The black belt whipped against my bare skin
Not screaming in pain
Not daring to shed a tear
The screaming
Rings in my ear
While I shake with fear
Wondering what did I do so wrong
To deserve this
I feel like I am worthless
Every time I speak
It’s all wrong
The curses stings in my heart
Where it is slowly turning into a rock
So I won’t feel any pain
But I must ask
What did I do wrong?
I promise I’ll listen
I promise not to judge you
I promise
Please I want to make things right
Only if you let me
But if you don’t
I’ll walk the earth forever and ever
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Not screaming in pain
Not daring to shed a tear
The screaming
Rings in my ear
While I shake with fear
Wondering what did I do so wrong
To deserve this
I feel like I am worthless
Every time I speak
It’s all wrong
The curses stings in my heart
Where it is slowly turning into a rock
So I won’t feel any pain
But I must ask
What did I do wrong?
I promise I’ll listen
I promise not to judge you
I promise
Please I want to make things right
Only if you let me
But if you don’t
I’ll walk the earth forever and ever
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Hey everyone. I thought of this when I was dwelling in the past. Tell me what you think
Day after day I live in this living hell.
Keeping quiet of what happens behind closed doors.
Behind closed doors I am my Parents stress reliever.
Behind closed doors I am their punching bag.
Behind closed doors the pain never fades.
Behind closed doors the screams never silence.
Because behind closed doors nothing is ever the same.
It was hard to write because I was thinking about the past but I did it anyway. Please stop child abuse because Behind closed doors you never know what is happening
Day after day I live in this living hell.
Keeping quiet of what happens behind closed doors.
Behind closed doors I am my Parents stress reliever.
Behind closed doors I am their punching bag.
Behind closed doors the pain never fades.
Behind closed doors the screams never silence.
Because behind closed doors nothing is ever the same.
It was hard to write because I was thinking about the past but I did it anyway. Please stop child abuse because Behind closed doors you never know what is happening
why didn't my mommy care
innocent taken at such a young age
by my daddy's drucken rage
can anyone hear my cry
why won't they just let me die
please daddy i'm only four
please daddy don't touch me any more
can't anyone see my painful tears
why didn't mommy save me from my fears
"MOMMY HELP ME!!!" I cry out
but mommy ignores my painful shout
Can anyone hear me out there
why did big brother stop and just stare
why do they hate me so much
innocent taken by my daddy's touch
being touched is what i fear
being touched year after year
no body saw my tears in the rain
please help me, i'm going insane
all i want is to be free
but can't because of the beatings they never see
daddy gets up and puts a knife under my chin
i know i will burn in hell for my daddys sin