I had had enough staring of into space wondering what Nathen looked like or slid he was going to be okay. Everythig was running through my mind so fast and so intence I was getting a headache. I walked upstairs and into Carlisle office.
Carlisle can I please see Nathen? I ask.
Addi, are you sure? He ask.
I'm sure I can't stop thinking about what he looks like and if if he is going to be alright. I told him.
Okay come this way. Carlisle said.
We walked out of the office and into the big long hallway. Emmet was beside me I guessed that Carlisle wanted him up here for my support. Carlisle open the doer and I saw Nathen lying there on a table still in his wolf form. I went over to his head and ask Carlisle if it was okay to touch his head and he said yes. I stroke his head just like he did mine every morning when I woke up.
I'm sorry Nathen. This is my fault I knew I should have told you not to leave me. I'm sorry. I said to him.
I layed my fore head ontop of his and gently cried. I didn't like seeing him like this. He was hooked up to everything you could think of a hospital having. I turned around to see Emmet pulling on my shoulders to tell me that I needed to leave.
I love you Nathen. I said into his ear.
Emmet gently picked me up and took me down stairs and sat me on the couch next to him. I just layed my head on his shoulder and cried. The tears were just coming I had never cried this much before. I was out of it when Edward, Seth,Emmet along with Sam ran upstairs. I didn't know what was happening so I tried to follow but Alice and Rosalie kept me from going up to him.
Left me go see him please. I beg.
Sorry Addi. Alice said.
I tried to struggle away from them but it was useless. I just colasped in the floor and Alice moved me from the floor to the couch. I just layed there.
Alice, what's happening? Is he okay? I ask worriedly.
He is fine. He is awake but they're having difficult time trying to get him to calm down. He thinks he is still fighting. She told me.
Oh. Was all I said.
I sat up slowly and then I. One quick swiftotion I fur we around jumped over the couch and after for the stairs. I managed to get all the way up them and open the door to Nathen's room. I saw him standing there in his human form. He had on pants.
Nathen! I said running to him and giving him a hug gently.
He pushed me off of him and said. Who are you?
You don't remember me? I ask.
Should I? You look horrible, you need sleep. He told me
I stared crying again. This time I turned around and headed for the stairs when Nathen was right behind me.
I'm sorry. I didn't mean to offend you. He said.
It's not that trust me. You don't remember me at all. I said.
I held my hand up that had my engagement ring and wedding band on it.
Oh. I'm married to you? He said confused.
Yeah. I said looking down. I have to go.
Before he could say anything I ran down the stairs and out the door. I didn't know where to go so I came back through the door and went into the living room where you couldn't see me. I didn't think he would forget me.
Emmet. I heard nathen yell.
He remembers everyone but me. I said crying hard again.
It's okay he will remember you. Rosalie said.
I was stunned that she said anythng to me. I got the feelg that sometime she didn't like me. I was looking down at my hands now.
I know what he felt like now when I couldn't remember him a few months ago. I told Alice and Rose.
It's going to be hard but you will getthrough it. Alice said.
Thanks but isy old bedroom still have everything in there? I ask.
Why of course it does sweaty. Esme told me.
I think I need some sleep. I said.
I walked up stairs and into my old bedroom. I unticked the bed and got in it and feel asleep so fast.