I sat down on the dresser as I watched her sleep. Listening to her dreams. She was dreaming about me, I mused. I remember that Bella used to dream about me, she talked in her sleep. It was interesting, the things she said, but she said my name too often. Now I was glad she didn't choose me. If she had, I would have never met Liz.
She was dreaming that I was a vampire. That would certainly make it easier, the sooner she figured it out the better, she already had the slightest inkling that I was one. And I would follow through with my promise. I would show her, and she would still love me, hopefully. Maybe she would feel the same way.
I gasped. She just dreamed that I would turn her. I reminisced about how I never wanted Bella to become immortal, and how I wanted her to marry me, but I wanted her to leave me at the same time, it was better for her, is better for her. She deserves a happy life, and that dog can give it to her.
But with Liz, it was different. I wanted her to join me in immortality. I wanted her forever. After she moved to Forks with me, so I could introduce her to my family, then we could get married and she could do invetro-fertalization, and have a son or daughter and we could turn the child and be a family. Of course because of the immortal child rule, we would have to wait, but I would be able to do that.
It is decided then. After she found out, she will have a child and when the child is about 15 or 16 we would let the choice up to him or her to become immortal like us. As long as I had the woman of my dreams, if I was human, that is.
She turned her face towards me. I watched as her eyes fluttered, then opened. I hid under her bed, counting her breathes until they were perfectly even and then listened to her dreams again.
I wouldn't turn her, unless she asked me to, even though I want that almost as bad as I want her. I won't let her life be ruined, she didn't have to choose me of course, but she probably would. I feel like she is the true cause of my existence, the only reason, I'm in one piece right now.
She was dreaming about both of us in a field, and me proposing. I won't propose, until after I know she loves me as much as I love her.
She is my world now.
She was dreaming that I was a vampire. That would certainly make it easier, the sooner she figured it out the better, she already had the slightest inkling that I was one. And I would follow through with my promise. I would show her, and she would still love me, hopefully. Maybe she would feel the same way.
I gasped. She just dreamed that I would turn her. I reminisced about how I never wanted Bella to become immortal, and how I wanted her to marry me, but I wanted her to leave me at the same time, it was better for her, is better for her. She deserves a happy life, and that dog can give it to her.
But with Liz, it was different. I wanted her to join me in immortality. I wanted her forever. After she moved to Forks with me, so I could introduce her to my family, then we could get married and she could do invetro-fertalization, and have a son or daughter and we could turn the child and be a family. Of course because of the immortal child rule, we would have to wait, but I would be able to do that.
It is decided then. After she found out, she will have a child and when the child is about 15 or 16 we would let the choice up to him or her to become immortal like us. As long as I had the woman of my dreams, if I was human, that is.
She turned her face towards me. I watched as her eyes fluttered, then opened. I hid under her bed, counting her breathes until they were perfectly even and then listened to her dreams again.
I wouldn't turn her, unless she asked me to, even though I want that almost as bad as I want her. I won't let her life be ruined, she didn't have to choose me of course, but she probably would. I feel like she is the true cause of my existence, the only reason, I'm in one piece right now.
She was dreaming about both of us in a field, and me proposing. I won't propose, until after I know she loves me as much as I love her.
She is my world now.
Well, alot of you know that there is a downloadable "Bella's Lullaby" in the Links tab or a person from LiveJournal has it. Well, the question is... Is it the real thing? Well, in the book, Bella's Lullaby is described as a complex piece (with Edward's hands drifting into the ebony and ivory keys). Then the song ends in a meloncholic chord. Well, if you have heard the downloadable version, it does sound complex and it has a meloncholic chord at the end of it. But notes are still played after it... So, is it the real Lullaby? I'm not sure. It is a beautiful piece and whoever wrote it is amazing! What do you guys think?
PS. Alot of people on youtube have videos saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed by Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)
PS. Alot of people on youtube have videos saying Yiruma's, "River Flows In You" is the Lullaby, but that is not true. Bella's Lullaby is composed by Carter Burwell (announced from MTV, StephenieMeyer.com, Summit). But we all wish they had kept Rob's version :)