Hey everyone, Star Zach here, I have some news to tell you. Since 2022 began, things around here have been very tough. Around mid April, My big brother Brad moved in with me and my younger brother, Charlie. Since Brad moved in with me, my life has been pretty much the same since it was when I was with my dad. It has been very difficult and extremely frustrating to live with Brad. The reason why it's so hard for me to live with him, he wants to keep the house I'm currently living in as clean as possible. Don't get me wrong, I like the fact that he wants the place clean as well as washing up to clean up my hygiene and stuff, but if me or Charlie don't get any of these steps done, specifically me, Brad starts yelling and screaming at me if I dont clean up. Another thing is, in my family, my dad, Brad, and sometimes Charlie, like to yell at me for a simple mistake I do, and let me tell you, it bugs the hell out of me. It's not easy living with my big brother, he is quite impatient and like my father, Brad likes to use my autism as a crutch to get ahead of me, which is apparently the problem I have with him. And yes, I am autistic. This is why I want to move with my mother. Throughout my dad's life, he always blamed her for doing bad deeds to him and he thinks she also does bad things to me and Charlie, even though my father caused a lot of problems to my mom. Even today, he still blames her for being "a bad parent." In reality, my mother was actually trying to help me out. She has been very helpful to me and Charlie, which is quite a relief. Brad on the other hand, doesn't appreciate her whatsoever, because he prefers to be with my dad. There were some recent events that really made me feel very upset and uncomfortable. For example, a few months ago, Brad yelled at me for not cleaning up after Thor, my new dog. I know I have to clean up Thor's messes, but I don't tolerate any bad behavior and people like Brad and my father screaming at my face for a little mistake I made. Because of these unfortunate events, I have been feeling quite depressed and sad. Another thing I want to discuss, the episodes of Project Crossover will be made at a later date until I feel better. I'll still work on them, but I prefer to work on them when I feel relaxed and calm. Don't worry, I'll be fine, I will always find a way to fight my depression and shine some light on myself and bring some amazing content to you guys. All I'm asking is at least help me out with my problems and make me feel better.
Thank you.