Dear Mother,
Yes I know what you did to me
You threw me down the well
All because I made your life a living hell
Mommy, Mommy can't you see?
I'm your little adopted baby girl
If you didn't want me, why did you adopt me
Yes Mommy, I know
I, Samarra Morgan knows.
The tape that is cursed
Is nothing worse
Than what I had experienced
Why didn't I ever sleep?
Because the horses kept me up at night
Because you let Daddy keep me in the barn.
I have hurt others
I have killed others
I may have even sickened your horses
I bet you loved them more than you loved me
Yes, I know I am a freak
Because I am afraid of water, so to speak
There's something about it that will make me feel weak
Mommy, Mommy, do you actually love me?
Why do you let Daddy be so mean?
I don't think Daddy loves me
As much as you do
Yet, I have heard all that you've been through.
I heard my real mommy
Is locked up somewhere
Because she tried to drown me
When I was just a baby girl.
Now, I'm here down in the well
Feeling like this could be hell
Don't worry Mommy, you have your horses instead
Because in seven days, I will be dead.
Yet, my spirit will live on and on and I won't feel worse
Because the tape of mine is my happy curse.
Yes I know what you did to me
You threw me down the well
All because I made your life a living hell
Mommy, Mommy can't you see?
I'm your little adopted baby girl
If you didn't want me, why did you adopt me
Yes Mommy, I know
I, Samarra Morgan knows.
The tape that is cursed
Is nothing worse
Than what I had experienced
Why didn't I ever sleep?
Because the horses kept me up at night
Because you let Daddy keep me in the barn.
I have hurt others
I have killed others
I may have even sickened your horses
I bet you loved them more than you loved me
Yes, I know I am a freak
Because I am afraid of water, so to speak
There's something about it that will make me feel weak
Mommy, Mommy, do you actually love me?
Why do you let Daddy be so mean?
I don't think Daddy loves me
As much as you do
Yet, I have heard all that you've been through.
I heard my real mommy
Is locked up somewhere
Because she tried to drown me
When I was just a baby girl.
Now, I'm here down in the well
Feeling like this could be hell
Don't worry Mommy, you have your horses instead
Because in seven days, I will be dead.
Yet, my spirit will live on and on and I won't feel worse
Because the tape of mine is my happy curse.
Wednesday
First day of summer and I'm already bored. I'm not bored enough to want to back to school. I'm just lonely bored. L. J called me several times this morning wondering if I was okay and if I wanted to go some place with him. I kindly rejected him. If it wasn't Jennifer or Tammie calling then I don't want to hear. Velvet signed me up book club thing. I do like to read books and she thought that maybe I could meet some new friends that have something in common with me. I think she is full of baloney. Velvet made me promise to go to the first meeting tomorrow. I don't know. We'll see how my mood is by tomorrow.
First day of summer and I'm already bored. I'm not bored enough to want to back to school. I'm just lonely bored. L. J called me several times this morning wondering if I was okay and if I wanted to go some place with him. I kindly rejected him. If it wasn't Jennifer or Tammie calling then I don't want to hear. Velvet signed me up book club thing. I do like to read books and she thought that maybe I could meet some new friends that have something in common with me. I think she is full of baloney. Velvet made me promise to go to the first meeting tomorrow. I don't know. We'll see how my mood is by tomorrow.
After much debate, I have decided to try my hand at writing a mystery novel. I've always loved mysteries, especially the original "Sherlock Holmes" stories, and shows like "Monk" and "Twin Peaks". The summary for the story I'm writing is in the in the section below. If you like the idea, let me know, because I'm really excited for the story!
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Summary:School's out and fifteen year old Harold McCormick is headed for his annual summer getaway at Science Camp, but when an accident occurs, Harold is detirmened to prove it is murder, despite the doubt of the police and everyone around him believing otherwise, and in order to save the camp, Harold must find someone who believes him, crack the case, and bring the culprit to justice before he strikes again.
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Summary:School's out and fifteen year old Harold McCormick is headed for his annual summer getaway at Science Camp, but when an accident occurs, Harold is detirmened to prove it is murder, despite the doubt of the police and everyone around him believing otherwise, and in order to save the camp, Harold must find someone who believes him, crack the case, and bring the culprit to justice before he strikes again.