What is this, reverse psychology? How you tell someone no, but they think you mean yes? How a punch in the nose means a peck on the cheek? Feh. It's just stupid.

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I guess what I'm trying to say is ... I'm not into him anymore. Please, God, don't let it be this way. Why are you so cruel? Why do you force me to love someone else, and leave all that I once had on the other side of the fence where I'm not able to get in touch with it? Why? Do you not love me? ... There the word bares it ugly head again. Love. What do you mean by love?? I don't know of such a word. Strong feelings. Strong words. Strong actions? Is that all it is? Leave me to my peace, so I may think about this word ... love.

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So naive. Did you know my last name means quiet child? My first name means wise. So thats it? I'm quiet and wise? What am I, a monk? Are you going to shave my head? Shut up. Bitch, you don't know me! I have friends! Tons of friends! Where are they? Books. Silly, right? But it all started with books. Thats why I'm isolated, and thats how I like it.

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You think I'm easy, eh? Sofia Shizoku is only a Japanese loving stalker who spends her days wound in the everlasting web of those who don't exist. In the books. I don't know about life. So I like anime ... big deal. Leave me alone. Thats right, I said go away. Why are you hear? You want to know who I love, is that it? I love Ranma. C'mon, laugh it up! Fictional, eh? I know... I know.

Go away.

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It started when I was alone at the juice bar. After elimination. The quiet night was somehow illuminating and calm. Only one day of that place left, and the group was gathered by the water. But of course, I, being a shodden, stayed alone and stared at the sky, keeping in mind how much I'll love being home and playing with my best friend, who happens to be my dog. I'm one of those self-centered people who enjoy it when others ask me extensive questions about what I am doing, so I seem unique. When Noah glanced my way, I stared back into his careless brown eyes. I blinked twice, and he turned away. I suddenly pulled out a completed vol. of InuYasha and skimmed through the pages. I was right. Before I knew it, Duncan trotted over to me and sat down beside me.
"What are you reading?"
"InuYasha." I huffed.
He hugged his knees and attempted to look at the scene I read over my shoulder. The close contact made me shiver.
"Go away." I growled.
"Y'know, you used to be really nice, not to mention totally into me." he smirked. "What the hell happened??"
I dug my piercing green eyes deep into his skull with my glare.
"You be quiet, traitor. I hate you. Leave." I tried to shout, but tears swelled in my eyes. At that moment I tried to get up, but when my arm leaned back, the book plopped into the water. I quickly dove after it, and when I had it within my grasp, I turned around to find the TDI Clan looking my way. Not because I had made a small commotion for a book, but because Duncan was suddenly right behind me. I shuddered and held my drenched book close to my chest, fearing the touch of Duncan hand as it took my chin.
"N..n.." I stuttered, trying to move my face away. Duncan tried to kiss me, but in a desperate reach for humanity, I hit him hard across the face.

Duncan was by the pool's edge then, stopping once or twice to look at his hand after he held it to his cheek. A few streaks of blood showed up. I clutched my book tighter, and now the whole cast was staring awestruck in what I had done. Hurt another one of our so-called "friends". I climbed out of the pool and dashed away, slipping and sliding slightly as I went.

Damn you, world.

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Sofi-sama out! >3<