She was in her room lost in thought when I climbed through her window. Diana I whispered. She turned my way her eyes widening. Carlisle she cried as she took a step closer. Don’t please .I don’t trust myself I told. She stopped and really looked at me her face never giving anything away .I trust you. You would never hurt me under any circumstances. Your Carlisle, My Carlisle. She closed the distance between us which made me want to bolt from the room but I stayed rooted to the spot I was in.My hole body burned.Part of me (the vampire part )wanted to end her life right then and there.But the most important part wanted to wrap her up and never let her go.
Please. Hold me, She whispered. I cannot control myself for long Dye I pleaded with her. I tried to take a step back. Don’t please. Hold me, She whispered. I cannot control myself for long Dye I pleaded with her. Then Don’t .Take me with you. I don’t care anymore. All I want is you She cried. My whole world was crashing at my feet. I’ve missed you Dye I said giving in and letting my self breathe.But I Can’t I told her. I am not living with out you she said as she kissed me .I never thought she would come this close to losing herself but it showed when she threw herself at an uncontrolled vampire.
Carlisle!You didn’t Jasper asked in such anxiety. I held my composer as I looked into my family’s faces. Seven faces of pure shock looked back at me. When I seen no one would speak I went on. I gave in to so many emotions that night. Love,Lust,Happiness and hunger. I was so happy to be in her arms again that the hunger and anger over what my father had brought upon us vanished with Diana in my arms. It was just the two of us. Before I could grasp what was taking place Diana had already had me out of my shirt and her clothing was somewhat messed up.
Grandpa why did Ms.Diana take your shirt? Nessie brought me back to my senses. My mind was centuries away with the love of another time. Umm Dad someone is all ears Edward said with amusement ,bewilderment ,and caution. Diana was just cold right Carlisle, Jacob pointed out to give Nessie an answer. Yes Diana was cold and I was just hot so I didn’t need it at the time I told my granddaughter. There was little talking that night as I watched her sleep in my arms. Dawn came as quietly and quickly as it never did before and Diana began to wake. You’re here she said as sleepiness wore off. Yes ,Your not dreaming I told her. It was a nightmare with out you she told me. I know this is all a nightmare , not last night .That felt like heaven but Dye do u realize we should be man and wife at this point. Our whole life was mapped out before us but now? Carlisle Stop! Your starting to scare me Diana said in a rush as she snuggled into my arms. Diana I’m not the same man you fell in love with I told her. Look at me Carlisle . You are the same boy I used to climb with in the orchids .The same boy I used to jump through the lofts with. The same man who got down on one knee. The only difference? Your eyes and appetite Diana said. At this point she was in my lap hovering over me . Your right I’m still the same man you grew up with. The same man who loves you so much it hurts. Look at where my new appetite got us I told her as I gently brushed my lips over her chest where there was a bite mark. Oh she whispered. It doesn’t matter.I’m still here are n’t I ?She shivered. Your cold and your hurt I can sense it I told her while running my hands through her hair. I am not cold and the only reason I’m hurting is because of what your saying! You don’t know how good it feels to be back in your arms she murmered. I do..Its the same for me I just..As I was going to finish my sentence Diana’s mother called out to her “Diana breakfast I don’t care if your tired you need to eat!” We’ll talk later I told her as I put her on her side of the bed. You promise you wont leave? I could’nt bare ..she started to say. I will meet you in the orchard later I promise I whispered and kissed her gently. Then disappeared through the window.