i brush my hair and went down stairs when i got down
5 persons went inside the house
wow i mean this house is big but so many people i dont know

they were 2 really big and strong men on was pale ,beautiful and curly dark hair

and the other one had a darker skin he was good looking i guess

then the only woman was a blond girl probably the envy of every super model that had ever live

the other guy was also blonde and also sltong but not too strong

When i look at the last gut that enter i saw that he was already looking at me i couldn't understand his expresion i look away from his gaze confused then nessie run to the big guy

"jake i miss you!" renesmee yelled and kiss kacob's cheek
the jacob guy laugh and tickled ness
"i miss you too ness" then he look at me with a confued face

"hi am jane " i said shyly

jakes eyebrows go up
"what?"

carlilse spoke carefully
"yes the department that is in care of foster kids ask us if we could take in another girl because the last time someone join was several years ago so we agree"

he look at jake in a way that tell me that there were other reasons but he would tell jacob later

i look at the blode girl and at the scary looking guy they were tense and not really happy

and then i had the felling that someone was looking at me so i look and it was that guy that look me since he got in the house

his skin was also tan but a lot more than mine his eyes were of a light brown and his hair was also a light brown he was beautiful

he was smiling deeply at me and in his eyes i got lost in them but then i saw that they look like they were happy that he had finally found me like he had been expecting this day to come

he started to get closer until he was holding my hand
his hand was so warm it was increadible that by just simplw touch i felt si much happpier

i was still looking at his eyes when in my head i hear someting a warning

no don't be stupid you just know him he probably has a girlfriend and he is just playing with you you will only get hurt and break you heart again

this was shouting my resonable part of my mind but my least reasonable was also yelling

no he only like you look how he look at you cmon and you like him to sont lie to yourself you can also feel the strange conection between you two

but i listen to my reasonalble part of my mind the smart one the one that i knew that i would only be lonly but never hurt

i look down , away from his eyes and at our hands

i was starting to pull my hands away when the guy tough my chin and raise my head so i was looking into his eyes

"hi im seth" he said smiling lovingly at me with more than love devotion was in his eyes

i look quickly now

yes seth seem like a good guy ok he seem like a perfect guy but that are the ones that hurt you that make you cry so i pull my hand away from his i felt the pain and tha aching to not just grab again his hand but run to him and hug him and kiss him

i sigh loudly as to concentrate myself

see he just tell you his name and you are already crying

was i crying?? i tough my cheek yes i was i clean my eyes and turn to look at carlisle

"can i go to forks and check it out i had never been on a diffrent place from where i lived" i said
he look worried
i guess from what just happend
"ok do you want edward or alice to go with you ?" he ask

temptong i would likesome company so i wouldn't cry but i didn't wanted to ask my big brother (edward) and upset bella and well alice i didn't knew her well

"no thanks am ok" i said

and walk out the house

i was walking toward the street when i warm hand stop me by holding my arm but very gently

i look around and it was seth his face was so worried but also loveing and fasinated

i look away from his eyes

ok i think i can be ok if i don't look at his eyes i could look at fis face quicly because i just couldn't resist he was so beautiful

"wait can i come with you i can show you around if you want of course" he said smling

i guess i could refuss but i just couldn't i wanted to know more about that beautiful boy

"ok "i said smiling
i look around to look at his face quickly but he was closer than i expected

i could feel his warm breath brushing my cheeks and that was all that took all my control my reasonable mind crumble

i touch his cheek and he put his arms around my waist and pull me closer to him
he strted to get closer and me too and then we kiss
i was thinking that i would kiss him softly just like a peck nothing serious but again all my normal thoughts felt to the ground

i was kissing him with so much passion and he was kissing me back with even more if that was possible

he kiss my neck and then he pulled away and smile at me and kiss me again now softly

and then i realize the mistake i had made i care too much for him he would hurt me ....