In other words...I have a lot of feels right now and despite watching really violent stuff at the moment, I still feel the need to uplift people's spirits and spread joy and love and— Okay now I think I'm going a little overboard with the optimism facade. Anyways, I still feel the need to post something happy and that's what I am doing right now. I don't really know how I'm going to set this up, since I'm just writing it during the heat of the moment (aha Supernatural joke *is shot*) so...just roll with it guys.
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"Can you still see the heart of me?
All my agony fades away,
When you hold me in your embrace.

Don't tear me down for all I need,
Make my heart a better place,
Give me something I can believe.

Don't tear it down, what's left of me,
Make my heart a better place." - Within Temptation

So, I'm sure that everyone has dealt with their own little drama in the past week. (As I have seen it happen) Mainly what I want to do in this article is establish a calm and serene mood. I want you to know that you're not alone when dealing with certain bumps in your life. I want you to know that talking to someone is all you really need. I want you to know that their will always be people there to back you up and support you. I want you all to have and show respect to others because everyone is fighting their own battles.

So yeah, this all seems like stuff we should all know and be doing instantly, right? Yeah this seems kind of redundant and me being this nice is a bit strange and...even a bit mushy sounding in my own opinion. But, fuck it, I'm feeling generous and motivational tonight.

I now think I know the true purpose of this article; for me to explain my feelings on people and this site in general. This is more of a reflection of the sort so, I hope you enjoy.

First of all, I want to discuss the people I've known for awhile or whom I've spoken to personally. I understand that I know some of you a lot more than others and that I honestly like a few of you more than others, but I still care for you all none the less. You all have been here for me; have supported me; joked with me; and have been friends with me. I appreciate everything that you all have done for me. I have never been the type or person to really feel much empathy towards others. I can feel empathy towards animals, fictional characters and maybe, strangely, even inanimate objects. But people are always the...things that I've had trouble connecting with. Unless I've known you for more than half of my existence, I probably won't care about you very much. Sorry to say so, but that's just how it is. But...for some reason, I tend to feel more compassion towards people on the internet and I don't really know why. Even if we've only met once, and you're having some issues, I will always feel bad for you and try to help you out. Due to this tendency of mine, I have had various friends of mine ask me to back them up when someone is bothering or bullying them. (Either of which I cannot stand) I am this way with people I am really close with as well, though. If you start bothering/bullying someone I know personally, I will kick your ass and make sure you shut your trap. If you start doing the same to someone via the internet, I will give you a run for your money and make sure you shut the fuck up and never even dare gaze upon their mere user icon again. My friends are very important, and I'm actually glad that I have this protective side of me towards you guys. It gives me some sort of purpose, and makes me smile when I see that you're happy once again. I know that a certain few of you would do the same for me, and that just makes me so glad. I will never understand people who say those on the internet are not your friends, because they've obviously never met people like you. *cries because of chick-flick moment...I seriously need to stop with the SPN jokes*

"So thank you for standing right by me (I will always love you),
So thank you for being behind me (You are just so amazing),
And watching me grow and letting others know,
That you still believe in what I'll be." - Christina Aguilera

Second, I want to talk about this spot in particular. When I first joined it, it was only a mere size of what it is today. I had a lot less than 5,000 fans and wasn't as active as some had liked it to be. I was a little nervous being on here since I had no idea how things worked and I knew absolutely nobody. (And when I clicked on other spots, I saw that everyone was pretty familiar with one another and were pretty well acquainted already) I remember posting this really stupid and poorly written story on here and thought absolutely no one would read it. But, surprise surprise, someone commented on my wall and said that I was "good" and she asked me if I would like to be friends with her. I was really happy, and of course we started chatting, and that is how I met pandawinx—one of the nicest girls you will ever meet on here. She soon started up this role-play, and I joined, along the way meeting a lot of the users who would be very close friends of mine. (One of them even being Zannie!) But, that eventually calmed down, and I started my own role-play; meeting a lot of other awesome users and becoming more comfortable and affiliated with others I knew already. I'm still friends with the majority of those people and still greatly care for them. Of course, that role-play died down too and while I was still going on fanpop, I met a lot of others on this site who were just as nice and fun. So, all in all, this site has always been my favorite. Everyone here is so nice, we all know each other and it's just a great place to be. It was the spot where I received my first medal; my first friends; and even when I am long gone from fanpop, the memories will still remain.

"I'm on the edge of glory,
And I'm hanging on a moment with you,
I'm on the edge with you." - Lady GaGa

Finally, I want to talk about fanpop in general. Yeah, it's got it's faults and of course the obvious trolls and what-not, but all in all, it's a great site. I've met so many awesome people on here and the whole thing has just been a great big experience that I will never forget. The creators are nice, helpful and do what they need to do to make this place awesome. This is why I'm so defensive when people bad-mouth the spot. It's my second favorite social networking sites (The first being tumblr) and it's where I spend the majority of my time and energy while I am on the internet. I'm so happy that this site exists. I would have never met all the people I know without it, and it even helps me out on fandom news, which I just awesome. Despite some of it's changes in layout not making much sense sometimes, it's a great site that I hope to still be apart of for years to come. *oh look im a suck up hahaha—no*

"Happy in the club with a bottle of red wine,
Stars in our eyes 'cause we're having a good time,
Eh-eh, so happy I could die.

Be your best friend yeah I'll love you forever,
Up in the clouds we'll be higher than ever,
Eh-eh, so happy I could die and it's alright." - Lady GaGa

So that pretty much wraps up all the feels and goodness that I wanted to spread here. I hope that this made you feel better if you were sad, or just made you happy. (Because that's really the point) This isn't my best work but...it's to make people feel appreciated so, I don't really care if it sucks completely; I still feel good that I wrote something positive. On that note, I guess I'll just leave you with this,

"Deep in my heart I'm concealing,
Things that I'm longing to say,
Scared to confess what I'm feeling,
Frightened you'll slip away.

You must love me,
You must love me." - Madonna