im trying new writings now so hope u all like it.
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BLEEDS
RUNS
HIDES
GRABS THE KNIFE RUNS IT INTO MY WRIST DOENST HURT THOUGH SO I LAUGH SINCE I FEEL NOTHIN AT ALL I SEE THE BLOOD DRIP FROM MY WRIST ITS A LOT OF BLOOD I SEE SOEMTHING IT LOOKS VERY SCARY BUT I FEEL NOTHING,LIKE I SAID IM NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING SO I GO CLOSER TO THE PERSON OR THE MONSTER,AS I WALK UP TO IT I SEE THAT ITS MY GF I SEE HER BODY WITH BLOOD ALL OVER IT IM CRYING BUT WHY AM I CRYING IM NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING SO I GO CLOSER AND I TOUCH HER SHOULDER BUT ITS SO COLD IM FREEZING MY HEART IS STOPPING BUT WHEN I LOOK AT HER ITS NOT HER ITS HER MOM I SEE HER I SCREAM AND I CRY BECASUE IT LOOKS JUST LIKE HER SO I TOUCH HER FACE AND SHE IS SOFT AND BEATIFUL JSUT LIKE MY GF SHES BEATIFUL I RUN MY HANDS INTO HER HAIR AND CRIE WITH BLOOD DRIPPING FROM MY WRIST I FEEL PAIN BECAUSE ITS SO COLD IM STANDING THERE JUST LOOKING AT HER AND SHE STARTS TO CRY I ASK HER WHY IS SHE CRYING SHE SCREAMS MY BABY SAID SHE KILLED ME BUT SHE NEVER DID IT JSUT HAPPEND I TOUCH HER FACE AGAIN SHH ITS OK SHE KNOWS THAT SHE DIDNT I TELL HER EVERYDAY THAT SHE DIDNT HURT U IT WAS UR TIME BUT SHE TRIES TO BELIVE ME BUT ITS HARD FOR HER BECAUSE SHE DOENST TRUST NO ONE OR NOTHING SO I HELP HER THROUGH LIFE BUT ITS HARD WHEN SOMEOEN WONT LET HER LEAVE HER HOUSE OR EVEN LOOK OUTSIDE FOR A MINTUE WITHOUT GETTING HURT I SIT DOWN AND TRY TO BREATH BUT I SAID I I NEW THAT IM TO OF FUCK UP TO HELP HER OUT IF THIS LIFE I WANTED US TO BE TOGHER ME TO HOLD HER HAND ME TO TAKE HER PLACES BUT I CANT I CANT EVEN TOUCH HER HOSUE WITHOUT GETTING HURT SO I DONT GO OVER THERE BUT I WANT TO I TELL HER I DO ANYTHING FOR HER TILL I DIE SHE KNOWS THAT BUT PLZ MAKE HER SAFE BUT HER MOM SAYS IM TRYING TO KEEP HER SAFE I SAY NO UR NOT OR SHE WOULDNT KEEP GETTING HURT SO BAD LIKE SHE IS NOW I SAY NOW U KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER BEFORE I DO BECAUSE HE HURTS HER OR TOUCHES HER HE IS DONE AND I WILL KILL HIM AND I WILL STAB HIM SO MANY TIMES HE WONT EVER SEE ANOTHER DAY OR ANOTHER NIGHT OR ANOTHER MINTUE AT HIS OWN FUCKING DAUGHTER
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BLEEDS
RUNS
HIDES
GRABS THE KNIFE RUNS IT INTO MY WRIST DOENST HURT THOUGH SO I LAUGH SINCE I FEEL NOTHIN AT ALL I SEE THE BLOOD DRIP FROM MY WRIST ITS A LOT OF BLOOD I SEE SOEMTHING IT LOOKS VERY SCARY BUT I FEEL NOTHING,LIKE I SAID IM NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING SO I GO CLOSER TO THE PERSON OR THE MONSTER,AS I WALK UP TO IT I SEE THAT ITS MY GF I SEE HER BODY WITH BLOOD ALL OVER IT IM CRYING BUT WHY AM I CRYING IM NOT AFRAID OF ANYTHING SO I GO CLOSER AND I TOUCH HER SHOULDER BUT ITS SO COLD IM FREEZING MY HEART IS STOPPING BUT WHEN I LOOK AT HER ITS NOT HER ITS HER MOM I SEE HER I SCREAM AND I CRY BECASUE IT LOOKS JUST LIKE HER SO I TOUCH HER FACE AND SHE IS SOFT AND BEATIFUL JSUT LIKE MY GF SHES BEATIFUL I RUN MY HANDS INTO HER HAIR AND CRIE WITH BLOOD DRIPPING FROM MY WRIST I FEEL PAIN BECAUSE ITS SO COLD IM STANDING THERE JUST LOOKING AT HER AND SHE STARTS TO CRY I ASK HER WHY IS SHE CRYING SHE SCREAMS MY BABY SAID SHE KILLED ME BUT SHE NEVER DID IT JSUT HAPPEND I TOUCH HER FACE AGAIN SHH ITS OK SHE KNOWS THAT SHE DIDNT I TELL HER EVERYDAY THAT SHE DIDNT HURT U IT WAS UR TIME BUT SHE TRIES TO BELIVE ME BUT ITS HARD FOR HER BECAUSE SHE DOENST TRUST NO ONE OR NOTHING SO I HELP HER THROUGH LIFE BUT ITS HARD WHEN SOMEOEN WONT LET HER LEAVE HER HOUSE OR EVEN LOOK OUTSIDE FOR A MINTUE WITHOUT GETTING HURT I SIT DOWN AND TRY TO BREATH BUT I SAID I I NEW THAT IM TO OF FUCK UP TO HELP HER OUT IF THIS LIFE I WANTED US TO BE TOGHER ME TO HOLD HER HAND ME TO TAKE HER PLACES BUT I CANT I CANT EVEN TOUCH HER HOSUE WITHOUT GETTING HURT SO I DONT GO OVER THERE BUT I WANT TO I TELL HER I DO ANYTHING FOR HER TILL I DIE SHE KNOWS THAT BUT PLZ MAKE HER SAFE BUT HER MOM SAYS IM TRYING TO KEEP HER SAFE I SAY NO UR NOT OR SHE WOULDNT KEEP GETTING HURT SO BAD LIKE SHE IS NOW I SAY NOW U KILL THAT MOTHERFUCKER BEFORE I DO BECAUSE HE HURTS HER OR TOUCHES HER HE IS DONE AND I WILL KILL HIM AND I WILL STAB HIM SO MANY TIMES HE WONT EVER SEE ANOTHER DAY OR ANOTHER NIGHT OR ANOTHER MINTUE AT HIS OWN FUCKING DAUGHTER
In my life i grew up in pain a agony. I was only 2 or 3 when i was first hit. then i got hit again over and over. another time i was hit was when i didn't take a shower the morning after i took a shower. i was late 4 school and had cuts and bruses, one went from my shoulder to the middle of my upper arm. no one asked what happened beacause no one cares what happens to me. They wouldn't even care if i died. my dad even said "if you died i would want to know right away because then i would go buy a boat" (that is what he said because if i died he would get all the money from insurence) even when i broke my leg my dad hit my leg on the table 3 times then took me to the e.r. it turned in to surgery. i was in a wheelchair and on cruches for 3 in 1\2 months. now i have a scar that goes from my left ankle to just below my knee. now i didn't cry because i dont care to cry.(i do cry but rarly) My life sucks worse every day and i have been planing to run away. I CAN'T STAND IT!!!!!!
Wow its like been 5 years since ive been gone..i miss my.family on here..im srry I lefy but I.just needed time I guess I needed 5 years..im happy now..i have changed sa lot.i am now 17 years old im turning 18 this year..my past is behind me..welcome to my bright future with my family and friends..i hope that my old friends come back on because I miss them tones..hope ur all not mad at me cause I love u.all very much
Ok so I said I would never leave u guys but life wad rough for me I have had.ups and my.downs..im growing from my mistakes everyday..im.healthy I have a.healthy life..and im so happy that some of u that r on my fb helped me through so much shit these 5 years gone..my life is on here and I will never ever let anyone go..im here for now.dont know for how long but im here.
Ok so I said I would never leave u guys but life wad rough for me I have had.ups and my.downs..im growing from my mistakes everyday..im.healthy I have a.healthy life..and im so happy that some of u that r on my fb helped me through so much shit these 5 years gone..my life is on here and I will never ever let anyone go..im here for now.dont know for how long but im here.
Not a cloud up in the sky
And then it starts to rain
My defenses hit the ground
And they shatter all around
So open and exposed
But I found strength in the struggle
Face to face with my troubles
When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But you can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believin' in your self
When you're broken
Little girl don't be so blue
I know what you're going through
Don't let it beat you up
Hittin' walls and gettin' scars
Only makes you who you are
No matter how much your heart is aching
There is beauty in the breaking
Yeah
When you're broken
In a Million little pieces
And your tryin'
But you can't hold on any more
Every tear falls down for a reason
Don't you stop believin' in your self
When you're broken
Better days are gonna find you once again
Every piece will find it's place
When you're broken
wants to be remembered as the girl who always smiles even tho her heart is broken and the 1 who always brightens your day even tho she couldn't brighten her own i dont care about my days i care about my friends days and how there doing fuck my life and my days they dont matter anyway counting the days donw as i go.
I'm gonna sit alone in a quiet room and cry until I cant cry no more. I am tired of all the pain inside and I am tired of all the tears falling from my eyes.im tired of bleeding im tired of life im tired of living im tired of fakers im tired of crying lonely with no one
is having one of those nights where she just wants someone to hold her close and tell her it's gonna be alright want someone to tell me how much they love me and how much they need me and how much they want me
When I need you the most
Why don't you take my hand
I want to be close
Help me when I am down
Lift me up off the ground
Teach me right from wrong
Help me to stay strong
So,take my hand and walk with me,
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free
Where are you now...
Where are you now
Now that I'm half grown
Why are we far apart
I feel all alone
Where are you now
When nothing is going right
Where are you now
I can't see the light
So take my hand and walk with me
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free, yeah yeah
I need you, to need me
Can't you see me,
How could you leave me
My heart is half empty
Im not whole when your not with me
I want you here with me
To guide me, hold me, and love me now
Where are you now
Where are you nowSo take my hand and walk with me
Show me what to be
I need you to set me free,