chapter 3
"why would i change to act normal we are not normal were vampires."Tj said jumping up when he did so did jazz
"and stop trying to calm me down it dont work."he yelled at jasper
"Tj sit down and stop acting like a tard."alex said grabing his hand really hard "NOW"she growled at him
"fine"he said and sat down"please let go" he turned to her and smiled
"yes"she siad and pecked him on the lips real fast
and let go
"we will leave in 2 weeks so please please stop hunting humans so you can come home with us"i said smiling at alex"at home humans look at us as a young family of parents who adopted five kids then one got married and had a kid and that really did happen"i siad alex nodded so i keep going"All of my family have mates Esme&Carlilse, Edward&Bella they have a daughter named Renesmee,Emmet&Rosalie"i said smiling
"how could they have a kid?"asked Tj
Chapter 4
"well my brother edward fell in love with a human named bella"i siad smiling
"he fell in love with an human"Tj said laughing
"what is funny about that Tj?"alex asked him not smilling
"well they are so fragel and boring."tj said looking at alex
"Bella is not a boring human for edward at all,Edward can read minds and bella has a shield that goes around her and that makes it so edward cant read her mind."i said getting mad he is so annoying
"alice calm down"jasper wispered "how can you judge when you have never meet them?"jazz asked Tj
"please exuse Tj and go on."alex said looking at me with her eyes and from what i can tell she has not been eating and that he was really hungrey
"he fell in love with her,she fell in love with him they got married went on a honey moon then she came back really sick she almost died from having Renesmee but edward put the venom in her heart."i said alex looked like she was not there so she was having a vision
"what are you seeing?" i asked her i was very intrusted i never meet any one like me before and had my blood i still cant belive i have a daughter i cant wait to go shopping!!
"well nothing inportent"she said looking at her hands with deep eyes
"well alex would you and Tj like to come and go hunting with me and jazz."i said and smiled at jazz he knows i love big animals
"Lions are the best for a fight."jazz said a grinned at me
"well im not fighting,Emmet and you can plan a trip for that."i said then looked at alex and Tj
"that sounds fun."alex said but she looked scared
"alex how about me and you go for a walk while jazz talks to peter."i said standing up
"ok,Tj i be back in a few."she said stood up then out we went
"are you ok?"i asked once we were out of hearing range
"um ya...but Tj wont be."she said looking at me
"what happened?"i asked then i was not there i was haveing a vision
me and alex were hunting with jazz kinda to close to town and then we heard Tj and a girl she was screaming "dont please please" then we ran and he was attack her i yelled "stop" jazz was right behind me holding me back "why this is what we do."he said and then he killed her in front of me he put his teeth in her skin i turned and ran as fast as i could
then i was back to the presant
"what did you see?"she asked me
"i ran away cuz Tj killed a young girl infront of me."i said i felt like crying
"well i seen is when you ran jasper got really mad cuz he knows you and that you hate killing people and he beats the crap out of Tj even when Tj should be stronger than him."she said and hugged me
"i never killed a human in my life i may have killed a few vanpires for bella but thats it."i said and hugged her back
"ill ways hated it but when i started to date Tj i never thought about it."she said looking up at me
"your dating him?"i asked dating in the vanpire world ,i could laugh
"yup, i dont wont to live with him for ever he gets mad to much iam all ways yeling at him he does not like it so he shuts up."she said then laughed"he says i get scary when im mad."then she laughed
"well im dont get scary jazz scares everyone for me so i never have too!"i said smiling"you are going to love forks."she smiled then grabed my hand and we went back to the house me and jazz got ready to leave we have a very good night planned out tonight!!;)
"see you guys tomarrow"i said and then we were out the door jazz picked me up i kissed him
"i have waited all day for this."he said as he sat me down and kissed me then went to the drivers seat then we drove in our rentel car to our 2 story house in the middle of no where
"i love you jazz"i said as i helled his hand
"i love you too."he said
Next day
we were laying in bed i layed my head on his head
thought about last night
"that was fun."jazz siad i laughed i sat up got dressed then kissed him and siad "time to get alex and Tj"i said the last word with distaste
"i dont like him myself and i dont wont to take him back with us."he siad
"i know"isaid i was scared for tonight
"i dont think its safe for nessie with him he's not going to change i could fell his moods they were every where mad,anger,annoyed,bored and scared."he said and went on"did you know he is scared of alex."he said as he got dressed
"kinda'alex said that he does not like her mad he thinks she's scary."i said"she will change"
"yes she was happy and exsited when you told her about us."jazz said
"oh,jazz im so exsited to bring her home she looks so much like me!"i said and tackled him on the bed he started kissing me with his hands on my waist and on my back and my hands in his hair
"come, lets go."i said and tryed to pull away then laughed when he would not let go
"but i dont want too."he said kissed me one more time the we got up and left
hunting
"well i like bears the best" i said "but lions are close to 2nd."i said smiling at alex, Tj would not come
"alex im sorry but i dont think Tj can come back with us."jazz told her
"i know try not to kill him."alex said then went and found a lion
"kill him"jazz said to me when she left
"you will know soon."i said then left to hunt before he could get that some thing bad was going to happen
then i seen a big lion i jumped on his back and guickly broke his neck then drained him dry,i hope he had no kids, i fell so bad for him then i heard a girl scream"oh no"than i ran for town
jazz and alex were right behind me then before i knew it he was right in front of me with a pritty red head with a pink tang top and jeans
"dont please please"she said
"stop"i said jazz was right behind me when alex reached us
"why should i this is what we do"he said
"STOP IT KNOW TJ"alex screamed at him he looked up at her with hard eyes
"why alex this is what we do,what happened to us we used to love it that one day you had a vision about your mom?"he asked and was getting ready to bite her when
she said"Tj we dont have to live this way we dont have to kill humans"then he bite her neck and ripped a junk of skin of
i grabed jazz's hand and ran far away when we where far away he stopped and pulled me in he could fell how bad i felt
"its ok alice."he kept saying as he had one of his hand around my waist and one rubbing my back
"that poor girl was killed in front of me."i said and rubbed my face in his chest
"alice do you wont to cut our trip short and go home alex will change she did not even go after the human whn the blood was every where."he said in my ear
"cuz i dont like to kill humans i had a vision of my mom hunting so thats why i stoped and starved myself for weeks then i went hunting yesterday after our walk."she said and came over to me.
"lets go home"i said then we walked to peters so she could get her stuff
"what happened to TJ?"jazz asked
"um...he had rights to be scared of me."she said and smiled than ran to the house
"you think we should be scared."jazz asked than laughed
"nice, lets get our stuff and go at least we had one night tother."i said and laughed
"yup we need a house in running range but not hearing range from our house."he said than grinned at me
"we do good idea"
********sorry about my spellin airs*******
******in a hurry****
"why would i change to act normal we are not normal were vampires."Tj said jumping up when he did so did jazz
"and stop trying to calm me down it dont work."he yelled at jasper
"Tj sit down and stop acting like a tard."alex said grabing his hand really hard "NOW"she growled at him
"fine"he said and sat down"please let go" he turned to her and smiled
"yes"she siad and pecked him on the lips real fast
and let go
"we will leave in 2 weeks so please please stop hunting humans so you can come home with us"i said smiling at alex"at home humans look at us as a young family of parents who adopted five kids then one got married and had a kid and that really did happen"i siad alex nodded so i keep going"All of my family have mates Esme&Carlilse, Edward&Bella they have a daughter named Renesmee,Emmet&Rosalie"i said smiling
"how could they have a kid?"asked Tj
Chapter 4
"well my brother edward fell in love with a human named bella"i siad smiling
"he fell in love with an human"Tj said laughing
"what is funny about that Tj?"alex asked him not smilling
"well they are so fragel and boring."tj said looking at alex
"Bella is not a boring human for edward at all,Edward can read minds and bella has a shield that goes around her and that makes it so edward cant read her mind."i said getting mad he is so annoying
"alice calm down"jasper wispered "how can you judge when you have never meet them?"jazz asked Tj
"please exuse Tj and go on."alex said looking at me with her eyes and from what i can tell she has not been eating and that he was really hungrey
"he fell in love with her,she fell in love with him they got married went on a honey moon then she came back really sick she almost died from having Renesmee but edward put the venom in her heart."i said alex looked like she was not there so she was having a vision
"what are you seeing?" i asked her i was very intrusted i never meet any one like me before and had my blood i still cant belive i have a daughter i cant wait to go shopping!!
"well nothing inportent"she said looking at her hands with deep eyes
"well alex would you and Tj like to come and go hunting with me and jazz."i said and smiled at jazz he knows i love big animals
"Lions are the best for a fight."jazz said a grinned at me
"well im not fighting,Emmet and you can plan a trip for that."i said then looked at alex and Tj
"that sounds fun."alex said but she looked scared
"alex how about me and you go for a walk while jazz talks to peter."i said standing up
"ok,Tj i be back in a few."she said stood up then out we went
"are you ok?"i asked once we were out of hearing range
"um ya...but Tj wont be."she said looking at me
"what happened?"i asked then i was not there i was haveing a vision
me and alex were hunting with jazz kinda to close to town and then we heard Tj and a girl she was screaming "dont please please" then we ran and he was attack her i yelled "stop" jazz was right behind me holding me back "why this is what we do."he said and then he killed her in front of me he put his teeth in her skin i turned and ran as fast as i could
then i was back to the presant
"what did you see?"she asked me
"i ran away cuz Tj killed a young girl infront of me."i said i felt like crying
"well i seen is when you ran jasper got really mad cuz he knows you and that you hate killing people and he beats the crap out of Tj even when Tj should be stronger than him."she said and hugged me
"i never killed a human in my life i may have killed a few vanpires for bella but thats it."i said and hugged her back
"ill ways hated it but when i started to date Tj i never thought about it."she said looking up at me
"your dating him?"i asked dating in the vanpire world ,i could laugh
"yup, i dont wont to live with him for ever he gets mad to much iam all ways yeling at him he does not like it so he shuts up."she said then laughed"he says i get scary when im mad."then she laughed
"well im dont get scary jazz scares everyone for me so i never have too!"i said smiling"you are going to love forks."she smiled then grabed my hand and we went back to the house me and jazz got ready to leave we have a very good night planned out tonight!!;)
"see you guys tomarrow"i said and then we were out the door jazz picked me up i kissed him
"i have waited all day for this."he said as he sat me down and kissed me then went to the drivers seat then we drove in our rentel car to our 2 story house in the middle of no where
"i love you jazz"i said as i helled his hand
"i love you too."he said
Next day
we were laying in bed i layed my head on his head
thought about last night
"that was fun."jazz siad i laughed i sat up got dressed then kissed him and siad "time to get alex and Tj"i said the last word with distaste
"i dont like him myself and i dont wont to take him back with us."he siad
"i know"isaid i was scared for tonight
"i dont think its safe for nessie with him he's not going to change i could fell his moods they were every where mad,anger,annoyed,bored and scared."he said and went on"did you know he is scared of alex."he said as he got dressed
"kinda'alex said that he does not like her mad he thinks she's scary."i said"she will change"
"yes she was happy and exsited when you told her about us."jazz said
"oh,jazz im so exsited to bring her home she looks so much like me!"i said and tackled him on the bed he started kissing me with his hands on my waist and on my back and my hands in his hair
"come, lets go."i said and tryed to pull away then laughed when he would not let go
"but i dont want too."he said kissed me one more time the we got up and left
hunting
"well i like bears the best" i said "but lions are close to 2nd."i said smiling at alex, Tj would not come
"alex im sorry but i dont think Tj can come back with us."jazz told her
"i know try not to kill him."alex said then went and found a lion
"kill him"jazz said to me when she left
"you will know soon."i said then left to hunt before he could get that some thing bad was going to happen
then i seen a big lion i jumped on his back and guickly broke his neck then drained him dry,i hope he had no kids, i fell so bad for him then i heard a girl scream"oh no"than i ran for town
jazz and alex were right behind me then before i knew it he was right in front of me with a pritty red head with a pink tang top and jeans
"dont please please"she said
"stop"i said jazz was right behind me when alex reached us
"why should i this is what we do"he said
"STOP IT KNOW TJ"alex screamed at him he looked up at her with hard eyes
"why alex this is what we do,what happened to us we used to love it that one day you had a vision about your mom?"he asked and was getting ready to bite her when
she said"Tj we dont have to live this way we dont have to kill humans"then he bite her neck and ripped a junk of skin of
i grabed jazz's hand and ran far away when we where far away he stopped and pulled me in he could fell how bad i felt
"its ok alice."he kept saying as he had one of his hand around my waist and one rubbing my back
"that poor girl was killed in front of me."i said and rubbed my face in his chest
"alice do you wont to cut our trip short and go home alex will change she did not even go after the human whn the blood was every where."he said in my ear
"cuz i dont like to kill humans i had a vision of my mom hunting so thats why i stoped and starved myself for weeks then i went hunting yesterday after our walk."she said and came over to me.
"lets go home"i said then we walked to peters so she could get her stuff
"what happened to TJ?"jazz asked
"um...he had rights to be scared of me."she said and smiled than ran to the house
"you think we should be scared."jazz asked than laughed
"nice, lets get our stuff and go at least we had one night tother."i said and laughed
"yup we need a house in running range but not hearing range from our house."he said than grinned at me
"we do good idea"
********sorry about my spellin airs*******
******in a hurry****
red lip stick hot cute!!
Slow, we paddle through the lake
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
If we never found this love
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
In this world the heart beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
In this world the heart beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
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La, da, da
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La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
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La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
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La, la, da, da, da
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Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
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Last born of the clan
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his knife and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing next of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his knife and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing next of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That's not what you want to hear
One is born so one can die
You must wait a real long time
That's more than you can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to show me that you were there
Flowers raised up like a snake
You will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what you want to hear
That’s not what you want to hear
The road is always clear
That's not what you want to hear
One is born so one can die
You must wait a real long time
That's more than you can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to show me that you were there
Flowers raised up like a snake
You will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what you want to hear
That’s not what you want to hear
I think I know what’s on your mind
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything you want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything you want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
When these pillars get put down
It will be you who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much love would make you whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my heart is split like Rio
And I assure you my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
You are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
It will be you who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much love would make you whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my heart is split like Rio
And I assure you my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
You are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with you man
Don’t you see it’s wrong, can’t you get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
You know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what you do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with you man
Don’t you see it’s wrong, can’t you get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
You know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what you do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
I was a quick wet boy
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Diving too deep for coins
All of your street light eyes
Wide on my plastic toys
Then when the cops closed the fair
I cut my long baby hair
Stole me a dog-eared map
And called for you everywhere
Have I found you
Flightless bird, jealous, weeping
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill looming
Now I’m a fat house cat
Nursing my sore blunt tongue
Watching the warm poison rats
Curl through the wide fence cracks
Pissing on magazine photos
Those fishing lures thrown in the cold and clean
Blood of Christ mountain streams
Have I found you
Flightless bird, grounding, bleeding
Or lost you
American mouth
Big pill stuck going down
Should never think
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me by my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my coat on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
What’s in your heart
What’s in our home
And so I won’t
And you’ll learn to hate me
Still call me baby
Oh, love
So call me by my name
And save your soul
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
Before nothing can be done
Try to decide when
She’ll lie in the end
Ain’t got no fight in me
In this whole damn world
Tell you to hold off
Choose to hold on
It’s one thing that I’ve known
Once I put my coat on
Coming out in this all wrong, ooh
She’s standing outside holding me
Saying oh please
I’m in love
I’m in love
Girl save your soul, ooh
Save your soul
Before you’re too far gone
And before nothing can be done
‘Cause without me
You got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
Hold on
Without me you got it all
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
Without me you got it all
So hold on
