grabed a shirt from Nathens dresser. I looked like crap. Nathen carried me from our house to the house. When we got through the doors I thought Emmet's eyes were going to pop out of his head.
Emmet your eyes are going to pop out of your head. I told him.
Your going to pop soon. He said with him booming laughter.
Funny. I told him.
Carlisle walked down the stairs. Addi can I take an ultrasound of the babies? He ask.
Sure. I started walking over to the stairs and Nathen quickly grabbed me up gently and took me up stairs.
Thank you honey but I can still walk. I said.
I know I just wanted to do that for you. He said giving me a kiss.
We walked into the room that Carlisle had set up like a doctor office would. He took a ultrasound of the babies and told me they were doing fine. He also told me that I was going to have a boy and girl.
How car along am I compared to a normal pregnancy? I ask.
If this was normal you would have probably 5 weeks left. He told me.
Okay. Nathen what are we going to name them? I ask.
I don't know. He said.
We went back downstairs and Alice ask if I would like Togo shopping and I said I would love too.
Nathen will you come? I ask.
Sure why not. He said. Come in Jasper.
Coming he said.
Alice took me to her bedroom first to give me a shirt that would actually look good on me.
Here you can wear this. Alice said handing me a blue top.
Thanks. I told her.
We web downstairs and the boys were waiting for us in the car. We took some kind of SUV type of car and then we were off to a mall. Jasper and Nathen were sitting up front with Jasper driving and then me and Alice were in the back.
ok, i know she loves both but its probably ovious who she loves more, but im not sure is it edward or jacob.
i think that if she chooses edward like she did in eclipse, there will be pain for not being with jake, but she already went through not being with edward and it almost killed her, and at the end of elcipse she had pain but it wasnt as bad. like she said when edward asked her,
" are you sure you made the right choice, i have never seen you in so much pain"
and she says "I have known worse pain"
does that mean, the worse pain was when edward left her
does anyone get what im trying to ask, if not ill try to explain better
i think that if she chooses edward like she did in eclipse, there will be pain for not being with jake, but she already went through not being with edward and it almost killed her, and at the end of elcipse she had pain but it wasnt as bad. like she said when edward asked her,
" are you sure you made the right choice, i have never seen you in so much pain"
and she says "I have known worse pain"
does that mean, the worse pain was when edward left her
does anyone get what im trying to ask, if not ill try to explain better
Here are some places where you can download some of the songs for the Twilight soundtrack:
Muse- Supermassive Black Hole
link
Paramore- Decode
link
Linkin Park- Leave out all the rest
link
Collective Soul- Tremble for my beloved
link
There's only a few, but they're free, and I don't know about everyone else but I really can't wait for the Twilight soundtrack to come out!
If you know any more places please add them below so other people can get them:)
Muse- Supermassive Black Hole
link
Paramore- Decode
link
Linkin Park- Leave out all the rest
link
Collective Soul- Tremble for my beloved
link
There's only a few, but they're free, and I don't know about everyone else but I really can't wait for the Twilight soundtrack to come out!
If you know any more places please add them below so other people can get them:)