So, I totally forgot I even wrote this story to begin with. This is my first fan-fic where everyone is the way they are in the books, so bare with me through this.
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"It's beats for you, Ness." Jacob whispered in her ear.
She giggled and snuggled closer to him. "How come Seth didn't come see me?"
"He wanted to." Jacob ran his fingers through her curls. "But Sue wanted him home for supper."
"Speaking of supper." Esme walked out from the kitchen holding a large plate in on hand, and a tiny pink one in the other.
"Yum!" Renesmee jummped up and sat beside Jacob, letting Esme hand her the plate. To me, the chicken, potatoes, and green beans looked gut wrenching, but if Renesmee would eat it, I was all for it. It was rare she actually ate solid foods.
I heard Bella's laugh of bells beside me. "You know," She wrapped her arms around one of mine, holding my hand. "You did eat that at one time. It's not poliet to curl your nose at our daughter."
Me unbeating heart would jump in my chest when Bella refered to her as 'our daughter'. It was always a reminder that Bella and I made something of a merical. That, that little girl was a part of her and I. We had done it together. (No pun intended).
"I would never." I chuckled. "It was at Jacob."
She laughed aloud, making my mind swim with the sound. I loved making Bella laugh and smile. She brought out the sun in Forks when she did.
"I'm done!" A tiny muffled voice came from the couch. I looked over to see Renesmee to see her holding up her newly clean plate.
Bella let go of my arm and walked over to her. "Renesmee, you know it's not good manners to talk with a full mouth." She gently took the plate from her hands.
"Yeah kid." Jacob poked his fork at her, making me want to growl, his mouth fuller than her's had been.
"You too, kid." Bella jerked his fork from his hand before he could react. "Poke at her again and see what happens." She chucked it back at him and I could help but smile toward him. Don't get me wrong...I still didn't like that fact that he imprinted on my daughter. Freakin' new born daughter and he thought he had some claim on him. I scoffed.
What's wrong?" Bella's voice flooded my mind.
I shook my head and quickly got a wet cloth to wipe Renesmee's mouth.
I sat down beside her, and she stuck her smiling chin out at me. She began to sing in her head the song I sang to her when giving her a bath. Little, grimmy, dirt a bugs, I wash away with soap and suds, to get my baby sqeaky clean. I chuckled and wiped away the potatoes. Get into her warm pajama's, then go say goodnight to Mamma, because it's time to go to sleep. She laid out her hands, and I wiped the chicken juices off. "Thank you, Daddy." She smiled and kissed my cheek.
"You're welcome, Little Love." I kissed her nose.
"Can me and Jake watch a movie Nana Esme?" She asked.
"Of course." She smiled. "If Jacob is up to it."
"I'm up for it." He yelled from the kitchen. I heard him set his plate down on the counter and walk back into the room. "What do you want to watch?"
"Um..."She bit her full little lip, a habbit from Bella, and thought. "Oh! How about Tangled? That's Repunzle."
"Sound's good to me." He shrugged.
"Hey!" She yelled. "How about everybody can watch the movie."
We all laughed at the corny jokes made, giggled at Renesmee laughing from in between Bella and I. Jake sat infront of her as she played with his hair. She fell asleep before the movie was over, so we all said goodnight and Bella and I took her to the cottege.
I changed her into her blue nightgown and laid her in her yellow sheets. I kissed her head after Bella, tucked her in, and closed her door after she breathed in deeply.
Tomorrow, she would be 1/16th of an inch taller, her hair would be 1/12th of an inch longer, and her tiny hands would be 1/22nd of and inch wider. If only I could keep her little forever. I guess, since I do get to keep her forever, small or big, it's was a farely nice trade from losing her later.
I felt Bella's arms wrap around my torso, her lips placing light kisses on the middle of my back. "Come read with me?" She asked.
"Only read?" I looked over and cocked an eyebrow at her.
"Mm hmm." She grind. "My antomy." She was gone in a flash, but my eyes knew exatly where she went.
A growel rose from my chest when I heard the heavy denim of her blue jeans hit the hardwood. A crooked grin spread across my face. "Oh, Bella?" I whispered, knowing she could hear me. I pulled my shirt over my head and threw it into the room. I heard her gasp when she saw it and the groan. I chuckeld. "Were you planning on hiding?" I asked, unbuttoning my jeans as I walked, unzipping the zipper loudly. "Because I can smell you anywhere. I can hear your heavy breathing, I can feel your need radating. You can't hind from me, Love."
A body slammed into my back and her legs wrapped around my waist. "I may not beable to hide." She whispered, biting my ear. "But I'm pretty damn good at running."
I slid her around to my front. "And you ran to me."
She smile lightly. "Well, I wouldn't want to run away. Not unless you were running with me."
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Okay, I know, this is a Edward and Nessi story, but you wouldn't have her without Bella and Edward :)
The manip below is not mine! It belongs to nawelh on live journal. She's amazing at manipulations, you can check her out. The link is [url]link[/url]
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"It's beats for you, Ness." Jacob whispered in her ear.
She giggled and snuggled closer to him. "How come Seth didn't come see me?"
"He wanted to." Jacob ran his fingers through her curls. "But Sue wanted him home for supper."
"Speaking of supper." Esme walked out from the kitchen holding a large plate in on hand, and a tiny pink one in the other.
"Yum!" Renesmee jummped up and sat beside Jacob, letting Esme hand her the plate. To me, the chicken, potatoes, and green beans looked gut wrenching, but if Renesmee would eat it, I was all for it. It was rare she actually ate solid foods.
I heard Bella's laugh of bells beside me. "You know," She wrapped her arms around one of mine, holding my hand. "You did eat that at one time. It's not poliet to curl your nose at our daughter."
Me unbeating heart would jump in my chest when Bella refered to her as 'our daughter'. It was always a reminder that Bella and I made something of a merical. That, that little girl was a part of her and I. We had done it together. (No pun intended).
"I would never." I chuckled. "It was at Jacob."
She laughed aloud, making my mind swim with the sound. I loved making Bella laugh and smile. She brought out the sun in Forks when she did.
"I'm done!" A tiny muffled voice came from the couch. I looked over to see Renesmee to see her holding up her newly clean plate.
Bella let go of my arm and walked over to her. "Renesmee, you know it's not good manners to talk with a full mouth." She gently took the plate from her hands.
"Yeah kid." Jacob poked his fork at her, making me want to growl, his mouth fuller than her's had been.
"You too, kid." Bella jerked his fork from his hand before he could react. "Poke at her again and see what happens." She chucked it back at him and I could help but smile toward him. Don't get me wrong...I still didn't like that fact that he imprinted on my daughter. Freakin' new born daughter and he thought he had some claim on him. I scoffed.
What's wrong?" Bella's voice flooded my mind.
I shook my head and quickly got a wet cloth to wipe Renesmee's mouth.
I sat down beside her, and she stuck her smiling chin out at me. She began to sing in her head the song I sang to her when giving her a bath. Little, grimmy, dirt a bugs, I wash away with soap and suds, to get my baby sqeaky clean. I chuckled and wiped away the potatoes. Get into her warm pajama's, then go say goodnight to Mamma, because it's time to go to sleep. She laid out her hands, and I wiped the chicken juices off. "Thank you, Daddy." She smiled and kissed my cheek.
"You're welcome, Little Love." I kissed her nose.
"Can me and Jake watch a movie Nana Esme?" She asked.
"Of course." She smiled. "If Jacob is up to it."
"I'm up for it." He yelled from the kitchen. I heard him set his plate down on the counter and walk back into the room. "What do you want to watch?"
"Um..."She bit her full little lip, a habbit from Bella, and thought. "Oh! How about Tangled? That's Repunzle."
"Sound's good to me." He shrugged.
"Hey!" She yelled. "How about everybody can watch the movie."
We all laughed at the corny jokes made, giggled at Renesmee laughing from in between Bella and I. Jake sat infront of her as she played with his hair. She fell asleep before the movie was over, so we all said goodnight and Bella and I took her to the cottege.
I changed her into her blue nightgown and laid her in her yellow sheets. I kissed her head after Bella, tucked her in, and closed her door after she breathed in deeply.
Tomorrow, she would be 1/16th of an inch taller, her hair would be 1/12th of an inch longer, and her tiny hands would be 1/22nd of and inch wider. If only I could keep her little forever. I guess, since I do get to keep her forever, small or big, it's was a farely nice trade from losing her later.
I felt Bella's arms wrap around my torso, her lips placing light kisses on the middle of my back. "Come read with me?" She asked.
"Only read?" I looked over and cocked an eyebrow at her.
"Mm hmm." She grind. "My antomy." She was gone in a flash, but my eyes knew exatly where she went.
A growel rose from my chest when I heard the heavy denim of her blue jeans hit the hardwood. A crooked grin spread across my face. "Oh, Bella?" I whispered, knowing she could hear me. I pulled my shirt over my head and threw it into the room. I heard her gasp when she saw it and the groan. I chuckeld. "Were you planning on hiding?" I asked, unbuttoning my jeans as I walked, unzipping the zipper loudly. "Because I can smell you anywhere. I can hear your heavy breathing, I can feel your need radating. You can't hind from me, Love."
A body slammed into my back and her legs wrapped around my waist. "I may not beable to hide." She whispered, biting my ear. "But I'm pretty damn good at running."
I slid her around to my front. "And you ran to me."
She smile lightly. "Well, I wouldn't want to run away. Not unless you were running with me."
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Okay, I know, this is a Edward and Nessi story, but you wouldn't have her without Bella and Edward :)
The manip below is not mine! It belongs to nawelh on live journal. She's amazing at manipulations, you can check her out. The link is [url]link[/url]
hey twi-fans, after seeing New Moon in theaters we all want 2 see it again right? well now there is a release date for the New Moon DVD: March 24, 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! this is the prediction date not an official one, it is positive that it will be released early 2010. it is said that it may be early cuz of the demand!!!!!!! right now some sites have New Moon available for pre-order!!!! so as of today-November 26, 2009-we have 119 days till New Moon is on DVD!!! oh and 217 days till Eclipse is in theaters!!!!
Preface
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the heart which will stop beating soon, the heart which was the reason for me to live, the heart which she had given to me to keep safe just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
I had done it, all of it.
All of which I never wanted to do.
I had hurt her.
I had risked her life....again....
I had made her suffer.
I had caused her enough pain to last an eternity.
And here I was, getting ready to do give here more pain, getting ready to do what I always wanted and never wanted to do.
I took a deep breath, and the scent of her blood burned my throat like white hot knifes, though I did not have any urge to drink it.
Yes….This just proves it, I am a monster. How could I even think about my thirst when she was suffering because of me?
Because of me…yes, it’s entirely my fault.
I ignored the throbbing in my throat and injected the venom straight into her heart...the heart which will stop beating soon, the heart which was the reason for me to live, the heart which she had given to me to keep safe just like how I had given her my silent heart, because of my selfishness, it was going to stop beating.....forever.
Okay so I was just looking through my pictures, and I found this:
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
I can't remember where I got it from (possibly edwardandbella.com?) but I just thought it as really interesting.
I mean look how small Alice is, when the book says she's small I didn't think she'd be that much smaller than Bella.
And look how tall Jacob is...hmm maybe he would win in a fight against Edward...maybe not, Edward is good at everything afterall.
So anyway, I just thought it would be useful for people who have trouble picturing the characters heights -like me :).
Tell me what you think- does it help at all??
Okay so here's a little game that I found. Just like the real bingo, but for when you say one of the comments -and you've probably said one of the comments more then once lol.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure you can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do you think you can fill, comment below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what you think please.
Okay so some of the boxes are a little mean, for example '*ignores Jacobs existence*'. Please don't take offence, I didn't make this. And there are some spelling mistakes too, but I'm sure you can read it.
I just glanced over it then, and I would say I fill about 10 (how come it's so popular if it's so cr*appy being one I use often-my friends just don't understand lol). How many do you think you can fill, comment below :)
I just thought it was something funny; tell me what you think please.
So these are, by far, my favorite quotes from the first 3 books. (I haven't read breaking dawn yet :P)
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD
1.If seth didn't cut it out, I was going to throw a pinecone at him.-Bella (I just think that's hilarious.)
2.Your hair looks like a haystack. But I like it. -Edward
3.I love you. I want you. Right now. -Edward.
4.Marry me first. -Edward
5.I'll never forgive myself for leaving you.-Edward
6.Does my being half naked bother you? -Jacob
I can't think of any more... But feel free to add on XD