i wasn't planning on putting this up yet, but what can i say, you persuaded me lol
i hope you like it, ive tried using a larger vocabulary so its sounds more like Edward.

im not sure when the next one will be up, ive got kinda a break from homework, but i have a HUGE SAT (school assesed task) coming up and it is going to take loads of time, so i'll do this when i can.
im not sure when to end this story and im not sure if i want to, but unless i keep going for eclipse and breaking dawn too i think i'll be stopping soon.
if you've got any idea about where i should stop leave it in comments. thnx :)




She was my one true love, my life, my soul.
Her breathing was deep end even and her dreams seemed serene and peaceful, a slight smile raising the corner of her mouth, ever so slightly. Time seemed to move in fast forward, speeding up the journey back to her house, but instead I wanted it to slow down, prolong my time with her.
She shifted slightly in my arms, her smile becoming more pronounced. For the millionth time I wanted to know what she was dreaming about, what she thinking. Was she dreaming of me? Probably not. It doesn’t look like she’s having a nightmare, I thought bitterly.
The next time I looked up we were almost halfway there. I wanted us to stop driving, but I knew it wouldn’t be right. Bella needed to get home and sleep. It was already selfish enough of me to wish for more time. I didn’t deserve it.
Pain extended through me, through my cold, still heart. She was too good for me, too pure, too kind. I knew I should leave her the first chance I got, but I couldn’t. Firstly I wouldn’t put Bella through that kind of pain again. If I had known...
I flinched. I would never forgive myself for leaving her. Not if I lived for all eternity. I looked down at Bella’s calm face, and the second reason I could not leave her held me strong. I couldn’t leave her because I wasn’t strong enough to. I cringed at the very thought.
I sighed very quietly. Neither Rosalie nor Emmet heard me, as the sound was drowned out by the gentle thrum of the engine.
I shouldn’t be wasting my last precious moments with Bella thinking such foolish thoughts. It was not helpful to anyone.
Minutes passed but they felt like seconds. I was dreading the time when I would have to leave her. I was sure she wouldn’t want me to stay with her. I was utterly convinced that she didn’t love me anymore, not after what I put her through. I still managed to hold on to a little hope. It was the only thing keeping me together.
I was still wrapped up in my thoughts when the car slowed. I looked up, shocked. We were at Bella’s house already.
I hesitated for a split second. I didn’t want to leave her, but I knew I didn’t have a choice. I lifted her gently out of the car. A crease appeared between her brows, and I could see she was waking up.
I was so engrossed in Bella’s face that I didn’t notice Charlie until his loud and rather angry voice reached my ears.
“Bella!” he shouted front the front door.
“Charlie.” Bella breathed, shaking her head slowly and trying to wake up.
“Shh,” I whispered. There was no need for her to wake up. “It’s okay; you’re home and safe. Just sleep.” I reassured her.
“I can’t believe you have the nerve to show your face here.” Charlie thundered. I caught the anger in his thoughts and the tail end of something else. Relief?
“Stop it, Dad.” Bella groaned. I was the only one that heard her however, and Charlie yelled again.
“What’s wrong with her?” Charlie roared.
“She’s just very tired, Charlie,” I assured him quietly, soothingly. “Please just let her rest.”
Charlie was too furious to even listen to what I said. I understood perfectly.
“Don’t tell me what to do! Give her to me.” He demanded. “Get your hands off her!”
I tried to comply but Bella clung on to my shirt with stubborn, obstinate fingers.
“Cut it out, Dad.” Bella muttered with more volume. Charlie was standing close enough to hear her this time. Her eyes opened and she struggled to focus.
“Be mad with me.” She finished, her mouth setting in a tight, stubborn line. Her eyes flickered up to the sky. It was so cloudy it was hard to guess the time of day. At least it wasn’t raining.
“You bet I will be.” Charlie promised, but there was still relief in his thoughts. “Get inside.” He muttered, rage clear on his face.
“Kay. Let me down.” She sighed.


hope you like it and please comment. i love to hear what you guys think :)