I ran through the fields to get to Diana's.Our farms were in distance of each others.I could hear Diana's laughter coming from the barn.She was probally spending her day on the rope swing we had put together.I stood in the door way and wacthed.The joy in her face and wind in her hair showed off just how beatiful she was.When she turned her hazel eyes toward the doorway and noticed she had an audience she gave me one of her brightest smiles.. Carlisle , come and join me she laughed. I wouldn’t miss it for the world I told her.When did you sneak off to the barn ? Your usually out picking apples in the orchid I said as she landed in a near by pile of hay. I went and joined her while she picking hay out her hair. Her eyes were down and she was blushing. Seeing her blush sent my heart racing. Ughh momma and poppa are occupied in the orchard she said with a laugh. Ohh I said with understanding .I was just as embarrassed as she was now. Atleast your Ma and Pa still have those feelings for each other all I walk in on now days is my parents argueing I said with a strained chuckle. Your parents were at it again she asked softly. Yeah but I was defitnatly in the mist of it this time I told her. Why would they bring you into Carlisle she asked me with a frown. I don’t know what to do Dye I said using her nick name. Dad wants me to leave everything behind, everyone I love and join him to hunt vampires and werewolves. I saw the look of fear on her face as I finished telling her . Carlisle ,no I don’t want to lose you she whispered and leaned into my arms. I don’t want to lose you either I told her as I held her. I told him that I wanted to be a docter and spend my life with you. I held her tighter and waited for to respond. I didn’t have to see her blush . I felt it in her body language. I want that to Carlisle. I want to spend my life with you. Your the only one I’ll ever love. I want to be yours and to grow old with you. I do not want to lose you now she turned to me with tears in her eyes.. I never like seeing her like this. I kissed her for the first time trying to take the pain away showing her I felt the same way. I gently brushed her hair back.
Present day....
I could see my family was in aww and they were looking at me in wonder.
Why didn’t you ever tell us about this. We knew of your past but not this Edward said. I looked at my son with a smile. I could have just thought it and he would know but everyone in this room was a couple except for Nessie so they would know what I meant. Esme knew.Their are just some things you only tell your other half I told them .I looked at our daughters knowing they would get it. True they replied in union still with the looks of awe that I was telling them this. I looked at my dear Esme and knew that smile she was sharing with me. You mean were supposed to tell them everything Emmett said jokingly. You better Rose growled. The hole house shook with laughter. Grandpa? Nessie asked as she jumped out of Jacob’s arms and came to sit on my lap. Yes sweetheart? I asked her. What happened to Diana? She asked. I looked up at Edward and seen him nod.I was just getting to that part sweetpea.
Ofcourse as soon as I got in my father was waiting to lecture me. Where have you been? You do not run off on me like that when I’m talking to you son! He told me in a somewhat loud voice. I was with Diana and on my part I was through talking .You never think about me or moms safety or what we want in life. It revolves around your life with vampires and were-wolves and how their a threat to you.What did they ever do to you? Except cross your paths because you made it that way. I left him standing in the parlor. I knew I was gonna have to face it because with my father I couldn’t get out of it. But I would make sure i would get back to Diana and my mom safely. On the first few hunts my father joined me. He drilled me on everthing their was to know on vampires and were-wolves.Every night after a hunt I would sneak off to Diana’s. It was easier when my father stopped joining me because some nights I wouldn’t do the whole search. I would be with Diana.I would sit with her in her room and read with her .We read her favorite classical the “Tempest” one night which was written in 1611. It was about a duke and his daughter who were stranded on an island. The Tempest is one of my favorites I told her one night as I read chapter to her. I already knew I had a classical guy she told me when she snuggled closer.I will always be your guy and you will always be my lady.No matter what happens. I’m asking you father for your hand tomorrow. If you”ll have me I told her. Ofcourse she said with tears in her eyes. Both her mother and father already excepted me as their son and they told me they knew their daughter would be safe with me. They were happy to gain a new son in law. If only they knew I would never make it to the alter.
Present day....
I could see my family was in aww and they were looking at me in wonder.
Why didn’t you ever tell us about this. We knew of your past but not this Edward said. I looked at my son with a smile. I could have just thought it and he would know but everyone in this room was a couple except for Nessie so they would know what I meant. Esme knew.Their are just some things you only tell your other half I told them .I looked at our daughters knowing they would get it. True they replied in union still with the looks of awe that I was telling them this. I looked at my dear Esme and knew that smile she was sharing with me. You mean were supposed to tell them everything Emmett said jokingly. You better Rose growled. The hole house shook with laughter. Grandpa? Nessie asked as she jumped out of Jacob’s arms and came to sit on my lap. Yes sweetheart? I asked her. What happened to Diana? She asked. I looked up at Edward and seen him nod.I was just getting to that part sweetpea.
Ofcourse as soon as I got in my father was waiting to lecture me. Where have you been? You do not run off on me like that when I’m talking to you son! He told me in a somewhat loud voice. I was with Diana and on my part I was through talking .You never think about me or moms safety or what we want in life. It revolves around your life with vampires and were-wolves and how their a threat to you.What did they ever do to you? Except cross your paths because you made it that way. I left him standing in the parlor. I knew I was gonna have to face it because with my father I couldn’t get out of it. But I would make sure i would get back to Diana and my mom safely. On the first few hunts my father joined me. He drilled me on everthing their was to know on vampires and were-wolves.Every night after a hunt I would sneak off to Diana’s. It was easier when my father stopped joining me because some nights I wouldn’t do the whole search. I would be with Diana.I would sit with her in her room and read with her .We read her favorite classical the “Tempest” one night which was written in 1611. It was about a duke and his daughter who were stranded on an island. The Tempest is one of my favorites I told her one night as I read chapter to her. I already knew I had a classical guy she told me when she snuggled closer.I will always be your guy and you will always be my lady.No matter what happens. I’m asking you father for your hand tomorrow. If you”ll have me I told her. Ofcourse she said with tears in her eyes. Both her mother and father already excepted me as their son and they told me they knew their daughter would be safe with me. They were happy to gain a new son in law. If only they knew I would never make it to the alter.
God and His priests and His kings
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and lamb
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
All were waiting
All will wait
As they go over
Mmm, held between heaven and hell
As they're dancing
As they dance over and over
Over
Cold
Cold
Crimson and bare as I stand
Yours completely
Yours as we go over
Sing for the lion and lamb
Their hearts are hunting
Still hearts hold ever and ever
Ever
Cold
Cold
God and His priests and His kings
Turn their faces
Even they feel the cold
Ooooooh, ooooooh
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
And never forsaken
What you are given
Can't be forgotten
Cold
Slow, we paddle through the lake
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Straight to the very center of the darkest water
Where we can embrace the shadows on the surface
The eyes that look up lifeless from our twins below
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
True, it's chilling to behold
Up close we stumble backwards laughing in our boat
Till the image sinks away to someplace far but certain
A land of mere suspension where someday we must go
And though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
Though your arms and legs are under
Love will be the echo in your ears when all is lost and plundered
My love will be there still
If we never found this love
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
In this world the heart beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
If we never took that road
If we hadn't had the heart
We wouldn't have this home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
In this world the heart beats slow
In my arms let's share the cold
In my eyes you’re all I've known
Darling let's go home
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
Love, love will take you
Love, love will take you there
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is changing
Life on earth is ending
And time on earth is ending
And time on earth is changing
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Life on earth is ending
Life on earth is changing
And time on earth is changing
And time on earth is ending
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
La, la, da, da, da
La, da, da
Well I can go a million miles an hour
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms you better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before you go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
You start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
But I’ve been bored so try to drag me down into the night
But if the morning I knew the song
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’re from
I can see the sun is on the rush
The pulse is strong, it warms you better than the Joe they left behind
But in the breath before you go
In the arms of a miracle
Come back and see where you’ve gone
It starts as a battle of luck
In the end it’s in the hands of a ghost
Well I am
Well I am
I can go a million miles an hour
But I can see the sun upon their eyes
I can go a million miles an hour
I can see it’s all true
You start to feel it finally
It starts as a battle of luck
But it ends when the hands of a ghost lay it down yeah
Last born of the clan
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his knife and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing next of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
First one to be free
Lived inside a house
Beneath the hanging tree
Loved them deadly nights
That chilled him to the bone
Words were cried at night
In unforgiving tones
Blood of his men was gone beneath snow
He picked up his knife and his bow
Killer of Jonathan Low
Violence from without
And anger from within
Crawling through the fields
Informing next of kin
They all turned their backs
But they all knew his name
And if he could return
They'd probably do the same
Blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The blood of his friends was gone beneath snow
For all that I know, he died
Killer of Jonathan Low
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That's not what you want to hear
One is born so one can die
You must wait a real long time
That's more than you can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to show me that you were there
Flowers raised up like a snake
You will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what you want to hear
That’s not what you want to hear
The road is always clear
That's not what you want to hear
One is born so one can die
You must wait a real long time
That's more than you can bear
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
Rolling in on a burning tire
You're gonna set my house on fire
Just to show me that you were there
Flowers raised up like a snake
You will raise to leave me bait
And always, always take
And the days will come and go
And the band will march alone
Till the day you cast a shadow
And it's nothing like your own
The moon is always full for us
The road is always clear
That’s not what you want to hear
That’s not what you want to hear
I think I know what’s on your mind
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything you want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
A couple words, a great divide
Waiting in the wings, a small respite
Crowding up the foreground from behind
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
Take anything you want, it’s fine
Keep up the slow life for the night
Don’t take it back, I’ll just deny
This constant noise all the time
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
It’s the last catastrophe
Place your bets on chance and apathy
From the wind in front of me
Even though you’re the only one I see
When these pillars get put down
It will be you who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much love would make you whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my heart is split like Rio
And I assure you my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
You are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
It will be you who wears the crown
And I’ll owe everything to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
How much pain has cracked your soul
And how much love would make you whole
You’re my guiding lightning strike
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
And she attacks me like a Leo
When my heart is split like Rio
And I assure you my debts are real
I can’t find the words to say
When I’m confused
I traveled half the world to say
You are my muse
Oooohh
Oooohh
Oooohh
I can’t find the words to say
They’re overdue
I’ve traveled half the world to say
I belong to you
Oooohh
Oooohh
So pretty, so smart
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with you man
Don’t you see it’s wrong, can’t you get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
You know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what you do
Yeah I’ll be true to you
Such a waste of her young heart
What a pity, what a sham
What’s the matter with you man
Don’t you see it’s wrong, can’t you get it right
Out of mind and out of sight
Call on all your girls, don’t forget the boys
Put a lid on all that noise
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I hear you’re living out of state
Running in a whole new scene
You know I haven’t slept in weeks
You’re the only thing I see
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
I’m a satellite heart
Lost in the dark
I’m spun out so far
You stop, I start
But I’ll be true to you
No matter what you do
Yeah I’ll be true to you