"Alice, I'm so sorry that I just ran out like that," I said when I realized that it was her.

"Well I did go home, after you left. But I saw you in a vision and from what I saw, it did not go very well. Do you want to talk about it?" Alice said.

"I didn't even talk to him! I only saw Billy and he said that Jacob was out with some friends. Which I doubt. Did you happen to see where he was?" I asked hopefully.

"Well ,for some reason I couldn't see anything at the Blacks house. It was like I was blind. Normally I can see anything when I am looking for it. But I just couldn't," Alice said, obviously frustrated.

"Oh, thats weird," was all I could say. I was thinking about why that could be.

"Yeah it is!" Alice yelled in response.

"Do you think that Edward could hear his thoughts?" I asked. I was willing to do anything for answered at this point.

"Oh, believe me, if Edward wanted to hear Jacobs thoughts, he could. But we both know that he won't do anything for you," Alice said.

Oh, yeah. Edward was still mad at me for rejecting his invitation to the prom last year. My first year at Forks high school. When I first got to Forks, Edward was my first friend. But that was it, nothing more. When both Edward and Jacob asked me to prom, it was a no brainer to say yes to Jacob and to say no to Edward. It was my first date with Jacob. Of course Edward would not help me with my relationship problems because in his eyes, I should've gone with him anyway.


"Will he do it for you?" I questioned.

"Well, Edward will do anything for me. But he will know that I will be asking for you. So, no he won't do it for me. Sorry," Alice said.

"You are right," I said.

"Well, I should be going now. I will talk to you later. Bye!" Alice said as she skipped out of my room.

I put on my sweats and T-shirt so I could go to sleep. When I got into my bed, I just stared at the wall. Then the tears came. So, for the fifth night in a row, I cried myself to sleep.