I was dreaming that I was in the medow with Edward. Then the dream turned into a nightmare. Jacob was walking towards us. In wolf form. He growled at me, at first it was at Edward. But it wasn't, it was me.
"Run ,Bella." said Edward.
"What?"
"Run! Bella you have to go now. Go get the others!" I ran as fast as I could. Jake was in front of me now. I looked behind my shoulder. There was my worst nightmare, Edward on the ground. No movement, no breathing, no nothing. I ran back to him, Jacob following. I fell to where Edwards body layed. I was crying. How could he, this should have been me. I truned my head to look at Jacob.
"YOU MONSTER!" I screamed "I HATE YOU JACOB BLACK, I LOVED HIM. HOW COULD YOU?" I was still screaming.
"There was nothing I could do, Bells. You desurve me, not him." said Jacob. Wait, Jack couldn't talk when he was a werewolf could he? Jacob grabed my arm, then everything went black. My eyes shot open. The first thing I wanted to see was Edward. I looked to my right, there he was staring at me. I let out a sigh. I was glad it was a dream. I moved over to the left so that Edward would have room to lay next to me. Edward climbed into the huge bed, putting his arm around my shoulders. I rested my head agenst his chest. Edward handed me the remote. I turned the TV on. There was this action movie on. So we sat there and wached it.
"Bella, did you have another nightmare?" Edward was worred about me.
"Yeah, let me guess you wanna hear it?"
"Can you read minds?" he said playing around with me.
"No, not like some people. I was having a nightmare. It was about you." He eyes got biger, he was defently worried now. "And me, Jacob was there too. You told me to run, to get the others. I ran. Jacob killed you, I fell to your body. Crying because you where gone. Jacob Grabed my arm and everything went black. But It was only a dream."
"That explains you heart rate. It was really high just a few seconds ago."
"Well it's over now" We sat there and wached the movie.
"Edward?"
"Yes?"
"I can't fell my body."
"What?"
"I can't fell anything."
"Nothing at all?"
"No nothing." Edward was worried, He called Carlisle into the room. He ran some test on me, took a CTC. Edward went down stairs.
"Bella." Carisle said.
"Yes?"
"You have canser. It's all though your body. Bella your gonna die, theres nothing we can do."
"No!" I screamed too loudly. Edward was in the room now.
"Carlisle whats wrong?" Edward said.
"Edward....she has canser."
"Where?"
"Everywhere." I was now crying my eyes out. I couldn't stop. Edward was still talking to Carlisle out side the room. Alice came into the room trying to calm me down. Then Jasper came and calmed me down. Edward came in then. Everyone but him left the room.
"What are we gonna do Edward. I'm only 18! I don't wanna die."
"I know. Thats why I talked to Carlisle. I'm gonna turn you. Bella I can't live with out you. I know it's being selfish, but I can't lose you." Edward climbed into the large bed with me once more. So it was settled, Edward was gonna turn me into a vampire.

I was halfway asleep when Jacob walked in. I was cruled up next to Edward. His arms around me. They held me closer to him. Jake was in frount of me. It took all the strenth I had to open my eyes.
"Jake what do you want? I'm really tired." He said nothing. My eyes closed, I had no strenth left. I herd footsteps, walking this way. Edward didn't move. I herd Charlies voise along with my mothers.
"Will she wake up soon, Doc?" Charlie asked.
"I don't know Charlie. She sleeps for long periods of time."
"I don't like that boy, laying there next to my daughter. They are both sleeping, but I don't want him around her." That was my mothers voise.
"It's her wish, she wants to spen her last moments with Edward." Carlisle had said. I guess he had told them, about me dieing. I woke a little later. I turned over to look at Edwards face. Edward leaned down and kissed me, like he wasn't going to see me again.




To be conutned..............